Hey guys... sorry for being incredibly slow. During the break I wasn't in the mood to update and since I've gotten back I started to rewrite my novel 'No Regrets' since I'm making myself finish it by April 8th... I hope to update a tad more often.
Seifer said he'd go with me in order to destroy all rumors about me and his brother. Apparently rumors about me and the bully are better than of me and his brother... I don't understand it but hey, it's nice to be able to go to a concert with the guy you like even if it doesn't work out just right. It's not a date just a friendly outing but of course my heart won't listen to that and it has act like a fucking girl's heart by getting all throbby and feel all heavy and crap.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" I asked Seifer as we got to the club where Demyx will be performing. He looked over at me then nodded with narrowed eyes. Holding out his hand he looked away, I could almost see a bit of redness on his cheeks but it was just a trick of the light.
"It's dangerous to walk across the streets without holding someone's hand." He said in a grumpy voice making my eyes widen before I took his hand and looked away, at anything but the blond beside me. The walk was swift since my heart was pounding once again, dammit, and the idea of doing this for a while is just humiliating anyway. "Lamer! You're going too fast." Seifer growled but he was going even faster than I was. Slowing down a bit we stepped onto the sidewalk and then slowly let go of the others hand.
"Is that you Hayner?" A chipper voice asked from ahead of us. Sora and Demyx were together holding hands as they headed over, but they didn't look like they were dating or anything it just looked like their hands were connected. So maybe getting all worked up about holding the bully's hand was actually not a bit deal at all... but then again I know that Sora likes Vivi and Demyx likes Zexion. That may be a factor I should include before finally deciding how we look.
"And Seifer." I nodded motioning towards the blond who looked murderous as he glared at his brother. Demyx paled and then hid behind the small brunette who just grinned over at me. "It's not what you think Sora." I mouthed but he just tilted his head to the side before mouthing 'what?' "It's not what you think." I said aloud causing everyone to look at me.
"Really?" Sora sighed looking a bit depressed. I smiled and raised an eyebrow before shaking my head.
"You're such a naive little punk." I teased causing Seifer to step forward, half in front of me but I didn't notice and took a step to the side so that I was facing Sora again. Before I could say anything though, Seifer grabbed me by my sleeve and dragged me into the building and away from the two guys. "Where are we going?" I asked curiously, hiding a light blush from the sudden action.
"I noticed that the place was filling up so we should get some good seats or be stuck with the worst." He answered but when we got over to where we could sit at any table... there were tons of good seats. I didn't question him though knowing that good seats to me can be terrible to others. He took us over to the best seats in the house and the ones that everyone wants to sit at but with a good glare and the cracking of his knuckles, the people who originally sat there instantly left so we could take care of the seats instead.
"Wow... these are great seats." I commented with a smile, stating the obvious sure but it's a conversation starter and the only one I had on hand with how muddled my thoughts were. Glancing down at my sleeve it felt a bit strange not seeing his hand there but then again he only held onto it for less than a minute so I shouldn't be so used to it already but I am. It's stupid and completely wrong considering that something like today or like this night... yeah we all know it won't happen again.
"Yeah they are... so what kind of music does my brother play?" Seifer asked curiously looking a bit bored but also interested as he stared at me. I blinked in surprise and then shook my head and made the shame sign causing him to playfully hit my head. "It's not shameful that I don't know my brother's music, I'm never home to hear him practice and he's a freak." Seifer informed me honestly making me laugh since I noticed something... a softness when he said it showing he wasn't being a complete douche about his brother.
"He plays rock with a couple freaks but they're amazing. Every some Demyx makes and sings seems to catch you off guard and throws you into his world." I explained with a soft smile. Seifer just looked at me with a suspicious look on his face.
"So... what? We all drown because he tosses us all headfirst into the fucking ocean?" He demanded making my eyes widen before I burst out laughing. I couldn't make him understand and then the band came on the stage. Seifer watched as Demyx grinned at his fans before grabbing the mike and singing a song about a bully killing his lover and then one day they both just... fell together into one and were happy. A perfect ending. Oddly enough he sung another version of it afterward where they both crashed and burned. Still... they were great songs and even Seifer smirked.
Of course I was too busy thinking about how close we were to really pay attention to anything.