1Hi. My name is Darcy. I am addicted to cutting.
Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Flashback
Darcy is leaning against the wall in her room, digging a sharp razor across her skin. She cries because no one cares. She slowly gets up and places the razor back in the medicine cabinet in her bathroom. She walks out into the hallway and goes down into the basement. She hides behind some boxes and cries herself to sleep.
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
End of Flashback
I'm on my way to school when I run into some kids from Lakehurst.
"Hey babe, wanna go to the roof and…do some stuff…" one of them says.
"Yeah baby, you know you give it up easy, we're just making it easier for you!" The other kid says.
I ignore them and head to the roof of the school. Peter gave me the keys. I walked up the steps and out the door. I felt the cool breeze across my face.
"I wish someone cared or understood me." I said under my breath in a shallow whisper.
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
School is over and I'm heading back to my house, I hear students taunt and yell at me. I try to ignore them. I've been doing it all year but they just won't stop! I run into the house and race upstairs. I run into my bathroom and pull out the razor from the medicine cabinet. I crumble to the floor and pull up my sleeve. I quickly drag the razor, slicing my skin over and over. I can't stop. Tears flow down my pale skin and drop to the floor. I keep dragging it across my skin, deeper and deeper.
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe
I drop the razor when I notice my blood is flowing faster then usual. I grab toilet paper next to me and wrap my arms but the blood won't stop. I put pressure on it but it keeps flowing. I start to get dizzy and slowly let go of my arm. I lean against the bathtub and droop to the floor; I can feel the cold bathroom floor as I drift away. I didn't mean to kill myself. I just wanted to relieve the pain.
"I'm not ready to die yet…," I let out in a whisper "I didn't mean to go this far."
Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me
I hope you guys liked to story. It is really dark and I just want feeling good today so I decided to write this about Darcy from Degrassi. Well leave a comment and tell me what you thought. The name of the song is "Breathe Me" by Sia.