I know you hate me, and I don't blame you. I know you blame me for all the bad decisions you made. I've always come from a relatively wealthy family with girls falling over me. I've been alive for seventeen years and none of them have ever dumped me; I've never had to work for someone I loved. Honestly, I've never loved any girl the way I love you, Alli. You're everything I've always wanted. I need you, Alli. You're a queen Alli and I would do anything to be your king.
I've screwed up a lot with you and I'm sorry. Do you remember when we took pictures in the photo booth during the dance at Above the Dot? I still have those. I look at them all the time. Sometimes the memories make me sad, sometimes they make me happy because I remember every fun thing we did together. You're everything to me, and I'm nothing without you. I hate that we never talk anymore; I miss seeing you in school. I wish we could go back to high school and I could do everything over with you.
The seven years we've been apart have been hell for me. Not seeing you everyday kills me and I wish I had that chance. I love you Alli and I'd need all the time in the world to apologize to you. Like I said, I made so many mistakes with you and I wish I could take them all back. I just hope that I can see you one day before I die. Even if I don't get to hold you in my arms, kiss you, or be yours, seeing you and talking with you would set me right. I love you, Alli, and any way I could have you in my life would give me the opportunity to die happy. I hope you respond to this letter with positive words, but I will totaly understand if you don't.
I could never stop loving you,