Disclaimer: I don't own twilight, never did, never will.

I'm realy sorry for updating so slow, I really suck at this.

RPOV:

"We're home!" I screamed as I opened the door and suddenly everyone was standing in front of us.

"Hi. You must be Haley" Grandma said "I'm Renesmee's mother Esme."

"Nice to meet you." Haley said smiling.

"When is dad coming home?" I asked grandma.

"In about two hours" Grandma smiled. And I turned to Haley.

"Do you want to see my room?" she nodded.

"Yes" We walked upstairs to my room. There was a bed there (after all, I was the only one in the house who slept) and I had about hundred CD's and at least as many books.

"So… What do you want to do?" I asked.

"WOW" she said "look at that" she obviously hadn't heard me.

"yeah, I'm kind of proud over my collection" I smiled "But what do you want to do?"

"I don't know… maybe we can watch a movie?" she smiled.

"Ok, what do you want to watch?" I asked.

After Haley had went through half my movies, we ended up with Armageddon, and as we started it, Alice came in.

"Oh, what are you watching?" she asked, I answered and she joined us.

I'm not going to lie, I cried, a lot. It's a really sad and the scene were they leave made me think of Jake. My love, my life, my sun, my everything.

"Does she always cry, watching Armageddon?" Haley asked Alice.

"Yes, almost." Alice answered, "She loves it though. And just an advice, never watch Titanic with her."

"Ok" Haley said, "I'll remember that."

After the movie, Grandpa came home and Haley left. So me and Alice, saw Notting Hill, then Alice went downstairs. And I sat down on my bed and cried. I didn't even bother listening to wath they talked about downstairs. All I could think of was Jake, did he think of me? Did he even miss me at all? What if I had been wrong, what if me and Jake, wasn't meant for each other? What if he had forgot me?

As I sat there wondering, Rosalie came in.

"Renesmee?" she said low "is something wrong?" I was confused, this wasn't like Rose at all.

"Leave" I said.

"Renesmee, what's wrong? It's him right?" I knew that shemeant Jake, so I nodded.

"What if we was wrong? What if we aren't meant for each other?"

"Of course you are, sweetie, he imprinted on you."

"yeah, but what if it was a mistake?"

"It wasn't, it was real Renesmee, even though I don't like it. Jacob imprinted on you, he loves you."

"But, I left him, what if he thinks that I wanted to leave?"

"I'm sure he doesn't" she answered, "now, can you come down?" I wiped away the tears and followed her downstairs.

"There you are," grandpa said "Emmet and I, are going on a hunting trip. Do you want to join us?"

"No," I said "just go alone, I'll stay home" for once I didn't want to hunt. I didn't want to do anything.

"Ok," Emmet said, and they left. Three weeks later they asked me for about fifth time and I said no again.

"Renesmee," mum said "I know you miss Jacob, but don't do like I did, please, don't act like a zombie."

"You have no idea" I said "If you had, you wouldn't have forced me to move!" I screamed "I hate being here, I hate this place. I want to go back to Forks!"

"I know, sweetie" Dad said "I know, but you need to go to school."

"So why not in Forks?" I jelled

"In, Forks people know us" Jasper said.

"I could, go to school at the reservation" I said "no-one would deny me that."

"Nessie" Jasper said "listen, they wouldn't refuse you that, but the other wolves, they wouldn't like it, having a half vampire hanging around."

"They never said anything before I moved, and I hung around there pretty much then!"I knew it wasn't the same, but I didn't care.

"Now you listen to me!" Dad jelled "We live here now, Renesmee. I know you miss Jacob, and I know he miss you, but get a life! How do you think we feel? When you just walk around that way? Huh? It tears me up inside, watching you like that! At lest try!"

"Dad! I haven't seen Jacob in almost a month, I haven't heard from him. And mum, you got dad back! I won't, because of you!" I ran upstairs and closed the door. I hated them, they knew how Jacob and I felt about each other, so how could they act like this?

After two hours I finally fell asleap, crying.

So… another boring chapter done. I will make som action, I promise. And I will try to update faster.

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