Hi! So i posted this on my tumblr and now that it's complete...i'm posting it on FF. Quinn's texts are in bold and Rachel's are regular. The timestamps are really important sometimes. Everything is intentional. Also, I started writing something that compliments this...it's a behind the scenes version of this fic and i'll post that once it's complete.
Sunday May 15th, 2011
7:47 pm - Hey it's Quinn
7:47 pm - Quinn who?
7:47 pm - Seriously? It's Quinn Fabray.
7:47 pm - How do I know this is Quinn? How do I know it's not just a mean joke?
7:48 pm - I'm 17, I live with my mother, I used to be a cheerio…
7:48 pm - Everyone knows that about Quinn.
7:48 pm - Then how am I supposed to prove to you that it's me?
7:50 pm - Good point.
7:50 pm - Maybe you should call me so that I know for sure.
7:50 pm - This is ridiculous.
7:52 pm - Okay I believe you, how did you get my number?
7:52 pm - I got it from Mercedes a while ago
7:52 pm - Why?
7:53 pm - Why are you so paranoid?
7:53 pm - Because you're texting me.
7:55 pm - I'll just talk to you tomorrow
7:55 pm - Wait I'm sorry. What is it that you needed?
9:07 pm – Goodnight Quinn.
Monday May 16th, 2011
9:20 pm – Hey
9:24 pm – Who is this?
9:25 pm - Seriously? It's Quinn, didn't you save my number?
9:25 pm – Sorry I forgot…
9:25 pm – How are you?
9:28 pm - I'm good, how was your day?
9:28 pm – It was actually really nice. How was your day?
9:30 pm - Not bad
9:31 pm – That's good.
9:38 pm – Was there a reason you texted me?
9:38 pm - No
9:38 pm – Oh…okay
10:21 pm – Goodnight Quinn
Tuesday May 17th, 2011
7:34 pm - Hey what's up
7:38 pm – Nothing much, you?
7:38 pm - Just watching tv. How was your day?
7:40 pm – It was okay, how was yours?
7:41 pm - Why just 'okay'?
7:43 pm – It was kind of blah..
7:45 pm - Did something happen?
7:50 pm – I'm not trying to be rude, but why do you care?
8:04 pm – I'm sorry
10:13 pm – Goodnight Quinn
Wednesday May 18th, 2011
9:39 pm - I got the note you left in my locker
9:41 pm – I really wasn't trying to be rude
9:43 pm - It's fine
9:45 pm – Are you sure?
9:50 pm – Yup.
10:10 pm – Are you still awake?
10:21 pm – Goodnight Quinn
Thursday May 19th, 2011
8:14 pm - Finn broke up with me
8:15 pm - What? When?
8:15 pm - So he didn't tell you?
8:15 pm - I had no idea
8:17 pm - Figures…
8:18 pm - Are you okay?
8:18 pm - Do you really care?
8:20 pm - I'll admit that last year I wouldn't but yeah…I do care
8:21 pm - I'm just peachy
8:22 pm - Do you want to talk about it?
8:22 pm - With you? Not really.
8:23 pm - No offense but why did you tell me?
8:26 pm - I don't know
8:26 pm - When?
8:26 pm - When what?
8:27 pm - Did he break up with you?
8:28 pm - After the funeral a few days ago
8:28 pm - What? After a funeral? This isn't some kind of a joke?
8:29 pm - Why would I joke about this?
8:30 pm - I'm sorry…that's just…rude. I can't believe he would do that after the funeral.
8:32 pm - I can't say that I was entirely blindsided but it still sucks
8:32 pm - I can imagine
8:34 pm - No. I don't think you can.
8:35 pm - He broke up with me too
8:37 pm - He dumped you because you cheated on him…he dumped me for you.
8:37 pm - Quinn, I'm really sorry…
8:38 pm - It's not like it's your fault.
8:38 pm - I know but I'm still sorry
8:40 pm - I was being sarcastic. It actually is your fault.
8:41 pm - That's not entirely fair
8:45 pm - Life isn't fair sometimes
8:47 pm - Is that why you've been sitting by yourself in the cafeteria?
8:50 pm - No.
8:50 pm - Yes.
8:51 pm - How did you do that?
8:53 pm - Do what?
8:55 pm - You somehow got me to talk about it anyway with you.
8:56 pm - Do you feel better?
9:00 pm - Not really, and now I'm going to have to deal with him pining after you while we're in NY.
9:00 pm - Maybe I'll live in Tribeca with Santana.
9:01 pm - Santana is moving to TriBeCa? Since when? Do you think she'd let me stay with her over the summer?
9:02 pm - You would probs kill each other.
9:03 pm - Actually you're probably right.
9:03 pm - You know, you're starting to worry me
9:04 pm - Why?
9:05 pm - Well earlier this month you wanted to transfer, and now you want to move to New York?
9:05 pm - So?
9:10 pm - I don't think you should leave.
9:11 pm - Haha I never wanted to move to this place, why would I want to stay? There's nothing here for me anymore.
9:12 pm – Well…if you move, who's going to replace you?
9:12 pm - What are you talking about?
9:15 pm - Let's face it, Santana has gone soft and Mercedes might be a self proclaimed diva but she doesn't have the cold fear inducing glare that you've mastered.
9:16 pm - Are you seriously trying to convince me to stay? And with this argument?
9:17 pm - Every bright young ingenue needs something and someone to overcome. The more things to overcome, the bigger the star.
9:17 pm - I can't believe this is your logic.
9:19 pm - Gay fathers, small town, bottom of the social ladder, evil popular girl that hates my existence…think of all the copies of my memoir that I'll sell.
9:20 pm - So you're using me, so that I'll make for a good chapter in your memoir? Unbelievable.
9:22 pm - You use people.
9:25 pm - I can't believe you just said that to me.
9:26 pm - It's true. Are you even upset that Finn dumped you? Or are you just upset that he ruined your grand scheme?
9:26 pm - I'm not answering that.
9:27 pm - Fine. Don't answer it but at least think about it.
9:27 pm - Well what about you? We both know that you're going to run right back into his arms as soon as he looks at you.
9:28 pm - We both don't know that. I don't even know that so I don't know how you could possibly know that.
9:30 pm - You can entertain the idea, but you will end up with him.
9:31 pm - Did you ever even love him?
9:32 pm - Of course I did.
9:33 pm - I think you just loved the idea of him.
9:33 pm - You should talk.
9:33 pm - You're right. I love the idea of him, but he's selfish.
9:34 pm - You practically cry every time you talk to him.
9:37 pm - Not that I need to defend myself to you, but it's because he made me fall in love with him and he only loves me back when it's convenient.
9:40 pm - I'm sure you understand what I'm talking about?
9:45 pm - I never loved him.
9:45 pm - I could tell.
9:45 pm - How?
9:46 pm - Because you looked at him the same way he sometimes looked at me.
9:47 pm - Why wouldn't you break up with him then?
9:47 pm - Why wouldn't you?
9:51 pm - I didn't want to be alone.
9:51 pm - And now we both are…funny, huh?
9:52 pm - You still have a chance with him.
9:55 pm – Maybe… I'm not sure if I want him anymore.
9:56 pm - Why wouldn't you?
10:00 pm - Do you remember when you told me how you wanted to be a real estate agent while Finn worked at Mr. Hummel's garage?
10:01 pm – Yeah
10:02 pm - My dreams are bigger than that. For the first time in my life, I realized that I didn't envy you anymore.
10:04 pm - I can't believe you ever did.
10:06 pm - No offense, but I can't believe it either.
10:06 pm - You know, just because you say 'no offense' doesn't mean that I'm not going to be offended.
10:08 pm - You should be. Your dreams could be bigger than that too. I was kinda disappointed in you when you told me that.
10:10 pm - I can't believe you're the only person in this stupid town that actually believes in me.
10:11 pm - Looking back, I think you're the only one that believes in me too.
10:13 pm - You better not put this conversation in my chapter of your dumb memoir.
10:15 pm - Lol I'll make sure to describe you as our school's prom queen anyway, I'll get more sympathy votes that way.
10:16 pm - Well I'll be prom queen next year, so it's only a temporary lie.
10:20 pm - You know the only reason you didn't win was because Azimio rigged the ballots, right?
10:24 pm - I doubt I would have gotten enough votes anyway.
10:30 pm - I voted for you, if it makes a difference.
10:31 pm - Oddly, it does.
10:34 pm - Do you feel better now?
10:39 pm - Actually…yeah. How'd you do that?
10:40 pm - A magician never reveals their secrets : )
10:42 pm - It's late. You should go to sleep.
10:43 pm - What about you?
10:44 pm - Don't worry about me
10:46 pm - Goodnight Quinn
Friday May 20th, 2011
4:31 pm - You know you didn't have to sit with me in lunch today right? You don't have to feel sorry for me.
4:33 pm - I know and I don't.
4:35 pm - So why'd you sit with me?
4:35 pm - I wanted to.
4:36 pm - It was nice.
4:37 pm - We didn't even talk.
4:38 pm - Sometimes that's more meaningful. Some of the best conversations I've had were made of silence.
4:40 pm - I don't believe that.
4:41 pm - It could have been worse, you could have insulted me or told me to get lost.
4:41 pm - Actually I'm surprised you didn't do any of those things. Why didn't you?
4:45 pm - I have no idea.
4:50 pm - Do the others know that me and Finn broke up?
4:52 pm - I haven't heard anything but they probably wouldn't tell me anyway.
4:53 pm - I see… so what are you doing now?
4:57 pm - Having an after school snack.
4:57 pm - Haha you still do that?
4:58 pm - Of course!
5:00 pm - So what's on the menu?
5:02 pm - Cookies and milk.
5:02 pm - You're serious?
5:05 pm - No. I'm eating Doritos and drinking Coke.
5:06 pm - I can't tell if you're serious or not anymore.
5:07 pm – Good : )
Saturday May 21st, 2011
1:14 am – Rachhh?
1:14 am – Are you awake?
1:16 am – Wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up
1:17 am – I'm awake
1:18 am – Lol did I wake you?
1:18 am – No, I was watching a movie. What's wrong?
1:19 am – Nothing, just saying hi
1:20 am – Where are you?
1:22 am – Walking home from Puck's!
1:24 am – Please be careful
1:26 am – You worried bout me? ;)
1:27 am – Do I have a reason to be?
1:28 am – Maybe…
1:29 am – Text me when you get home please
1:36 am – Quinn?
1:45 am – Goodnight Quinn
2:14 am – Goodnight Rachel
9:17 am – Good morning, how are you feeling?
10:01 am – Huh?
10:03 am – You texted me last night…you don't remember?
10:04 am – Sorry I must have deleted everything when I went to bed
10:07 am – It's okay, how do you feel?
10:07 am – My head is killing me
10:10 am – Did you have fun at least?
10:12 am – I hope so
11:01 am – Sorry I bothered you last night
11:10 am – It's okay
Sunday May 22nd, 2011
12:02 am – Are you awake?
12:03 am –Drunk again?
12:05 am – No… I just can't sleep
12:10 am – Sorry I don't know why I'm telling you.
12:14 am –Ah sorry, I was downstairs… how was your day?
12:16 am – It was okay I guess. How was your day?
12:17 am –I went antique shopping with my dads, it was nice. They were both off from work today.
12:17 am – Nice
12:17 am –Yeah.
12:22 am – So you had fun?
12:22 am –Yeah.
12:24 am – Nice
12:24 am –What did you do today?
12:25 am – My mom took me clothes shopping.
12:27 am –That sounds fun.
12:27 am – It was okay.
12:29 am – So…are you excited for Nationals?
12:31 am –Sometimes I catch myself dancing in the mirror when I think about it.
12:33 am – Hahaha that image will never leave my mind now.
12:35 am –New York feels like home to me. I know I was born and raised in Lima, but I don't belong here.
12:36 am – I know what you mean.
12:36 am –You do?
12:37 am – Yeah
12:40 am –Can I ask you a question?
12:41 am – I guess
12:42 am –Why did you help me when I wanted to get a nose job?
12:50 am – Because I know what it's like to not be happy with something about yourself.
12:51 am –But I loved my nose until it was broken.
12:55 am – I wasn't referring to that
12:55 am –What were you referring then?
1:00 am – Nothing nvm
1:01 am –?
1:21 am –Goodnight Quinn
Monday May 23rd, 2011
4:20 am –Are you all packed? We leave in a few hours!
4:25 am – It's too early for this
4:30 am –It's so exciting!
4:31 am – I'm almost done packing... I'm sure you've been packed for a week?
4:37 am –Very funny.
8:53 am – What are you doing?
8:54 am –Homework
8:56 am – We're on a plane to NY and you're doing homework?
8:57 am –I don't want to fall behind, we're missing three days of school at the least.
8:57 am –What are you doing?
9:01 am – Brittany is showing us her latest episode for that show she does
9:02 am –Fondue for two?
9:04 am – Yeah, that.
9:05 am –Who's the guest?
9:06 am – Patches.
9:08 am –Oh I bet it's going to be a good one.
9:10 am – You seriously watch it?
9:12 am –It's quite entertaining.
9:13 am – I guess.
9:18 am – Do you want to be on the show?
9:21 am –Omg yes!
9:23 am – Brittany said okay.
9:23 am –Wait what? I can be a guest? Are you joking?
9:24 am – No lol I just asked her and she said sure.
9:24 am –Omg!
9:24 am – Was that you that just squealed?
9:25 am –You heard me?
9:27 am – Haha I can't believe you're this excited.
9:28 am –I have to get myself out there!
9:32 am –Thank you!
9:35 am – For what?
9:36 am –Asking Brittany for me.
9:40 am – It just came up in conversation.
9:41 am –Still, thank you.
9:45 am – Yup.
7:20 pm – You're rooming with Mercedes right?
7:23 pm - I'm by myself.
7:23 pm - What whyyy?
7:24 pm - Because there was an odd number.
7:25 pm - Yeah but I'm with Britt and San so there would be an even number.
7:26 pm - Lauren demanded to have her own room.
7:26 pm - That's not fair
7:26 pm - I don't mind.
7:28 pm - Yeah but you're by yourself
7:28 pm - I'd probably just annoy whoever was in my room anyway.
7:30 pm - Well I was going to go to Mercedes' room b/c S and B are driving me nuts.
7:31 pm - Have fun!
7:33 pm - Actually, can I come to your room instead? I got my nails done before we left ohio so I'd just be sitting there.
7:34 pm - They're doing mani/pedis?
7:34 pm - Uhh yeah
7:34 pm - I didn't realize.
7:35 pm - I can steal some nail polish from them…Mercedes is really bad at it anyway.
7:35 pm - No it's fine…I got my nails done before we left too, I just would have liked to know.
7:36 pm - It's probably not very much fun.
7:36 pm - You'll have more fun there then in my room… I've just started my 12 hour silent period in prep for our performances in a few days.
7:37 pm - That's fine, i don't really wanna talk. I just want some quiet time and I won't get it anywhere else..
7:39 pm - I was going to head down to the lobby and get some magazines or a crossword puzzle book… I won't bother you..
7:40 pm - Sure it's room 1580.
7:40 pm - Okay, I'll be there in a few minutes.
8:30 pm - What's a seven letter word for "married"?
8:31 pm - Seriously? You're sitting on the other bed and you're texting me?
8:31 pm - I didn't want to distract you, you're doing the whole silent thing over there..
8:31 pm - I'm resting my voice!
8:32 pm – Whatever.
8:33 pm - Try "hitched"
8:33 pm - I'm assuming by your smile that it fit?
8:34 pm - Just go back to whatever you were doing and leave me to my crossword.
8:40 pm - I was going to see if there was a movie on tv or something, do you mind?
8:41 pm - No put on whatever you want
11:03 pm - You fell asleep so I went back to my room, thanks for letting me hide out.
Tuesday May 24th, 2011
8:31 pm – Where did you go? We're supposed to be writing songs.
8:38 pm –So pillow fighting is a form of brainstorming?
8:41 pm – Yes.
8:45 pm – Seriously tho, where are you?
8:50 pm –Finn asked me to hang out…
8:51 pm – So you're just out somewhere in the city? With Finn? It's dark out.
8:52 pm –We went to dinner.
8:53 pm – Oh.
8:59 pm – Cute.
9:37 pm –I'm coming back now, are you still writing songs?
9:41 pm –?
9:50 pm – Yeah.
9:51 pm –GreatI'll be right there.
9:52 pm – Wouldn't want to ruin your date with Finn.
9:52 pm –It wasn't a date.
9:52 pm – Sure it wasn't.
9:55 pm –It was business… as captains.
9:55 pm – Whatever.
9:56 pm –Why don't you believe me?
10:04 pm – Why do you even care if I believe you or not?
10:10 pm –Idk.
10:20 pm – We're in my room.
Wednesday May 25th, 2011
9:30 am – Where are you now? We're all at breakfast.
10:39 am –Kurt and I snuck into the Gershwin! : )
10:39 am –It was amazing!
10:41 am – Remind me again what that is?
10:41 am –Wicked!
10:50 am – Oh… Cool.
10:51 am –It was SO cool!
10:52 am –One day I'll be on that stage, I can just feel it in my bones!
11:00 am – It was kinda inconsiderate of you to not invite anyone else.
11:02 am –I didn't realize anyone else would be interested.
11:05 am – I like musicals. I would have liked to see it.
11:06 am –I had no idea.
11:10 am – W/e you better hope Mr. Schue doesn't find out. You'll get in trouble.
11:11 am –Please don't tell anyone!
11:12 am –It just happened so quickly! I was in the moment, and singing on that stage, nothing will ever compare.
11:12 am – You sang on the stage?
11:14 am –Yeah.
11:28 am –Where are you guys? We're back.
11:44 am –Where are you?
4:33 pm –Your hair looks nice, what made you want to get it cut?
4:45 pm – I needed a change.
4:45 pm –Cool!
5:21 pm – Yup.
Friday May 27th, 2011
6:34 pm –Are you avoiding me?
6:40 pm – What? No.
6:45 pm – Why?
6:47 pm –Well you haven't texted me since we got back from NY.
6:50 pm – You haven't texted me either.
6:55 pm –I didn't know what to say…
6:56 pm – About what?
6:57 pm –It's my fault we lost. I should have never let Finn kiss me.
7:01 pm – Probably not.
7:02 pm –Is everyone mad at us still?
7:03 pm – Who cares? Summer's in 2 weeks.
7:04 pm –I care! I don't want everyone upset with me! Does Santana still want to kill me?
7:05 pm – Yup.
7:05 pm –Can you talk to her for me?
7:10 pm – Why should I?
7:11 pm –Umm, okay. Nevermind, I guess.
7:18 pm – You have a lot of nerve to kiss him and then ask me for help.
7:19 pm –It was a mistake.
7:22 pm – It didn't look that way.
7:23 pm – I thought you weren't just going to run back into his arms.
7:25 pm –I'm absolutely not!
7:30 pm – Sure you're not.
7:31 pm –Why do you think that? It was just a kiss and you told me yourself you never even liked him to begin with.
7:33 pm – Forget it
7:34 pm –Don't tell me to forget it. You're attacking me for no reason.
7:36 pm – Get over yourself! I so wasn't attacking you.
7:36 pm – I just don't believe you when you say that you're over him.
7:38 pm –Why?
7:48 pm – No reason.
7:50 pm –Obviously there's a reason…
7:55 pm – I saw you two together in the hall today talking
7:55 pm –He asked me to hang out this weekend..
7:56 pm – Whatd you say?
7:57 pm –That I'd think about it
8:00 pm – See?
8:01 pm –That doesn't prove anything. If we hang out, it will be because we're friends.
8:02 pm – You sure he knows that?
8:02 pm –I'll make it clear to him.
8:05 pm –I don't want a relationship with him, I've decided that for sure after I sang with Kurt.
8:06 pm –That's why I'm so upset with myself. I didn't let him kiss me when we went out to dinner in NY and then I got caught up in the moment at nationals.
8:06 pm – He tried to kiss you on your date?
8:07 pm –It wasn't a date.
8:08 pm – He. Tried. To. Kiss. You. I'm pretty sure it was a date.
8:10 pm –Well it wasn't. And frankly it's none of your business.
8:10 pm – You're right.
8:11 pm –I'm sorry, I didn't mean that.
8:15 pm – Caught up in the moment again?
8:15 pm –…Yeah
8:30 pm – No, you're right. It's none of my business. Do what you want.
8:31 pm –Now you're mad at me.
8:32 pm – Why would I be mad at you? I don't care what you do.
8:32 pm –It sounds like you do…
8:33 pm – I'm going to bed now.
8:34 pm –Why? b/c I'm right?
8:35 pm – No, I'm exhausted so I'm going to sleep
8:35 pm –It's only 8:30
8:45 pm - Are you seriously going to sleep?
10:01 pm –Goodnight Quinn
Wednesday June 1st, 2011
5:05 pm – Stop leaving notes in my locker.
5:08 pm –Stop ignoring me.
5:09 pm – I'm not ignoring you! It's almost finals week…I'm studying.
5:11 pm –I didn't see a book in your hand.
5:11 pm – Because I was trying to get to my class on time
5:12 pm –We're in the same class…you could have walked with me.
5:12 pm –We also sit next to each other…you could have talked to me.
5:14 pm – We never talk in school.
5:16 pm –Well…why?
5:20 pm – What?
5:21 pm –Why can't we talk in school?
5:25 pm – Um idk?
5:26 pm – Wait. I did talk to you in school today.
5:28 pm –You told me to stop stalking you.
5:31 pm – Did you listen? No. Why would I want to talk to you when you don't even listen to me?
5:31 pm –I wasn't stalking you! I just wanted to apologize.
5:33 pm – I get it. Apology accepted.
5:34 pm –Do you mean that?
5:35 pm – Yes.
5:36 pm – I'm just really trying to ace all my finals so I can make high honor roll again.
5:40 pm – Ya know, colleges and stuff.
5:42 pm –I understand.
5:46 pm –See what you can accomplish when you communicate with people?
5:46 pm – Don't start with me.
5:47 pm –I'm just teasing.
5:50 pm –So what are you studying for right now?
5:52 pm – How do you know that I'm studying?
5:53 pm –Just an assumption.
5:55 pm – Anatomy & physiology
5:56 pm –How's it going?
5:57 pm – Horrible.
5:57 pm –Why?
6:00 pm – Because you're distracting me.
6:03 pm –You know you don't have to text me back.
6:05 pm – Are you sure? B/c I'm really not in the mood to find ten notes in my locker tomorrow morning.
6:07 pm –It was five.
6:10 pm –I have really good flashcards that I made, if you want to borrow them. Our test isn't for a few days.
6:12 pm – Thanks but I'm good.
6:15 pm –Ok. I'll let you study, have fun.
6:15 pm – Thanks ttyl
10:43 pm - Goodnight Quinn!
Thursday June 2nd, 2011
3:05 pm – Hi what are you doing?
3:10 pm –Choir room
3:11 pm – Seriously?
3:13 pm –Of course!
3:15 pm –What's up?
3:18 pm – Do you think I could borrow those flash cards?
3:18 pm –Sure, I'll give them to you after school.
3:19 pm – Actually I was kind of wondering if I could get them now. Do you have them?
3:21 pm –They're in my locker... where are you?
3:22 pm – Library.
3:23 pm –Do you mind if I study with you?
3:23 pm – I thought you were practicing your scales or whatever it is that you do in there all day.
3:25 pm –I sing. And I'm done for the day, you can never be too prepared for a test.
3:30 pm – Fine. But you're not allowed to talk.
3:30 pm –Of course.
3:31 pm – I'm at the back table.
3:32 pm –Kk
4:05 pm –How's the studying going?
4:05 pm – Are you freaking serious?
4:06 pm –You said no talking!
4:06 pm – Stop smiling, you look like an idiot.
4:07 pm –You're so nice.
4:08 pm – I'm serious, I really need to memorize this stuff.
4:08 pm –If you'd let me help you, you'll have it memorized in an hour.
9:21 pm – Thanks for helping me tonight.
9:45 pm – *Duplicate* Thanks for helping me tonight.
9:50 pm –Sry I was downstairs…No problem and thanks for inviting me for dinner.
9:51 pm – I guess it was the least I could do. You saved my butt…that was the only test I was worried about.
9:52 pm –Your mom's really nice.
9:52 pm – Don't get many visitors to my house, she'll be talking about you for weeks.
9:55 pm –I've already gotten the third degree from both of my fathers. They know your whole life story, I hope that's okay.
9:55 pm – Lol I'm sure they're horrified.
9:57 pm –More like intrigued.
10:00 pm – I seeeeee
10:05 pm – Did you have fun?
10:15 pm – *Duplicate* Did you have fun?
10:20 pm – Did you go to sleep?
10:25 pm –Sorry, getting ready for bed.
10:26 pm –Is something wrong with your phone?
10:28 pm – Idk why?
10:30 pm –I keep getting duplicate messages.
10:32 pm – Oh idkk that's weird..
10:34 pm –It's probably my phone, I need a new one.
10:35 pm – Lol
10:35 pm – So did you?
10:36 pm – Have fun?
10:37 pm – **Did you have fun? Sorry.
10:40 pm –I had a lot of fun! And we actually talked without crying! : )
10:42 pm – We are pretty dramatic…
10:43 pm –Speak for yourself :-P
10:45 pm – You're the most dramatic person I know!
10:46 pm –I'm teasing you!
10:46 pm – I knew that
10:48 pm –Sure you did.
10:50 pm – Watch it.
10:55 pm – So what are you doing?
10:57 pm - Reading
11:00 pm - Am I distracting you?
11:01 pm - Not really
11:02 pm - But you just said you were reading…how can you do both?
11:03 pm - I'm an excellent multi-tasker
11:03 pm - Actually I'm a horrible multi-tasker… I'm pretending to read
11:05 pm - Lol why?
11:06 pm - I don't know, so it seemed like I was doing something interesting
11:06 pm - Lol why lie?
11:06 pm - You think I'm interesting?
11:09 pm - Sure
11:13 pm - Well, in reality, I'm lying under my comforter in the dark and waiting for my phone to light up to see what you have to say.
11:15 pm - Heart pajamas?
11:17 pm - Unfortunately no…too hot tonight for those.
11:18 pm - I'm wearing nothing ;-)
11:25 pm – Are you still there?
11:30 pm - Yeahhh
11:33 pm - I was just teasing you again…
11:35 pm - Yup.
11:36 pm - Sorry, took the joke too far : /
11:38 pm - No. It's fine.
11:40 pm - Aren't you tired?
11:42 pm - Not really.
11:44 pm - Are you?
11:44 pm - A little.
11:45 pm - Go to bed!
11:48 pm - I'm enjoying our conversation
11:51 pm - We're not even talking about anything
11:53 pm - I know.
11:55 pm - I'll go to bed if you go to bed
11:56 pm - Fine but you actually have to go to bed!
11:57 pm - Lol I will
11:59 pm - : )
Friday June 3rd, 2011
12:00 am - Goodnight Quinn
12:10 am - Can I ask you a question?
12:15 am - Sure…
12:19 am - Why don't you ever say goodnight back?
12:24 am - Um what?
12:27 am - I always say goodnight but you only said it back that time you were drunk
12:31 am - Oh….Idk?
12:33 am - It's kind of personal
12:35 am - The reason behind not saying goodnight?
12:37 am - No, like the act of saying goodnight to someone
12:38 am - Especially if it's the last person that wishes it to you
12:39 am - Idk it makes sense in my head
12:41 am - I never thought about it, I've just always done it.
12:42 am - It's like the last person you talk to before you go to sleep
12:42 am - What if you die in your sleep?
12:44 am - Kinda morbid
12:45 am - Sorry, it's stupid…
12:46 am - It's not stupid
12:48 am - I just feel like I shouldn't be the last one that wishes you goodnight…that belongs to your dads
12:48 am - Or finn.
12:49 am - Not Finn.
12:53 am - It seems intimate or something.
12:55 am - Does that make sense? Probably not.
12:56 am - No it does…I won't say it anymore tho
12:56 am - No! that's not what I meant
12:57 am - It's fine, you're right….it is kind of intimate… I just never realized it
12:59 am - You can still say it to me
12:59 am – Seriously.
1:04 am - I don't want to if it makes you uncomfortable.
1:04 am - It doesn't.
1:06 am - It's fine
1:10 am - I want you to.
1:11 am - Are you sure?
1:20 am - Yeah.
1:20 am – It's late…I'll see you tomorrow, get to sleep!
1:23 am - Goodnight Quinn
1:30 am - : )
6:10 pm - Out to dinner with Judes…I'm bored out of my mind.
6:15 pm - Haha what would you like me to do about it?
6:16 pm - Idk, don't you know any jokes? Entertain me!
6:22 pm – Why do fluorescent lights always hum?
6:22 pm – Idk…why?
6:23 pm – Because they don't know the words.
6:23 pm – Get it?
6:25 pm – hahaha yeah, tell me another one…
6:30 pm – What has 40 feet and sings?
6:31 pm – The Berry Family?
6:33 pm – Very funny but no…
6:34 pm – I give up.
6:34 pm – A choir.
6:34 pm – of course.
6:36 pm – Any jokes that aren't musically related?
6:36 pm – Nope.
6:37 pm – Why did Beethoven get rid of his chickens?
6:40 pm – I give up…why?
6:42 pm – Because they kept saying, "Bach, Bach, Bach!"
6:43 pm – lol you made me choke on my water.
6:45 pm – Judes is yelling at me for being rude… text you when I get home?
6:45 pm – Okay!
8:22 pm - Heyy
8:23 pm – How was the rest of your dinner?
8:25 pm – Miserable…we had the college talk again.
8:26 pm – Have you been visiting schools?
8:26 pm - Yeah
8:28 pm – Don't like any of them?
8:30 pm – They're alright
8:30 pm – How was your night?
8:31 pm – We made homemade pizza tonight, it was fun!
8:33 pm – Sounds fun
8:34 pm – Are you being sarcastic?
8:34 pm – No…that actually does sound fun.
8:35 pm – Was it good?
8:36 pm – The pizza… did you burn it?
8:38 pm – I'm appalled that you would assume I can't cook…my fathers are gay!
8:40 pm – And?
8:42 pm – Idk I just thought I'd throw that at you so you'd feel bad.
8:44 pm – Lol I don't believe that you're a good cook.
8:46 pm – I wish you could see my face right now.
8:47 pm – I'm sure you're huffing and puffing.
8:50 pm – I'm stabbing your voodoo doll with pins.
8:51 pm – HAHA please don't tell me you actually have one of those.
8:54 pm – It's cute. Blonde hair, red uniform, pins all over place. Spitting image of you.
8:59 pm – But you think I'm cute?
9:06 pm – When you're not trying to ruin my life.
9:07 pm – Oh c'mon, I haven't done anything to ruin your life in at least thirty minutes.
9:08 pm – You're getting better at the whole joking around thing.
9:10 pm – Learn from the best.
9:11 pm – : )
9:15 pm – So you had the college talk with your mom?
9:18 pm – Ugh…yes. She's been on my ass, she wants me to go ivy like everyone else in the family.
9:20 pm – What do you want to do?
9:25 pm – I'm not sure…Ivy would be nice… I've been looking over the pamphlets.
9:26 pm – I think we're going to take a trip over the summer to visit.
9:28 pm – That will help you decide! Getting to be on the campus and stuff.
9:30 pm – Yeah, it might be fun. It's just weird.
9:32 pm – The whole college thing?
9:35 pm – Yeah and like Brit San and I always talked about going to the same college and cheering and joining the same sorority but everything changed
9:36 pm – You can still do all of that.
9:40 pm – Idk if I want to go to same college as them and I def don't want to cheer either.
9:41 pm – So then don't.
9:45 pm – I want to get as far away as possible and do my own thing for a while
9:48 pm – I can't wait!
9:50 pm – I'm jealous you have it all figured out
9:52 pm – Quinn Fabray jealous of me? Wow.
9:53 pm – I'm serious…I wish I knew where I wanted to go.
9:55 pm – Sometimes that's okay though…you have time to make the right choice.
10:00 pm – I've been looking at Princeton… they've been sending me emails.
10:01 pm – In New York?
10:03 pm – It's actually in New Jersey.
10:04 pm – That's what I meant.
10:04 pm – That's awesome! You should visit it!
10:08 pm – Kurt and I will be right up the road!
10:08 pm – Figuratively of course.
10:10 pm – Have you told your mom yet?
10:12 pm – No…everyone went to Brown. I feel like she'll be disappointed
10:13 pm – Princeton is a really good school, I'm sure she won't be disappointed at all!
10:15 pm – Maybe not but I'd feel like I was a disappointment.
10:16 pm – You're not at all!
10:16 pm – I got pregnant when I was 16.
10:25 pm – And now look at you…future Princeton Tiger!
10:26 pm – You know their mascot?
10:27 pm – I just looked it up really quick : )
10:28 pm – Lol you're too much sometimes.
10:30 pm – Sorry this is probably really boring…
10:31 pm – Not at all, I always enjoy our conversations!
10:33 pm – It's getting kind of late..
10:35 pm – It's a Friday night!
10:37 pm – What are you doing?
10:38 pm – Watching a movie.
10:40 pm – Am I distracting you?
10:43 pm – Not at all…what are you doing?
10:44 pm – Coloring
10:46 pm – Seriously?
10:50 pm – Yeah, it calms me down sometimes
10:51 pm – What's wrong?
10:55 pm – Nothing, I just felt like coloring.
10:56 pm – Aw that's cute.
11:11 pm – Make a wish!
11:11 pm - What?
11:11 pm - It's 11:11 make a wish
11:12 pm - Did you wait until 11:11 to send me that text?
11:12 pm - No…
11:14 pm - Yes.
11:14 pm - Lol cute
11:15 pm - So did you make a wish?
11:16 pm - Of course!
11:18 pm - What'd you wish for?
11:19 pm - If I told you, it wouldn't come true…duh!
11:20 pm - I hope you can feel my hate gaze, Berry -_-
11:21 pm – Haha It's not that intimidating anymore!
11:22 pm – What! Why not?
11:25 pm – Because it's just cute now.
11:26 pm – You seem to like calling me cute
11:30 pm – You are! You're just a big ol' teddy bearrrr.
11:32 pm – I am not!
11:35 pm – Hahahahaha
11:37 pm – Hate. Gaze.
11:40 pm – You love me…admit it! I make you laugh.
11:41 pm – You do not.
11:42 pm – Do you want me to tell you another joke?
11:42 pm – God no.
11:44 pm – Why did the chicken cross the road?
11:44 pm – Why?
11:45 pm – To get to the other side.
11:45 pm – lol that was dumb.
11:46 pm – The point of telling you the joke was to see if you wanted to hear the answer…
11:46 pm – And you did…you think I'm funny.
11:50 pm – Fine. You're funny sometimes.
11:51 pm – : D
11:55 pm – Leave me alone…watch your movie…I'll talk to you later..
11:58 pm – Nighty night teddy bear : )
Sunday June 5th, 2011
12:10 am - Rachhhhhhhhhh
12:14 am - Yes?
12:15 am - I have a joke!
12:19 am - Let's hear it.
12:20 am - Why did the Quinn cross the road?
12:21 am - Idk, why?
12:21 am - b/c the rachel's house was on the other side
12:22 am - Where are you?
12:22 am - Lol guess : )
12:25 am - I'll be right down. Don't move.
12:55 am - I miss you : (
12:57 am – lol you're beyond drunk
1:03 am - I still miss you!
1:05 am - This is me crying because I miss you :'(
1:06 am - Doesn't it look just like me?
1:09 am - Lol yup
1:11 am - You don't miss me? : (
1:11 am - Of course I do, you're quite entertaining when you're drunk.
1:12 am - : D
1:15 am - Hahaha
1:18 am - Please text me when you get home
1:35 am - I'm home!
1:40 am - Are you lying?
1:42 am - No…promise!
1:45 am - Cross my heart and hope to die promise!
1:47 am – Lol goodnight Quinn : )
1:47 am - Night brown eyes : )
Monday June 6th, 2011
6:14 pm - Hey you
6:20 pm – Hi.
6:21 pm - How are you?
6:21 pm – Good.
6:23 pm - What are you up to?
6:23 pm - Nothing really.
6:25 pm - Haven't talked to you in a while…
6:26 pm - I saw you Saturday night, didn't I?
6:26 pm - So you remember?
6:27 pm - And it was technically Sunday morning…
6:27 pm – Whatever.
6:27 pm - Yes I remember.
6:28 pm - What's wrong?
6:34 pm - What are you talking about?
6:34 pm - What's wrong?
6:40 pm - How can you possibly tell something is wrong?
6:41 pm - I just can
6:45 pm - Well there's nothing wrong.
6:45 pm - Fine.
6:47 pm - I'm just tired
6:47 pm - Okayyyyy
6:50 pm - And I have a lot of studying to do
6:50 pm – Okay.
6:53 pm - And I'm hungry
6:53 pm – kk.
6:54 pm - Stop doing that!
6:54 pm - Doing what?
6:54 pm - I'm having a bad day, IDK why
6:55 pm - Was that so hard to admit?
6:56 pm - Shut up
6:56 pm - I'm sorry.
6:57 pm - For what?
7:13 pm - Why are you so confusing?
7:15 pm - I don't mean to be
7:17 pm - I'm sure.
7:17 pm - I'm sorry? I'm not sure what you want from me…
7:25 pm - Me neither
7:26 pm - Are you sure you're okay?
7:27 pm - I just told you I wasn't
7:29 pm - No. You said you were having a bad day…
7:31 pm - I can't talk about this right now
7:31 pm - Wait! Please don't!
7:33 pm - Don't what?
7:37 pm - Freeze up on me… I know that we aren't really friends since we only talk occasionally and it's not really talking it's texting but you always do this and I'm
7:37 pm - asking you not to b/c I actually really like talking to you every night and the only reason I'm telling you this is b/c im hoping that if I'm honest you will
7:37 pm - trust me… if you don't want to tell me what's really wrong then that's okay…we can talk about anything else… you're pretty much the closest thing I've had to a
7:37 pm - best friend besides Kurt.
7:45 pm - You even ramble in text messages?
7:46 pm - I panicked : (
7:46 pm - Why?
7:47 pm - I just told you… I didn't want you to ignore me
7:50 pm - I'm going to study for a little bit b/c I have a test tomorrow but I promise I'll text you when I'm done…okay?
7:53 pm - You probably won't…it's fine Quinn.
7:58 pm - I will…I like talking to you too…
8:00 pm - Really?
8:03 pm - Yeah…and I know that I could probably talk to you all night so that's why I need to study for a little bit.
8:05 pm - Okay… I guess I should probably study too
8:05 pm - You should…our anatomy final is tomorrow
8:06 pm - You make me look like a bad student
8:07 pm - Study!
9:01 pm - Heyy
9:09 pm - Done already?
9:11 pm - Couldn't concentrate…I think my brain has hit its capacity
9:14 pm - Same
9:16 pm - So you actually studied too?
9:17 pm - I took a practice test
9:18 pm - Did you get something to eat?
9:20 pm - What?
9:22 pm - You said earlier that you were hungry
9:25 pm - Oh…yeah I had dinner finally
9:26 pm - That's good!
9:26 pm – Yeah..
9:28 pm - So do you feel better?
9:35 pm - I guess…sometimes I just get into moods and I don't know why
9:36 pm - I know what you mean..
9:40 pm - Summers around the corner…any big plans?
9:45 pm - Not really…
9:46 pm - Why don't you go to sleep? You're tired and I'm probably keeping you up
9:47 pm - No, you're not. I'm sorry…how was your day?
9:47 pm - It's really okay…you don't have to
9:50 pm - I'm actually talking to Santana too and she's not helping my mood so yeahh
9:51 pm - I'm sorry…I'm not really helping it either am i?
9:52 pm - No you are…
9:53 pm - Tell me about your day
9:56 pm - Well I took my Math and History finals this morning and then surprised my dad for lunch, I went to the market after that to get some vegetables for homemade
9:56 pm - stir-fry and I've been pretty bored the rest of the day…
10:00 pm - lol it's not even summer yet and you're already bored?
10:02 pm - I know!
10:10 pm - What are you talking to Santana about?
10:20 pm - Sorry that was rude of me
10:22 pm - No it's fine…she's just helping me with something
10:23 pm - Are her and Brittany like together together?
10:25 pm - I know Santana wants them to be but no they're not.
10:26 pm - If she ever wants to talk to someone with real life experience in the gay department, you can tell her where to find me.
10:30 pm - Uhh you're gay?
10:30 pm - My dads!
10:31 pm - Rightttt…you should maybe re-word that next time.
10:31 pm - I'll remember that for next time : )
10:32 pm - But seriously…she probably doesn't have anyone to talk to and I'm sure it's lonely for her.
10:33 pm - What about me? Why can't she talk to me?
10:34 pm - I didn't realize that you were an option for her.
10:35 pm - Well that's what we're actually talking about so yeahh
10:36 pm - I'm sorry…I don't know what's getting into me tonight.
10:37 pm - Probably all that boredom, huh?
10:39 pm - Lol I guess
10:55 pm - I'm going to sleep! Goodnight Quinn!
10:56 pm - Good luck on your finals tomorrow!
11:10 pm - You too.
Tuesday June 7th, 2011
1:43 pm - You shouldn't let Santana get to you
1:49 pm - What are you talking about?
1:50 pm - I saw you two yelling at each other in the parking lot
1:52 pm - You did? Where were you?
1:53 pm - In my car.
1:55 pm - Spying on me?
1:59 pm - I was waiting for Kurt to finish his last final so we could get celebratory summer hair cuts at our favorite salon.
2:03 pm - I see.
2:05 pm - Idk you looked upset and she had that smug look on her face that lets you know she's up to evil things.
2:10 pm – lol well I hate her
2:11 pm - You don't mean that
2:12 pm - Yes, I really do…
2:15 pm – What was she saying to you?
2:20 pm - Nothing don't worry about it
2:20 pm - You can tell me, you know.
2:21 pm - No…I really can't.
2:21 pm - It's not like I'll tell anyone
2:22 pm - It was seriously nothing.
2:23 pm - Fine.
2:23 pm - Don't be like that
2:23 pm - Like what?
2:24 pm - All "fine."
2:24 pm - It means you're mad.
2:25 pm - I have no reason to be mad…what happens between you and Santana is your business.
2:26 pm - Thank you
2:28 pm - Will you tell me one day?
2:30 pm - Ugh it was seriously nothing.
2:32 pm - I'm just asking and it certainly didn't look like nothing.
2:35 pm - Fine, I'll tell you one day.
2:36 pm - Well you don't have to tell me if you really don't want to…
2:36 pm - Make up your mind!
2:37 pm - Fine. I want to know what she said that made you upset.
2:37 pm - And I said I would tell you one day.
2:38 pm - One day soon?
2:40 pm - Doubtful.
2:42 pm - Why? : (
2:45 pm - How was your haircut with Kurt?
2:45 pm - Changing the subject?
2:46 pm - Yes.
2:49 pm - Just a trim and some light angles…nothing as drastic as your hair cut : P
2:50 pm - Should have went blonde or something lol
2:53 pm - I would be a little worried…first the nose and then the hair style?
2:53 pm - If you change your name, I'm moving.
2:55 pm - Such drastic measures to escape me!
3:02 pm - Lol so what are you doing now?
3:05 pm - Dying of boredom.
3:06 pm - You're so dramatic!
3:09 pm - Well what am I supposed to do? I'm done with my finals.
3:12 pm - Celebrate? I wish I was done early…I still have two more.
3:24 pm - I'm soooooo boreddddddddddd
3:26 pm - Haha you're being ridiculous…what did you do last summer?
3:28 pm - Complained about how bored I was.
3:30 pm - Lol please
3:33 pm - I'm serious. I need to keep busy or else I'll feel useless.
3:34 pm - Idle hands are the Devil's workshop!
3:36 pm - Is that so?
3:38 pm - Of course! I need a summer project… perhaps I'll take up knitting!
3:40 pm - Knitting? Seriously?
3:42 pm - It will be fun and challenging.
3:44 pm - Why don't you just sing?
3:45 pm - Are you just under the impression that I sing 24 hours a day?
3:46 pm - Well I was until you put it like that
3:47 pm - I'm a normal teenage girl!
3:51pm - So what do you actually do over the summer?
3:54 pm - I sleep until noon, workout and then lay in the sun until my dads come home from work.
3:55 pm - Really?
3:56 pm – Seriously. Do you think I'm from another planet or something?
3:59 pm - Sorry I guess I just had this image of you in my head and it's a little different.
4:01 pm - Are you disappointed?
4:02 pm - Not at all.
4:02 pm - Okay fine…I sing while I'm tanning.
4:03 pm - Hahaha there's Rachel Berry.
4:03 pm - Great! So can you tell me what you and Santana were arguing about?
4:04 pm - You're unbelievable!
4:05 pm - What? Like you just said…I'm Rachel Berry…that's to be expected : )
4:12 pm - She called me a chicken.
4:13 pm - Like a literal chicken?
4:14 pm - Like as in a wimp.
4:15 pm - Oh…why?
4:15 pm - Idk it's Santana.
4:16 pm - But why would she call you a chicken? What are you afraid of doing?
4:18 pm - Nothing.
4:20 pm - That doesn't really make sense…she just approached you today and called you a chicken?
4:22 pm - Pretty much.
4:22 pm - For no reason?
4:23 pm - Once again, it's Santana…she doesn't feel the need to have a reason.
4:24 pm - I'm not sure that's true…she always has a reason for doing something…even if it's a stupid reason.
4:25 pm - I guess it had to do with what we were talking about last night.
4:27 pm - Oh…well you shouldn't let her call you a chicken!
4:30 pm - Haha what should I do? Stomp my foot and tell her to take it back?
4:32 pm - Lol actually that works for me sometimes but I was going to suggest maybe proving her wrong.
4:35 pm - Maybe.
5:01 pm - Are you going to Artie's tomorrow night?
5:05 pm - For that end of the year get together or whatever.
5:07 pm - Yes I received the facebook invitation the other day…are you?
5:07 pm - Yeah
5:15 pm - Do you need a ride?
5:16 pm - Lol I have a car
5:16 pm – Right.
5:17 pm - But he lives a few blocks over so I'm thinking about walking if it's nice out
5:21 pm - Do you want company?
5:22 pm - What like walk with me?
5:23 pm - Yeah, if it's nice out
5:25 pm - Don't be silly…you live like twenty minutes from me walking distance.
5:27 pm - I know…puck lives down the street
5:29 pm - Ah that's right…you and your walks home from Puckerman's house.
5:29 pm - Yeahh
5:33 pm - Well I'm not going to let you walk 20 minutes for no reason
5:39 pm - I'll drive to your house then…you shouldn't have to walk alone.
5:41 pm - It's fine! I don't mind, I enjoy summer night walks : )
5:41 pm - Why are you being so difficult?
5:42 pm - What?
5:43 pm - You're making this so hard for me.
5:45 pm - What are you talking about?
5:50 pm - Nothing…nevermind
5:52 pm - Why even say anything if you're not going to elaborate?
6:16 pm -?
6:30 pm - I guess that wasn't the best thing to say to you, huh?
10:31 pm - Goodnight Quinn
10:41 pm - Good luck on your finals tomorrow
10:47 pm - And I'll still see you at Artie's right?
11:10 pm - If you really want to walk with me, you can…I wasn't trying to be difficult…I just didn't understand.
11:10 pm - Understand what?
11:12 pm - Why you'd want to walk 20 minutes just to walk to Artie's with me.
Wednesday June 8th, 2011
12:31 pm – You were done with finals yesterday…why were you at the school today?
12:37 pm - I needed to talk to Mr. Schuester about some ideas for next year
12:39 pm - Seriously?
12:41 pm - Yeah…I didn't think it'd be appropriate to show up at his house again
12:41 pm - Again?
12:43 pm - Long story...
12:45 pm - Right. So what were you talking to Santana about then?
12:47 pm - Now who's the one spying?
12:47 pm - I wasn't spying…I just saw you two walking in the parking lot with Brittany
12:49 pm - Brittany was telling me about my guest appearance on Fondue for Two
12:51 pm - Oh I forgot about that.
12:53 pm - Yup so how'd you do on your last two tests?
12:55 pm - Good…I think.
12:55 pm - I'm sure you did great.
12:56 pm - Happy summer vacation!
12:59 pm - Thanks
2:43 pm - Do you think you could give me a ride to Artie's tonight?
3:03 pm - I thought you were walking..
3:10 pm - I twisted my ankle getting out of bed this morning and it still hurts.
3:12 pm - What about your car?
3:17 pm - Well it's my right foot so it hurts to drive.
3:18 pm - I see…
3:20 pm - And it's better for the environment if we carpool.
3:25 pm - Right…sure.
3:26 pm - What time do you want me to be ready?
3:29 pm - I'll be there at 7
3:31 pm - Great! See you then.
7:04 pm - I'm here.
7:06 pm - Do you mind if we walk? My ankle is feeling better : )
7:06 pm - It's just magically better?
7:07 pm - Yup! I'll be right out!
9:05 pm - I never realized how obsessed Puck is with Sam's mouth size…weird right?
9:10 pm - Lol what?
9:12 pm - He's made like 3 comments tonight already.
9:13 pm - You're going to make me laugh
9:15 pm - Don't want people to know you're texting me?
9:16 pm - No, I don't want people to know YOU'RE texting me while we're in the same room.
9:16 pm - This movie is boring though : (
9:17 pm - I agree
9:18 pm - Last time Artie picks a movie.
9:19 pm - It's his house.
9:20 pm - The next 5 glee movie nights will be at my house
9:21 pm - Oh yeah? And what movie would you pick?
9:22 pm - Some psychological espionage thriller
9:24 pm - Hahaha I would have had you down for a Romantic Comedy type movie.
9:25 pm - No way. I'm all about deception, lies, and silenced weapons.
9:25 pm - Lol good to know.
9:26 pm - I'm going to take a guess and say you'd pick a musical or something.
9:27 pm - Actually, I'm really into documentaries but everyone would throw things at me if I suggested one so…probably a romantic comedy.
9:30 pm - I like documentaries.
9:31 pm - Really?
9:32 pm - Yeah they're…interesting?
9:33 pm - Lol pay attention to the movie
9:33 pm - But it's boring!
9:34 pm - It's not that bad
9:39 pm - Finn keeps gazing in your direction
9:41 pm - I hadn't noticed.
9:42 pm - You can't hear him sighing and whining?
9:43 pm - No. I'm watching the movie.
9:43 pm - He's really annoying.
9:45 pm - Ignore him lol
9:46 pm - I can't! he's breathing down my neck…do you think he knows that we're texting each other?
9:49 pm - Maybe but who cares? he's not the boss of either of us anymore.
9:50 pm - I'm not sure he was ever the boss of me
9:51 pm - Lol you're right…you were totally the boss of him!
9:51 pm - It's kinda nice that we can joke about everything now
9:52 pm - Isn't it?
9:54 pm - Yeah, why couldn't you have discovered how amazing I was sooner?
9:56 pm - Lol get over yourself!
9:59 pm - :-P
10:05 pm - Knock Knock
10:08 pm - Who's there?
10:10 pm - Quinn
10:11 pm - Ummm Quinn who?
10:11 pm - Fabray and she's bored out of her mind with this movie.
10:12 pm - Well I'd explain it to you but I actually have no idea what's going anymore…thanks for that.
10:12 pm - No problem!
10:15 pm - Seriously next movie night is at my house…and I'm not sitting next to Finn so don't even try to pawn him off on me or anything
10:16 pm - Lol you chose the loveseat! Who were you expecting to sit there? Everyone is coupled up!
10:17 pm - Well I wasn't saving it for him, that's for sure.
10:19 pm - Next movie night we'll make assigned seating, how's that?
10:20 pm - Perfect.
11:17 pm - Are you ready to go?
11:20 pm - Ready when you are!
11:21 pm - Okay, I'll meet you outside in five minutes?
11:22 pm - Sure
11:30 pm - Ugh Finn has me cornered!
11:30 pm - Do you want me to come back inside?
11:32 pm - No it's fine…besides everyone thought you already left, it'd be suspicious if you came back in.
11:33 pm - Ok hurry!
Thursday June 9th, 2011
12:22 am - I'm home
12:25 am - Finally!
12:26 am - Lol I made it home in record time
12:27 am - So you were speeding!
12:28 am - Haha can't win with you
12:30 am - No one can ; )
12:31 am - Sorry that my dad asked you so many questions…
12:33 am - It's okay
12:35 am - I could tell you were nervous
12:35 am - How can you tell that I'm nervous?
12:36 am - I just can
12:37 am - Well I can tell when you're nervous too
12:37 am - How?
12:38 am - I just can.
12:41 am - Lol so thanks for walking with me
12:41 am - Well, I should actually say thanks for carrying me..
12:42 am - You should really ice your ankle.
12:45 am - It doesn't hurt anymore!
12:46 am - How convenient…
12:46 am - I have no idea what you're talking about : )
12:47 am - Sure you don't…
12:50 am - So what are you doing now?
12:55 am - Getting ready for bed…I can't wait to sleep in tomorrow
12:56 am - I can't wait to call you at 7am to wake you up
12:59 am - You better not! I will literally drive to your house and smother you if you do that to me
1:01 am - Lol
1:02 am - You think I'm kidding
1:05 am - Hahaha go to sleep
1:08 am - Text me tomorrow?
1:09 am - At 7am?
1:11 am - Don't even -_-
1:13 am - :-P goodnight Quinn
6:58 am – Good morning! Rise and shine : )
10:14 am - You are SO lucky that I put my phone on silent before I went to bed
11:01 am - Hahahaha
12:41 pm - What are you doing?
12:48 pm - I'm about to go to the craft store to find something to do all summer…any suggestions?
12:50 pm - Make me a wooden picture frame
12:52 pm - Like build it?
12:55 pm - Buy a pre-built one and paint it
12:56 pm - Oh that's a great idea! I can make everyone matching ones!
12:56 pm - Or how about I have everyone over for craft night tonight and they can paint their own!
1:02 pm - I can't tonight… I have to babysit my nephews.
1:03 pm - You have a sister?
1:05 pm - Yup, she's in town and going to dinner with her old friends
1:06 pm - Well I'm not going to have a glee night if you won't be there…
1:07 pm - It's fine, you can just paint my frame for me.
1:08 pm - I don't think I can handle everyone without you
1:08 pm - You've done it before, haven't you?
1:09 pm - That was different.
1:12 pm - How?
1:14 pm - Idk it just was.
1:32 pm - At the craft store… would you like your frame neon or pastel colored?
1:38 pm - You choose.
1:42 pm - Pastel
1:45 pm - My favorite : )
2:57 pm - My dads are going to either kill me or shower me with praise
3:06 pm - Whyyyy?
3:10 pm - I basically bought the entire store. Wooops!
3:12 pm - Lol
3:48 pm - I'm turning the guest room into a craft room
3:54 pm - This is serious.
3:59 pm - You have no idea.
8:41 pm - How's the crafting going?
8:48 pm - This is the best idea I've ever had.
8:49 pm - Lol I can imagine.
8:51 pm - I have my music, arts & crafts, and I stole my dad's mini fridge. I've got the life.
8:54 pm - How on earth did you manage to steal a mini fridge?
8:56 pm - Okay well, I had them put it in the room.
8:59 pm - Lol
9:10 pm - Are you babysitting?
9:12 pm - Yup
9:15 pm - How's it going?
9:17 pm - I finally got them to settle down and watch tv with me.
9:18 pm - How old are they?
9:20 pm - 6 and 7
9:21 pm - Are they cute?
9:22 pm - Monsters.
9:22 pm - Haha I'm sure they're not that bad
9:24 pm - They hid my phone and wouldn't tell me where it was until I gave them icecream
9:25 pm - Sneaky little devils!
9:26 pm - I could only hold out for so long before I threw the ice cream carton at them.
9:27 pm - Hahaha how long are they visiting for?
9:29 pm - Just a few more days
9:31 pm - That's not that bad…
9:33 pm - They locked me in the basement for an hour earlier
9:35 pm - Control the children!
9:37 pm - They're so conniving and evil!
9:37 pm - Aw they're just kids that love their aunt Quinn.
9:40 pm - Love making her life miserable
9:41 pm - You're the dramatic one
9:42 pm - Says the girl that's already bored with summer.
9:43 pm - Well I'm not now that I have a craft store in my guest room.
10:15 pm - Sorry they decided to play hide and seek and not tell me.
10:17 pm - Omg where were they hiding?
10:19 pm - One was in the dryer and the other was under the sink.
10:21 pm - This concerns me.
10:24 pm - They're in bed now and I'm sitting in front of their door in the hallway with a water gun in case they try anything funny.
10:26 pm - You're serious aren't you?
10:26 pm - Locked and loaded.
10:27 pm - Are there any windows in their room?
10:27 pm - If they're that desperate to escape then I'm just letting them go
10:28 pm - Quinn! They can't possibly be that bad.
10:29 pm - Lol what are you up to?
10:33 pm - Nothing, I'm all crafted out and bored.
10:34 pm - Lol I'll switch places with you
10:35 pm - No thank you!
10:37 pm - Aw c'mon, next time I have to babysit these rugrats, I'm def making you help me.
10:38 pm - I'm sure they'll be angels for me.
10:38 pm - Doubtful.
10:39 pm - I'll sing them into a hypnosis.
10:40 pm - You're not seriously making the argument that your voice is hypnotizing, are you?
10:40 pm - You're not seriously disagreeing with me, are you?
10:41 pm - Fair enough.
10:50 pm - My sister is back finally
10:53 pm - Okay, I'm going to sleep…had to wake up at 7am this morning to try to wake you up and I'm paying for it now.
11:01 pm - Serves you right.
11:05 pm - Goodnight Quinn!
Friday June 10th, 2011
3:20 am - Wake up!
3:24 am - Wake up!
3:24 am - I hate you.
3:25 am - Come outside!
3:25 am - You're crazy.
3:25 am - Am not.
3:26 am - It's 3 in the morning!
3:26 am - It's the summer!
3:27 am - Your point?
3:27 am - You only live once…or something..
3:28 am - You read that in a fortune cookie?
3:29 am - If I humor you and say yes, will you come outside?
3:30 am - No.
3:30 am - Why not!
3:31 am - Why do you want me to come outside?
3:31 am - I want to show you something
3:32 am - Can't you show me tomorrow?
3:32 am - No.
3:32 am - It won't be as exciting. Just come outside.
3:33 am - Are you seriously out there?
3:33 am - Yes.
3:34 am - Fine. I'll be right down…
3:34 am - Wait! Bring a blanket
3:34 am - Why?
3:35 am - You'll see : )
6:31 am - Did your dads wake up?
6:35 am - No, they're still sound asleep.
6:37 am - See? Told you they wouldn't notice you were gone or think you were kidnapped.
6:38 am - Well I was kidnapped…
6:40 am - You didn't have fun?
6:41 am - I did
6:42 am - Good
6:42 am - Do you do that a lot? Watch the sunrise?
6:43 am - Sometimes…it depends..
6:45 am - Did you mean what you said?
6:45 am - That I hate reality shows? Yeah I meant it.
6:47 am - No lol…that we were friends.
6:50 am - Yeah I did.
6:50 am - That's okay right?
6:51 am - Yeah, just checking
6:52 am - Are you home?
6:59 am - Safe and sound.
7:02 am - I really wish you wouldn't walk around town by yourself at night
7:05 am - It's daylight.
7:05 am - Still.
7:07 am - Aw are you worried about me?
7:07 am - Yes.
7:10 am - You're kinda adorable when you just wake up…
7:10 am - And you're kinda adorable when you're spontaneous.
7:11 am - Haha get some sleep
7:12 am - Goodnight Quinn
7:15 am - Don't you mean good morning?
7:17 am - Good Morning Quinn
3:23 pm - What are you doing tonight around 7:30?
3:27 pm - Nothing…why?
3:30 pm - I was supposed to go to the movies with San but she bailed last minute and I already got the tickets
3:30 pm - Oh I'm sorry to hear that!
3:35 pm - Do you wanna go?
3:35 pm - To the movies?
3:36 pm - Yeahhhh
3:37 pm - What movie?
3:38 pm - It's the new Michael Moore movie
3:39 pm - Santana likes documentaries? Wasn't expecting that one lol
3:40 pm - Yeah I know
3:40 pm - So do you?
3:44 pm - wanna go?
3:44 pm - **Do you want to go? Sorry.
3:45 pm - Sure!
3:50 pm - I'm out with my mom right now and we're running late… so I don't think I'll be able to eat dinner.
3:52 pm - Can we stop somewhere along the way?
3:55 pm - Of course! I'll tell my dads that I'm going out for dinner
3:56 pm - K thanks
3:59 pm - I'll pick you up as soon as I'm back
6:24 pm - I'm here
6:25 pm - I'm coming out right now
6:25 pm - Wait how much do I owe you for the movie? I'm going to factor that into my cash request from my dad
6:26 pm - Lol don't worry about it
6:26 pm - Well let me pay for your dinner then
6:27 pm - Absolutely not, you're doing me a favor by coming with me last minute. I'm paying for your dinner.
6:27 pm - No way!
6:27 pm - Will you just come outside and we can discuss this in the car?
6:24 pm - Thanks again for inviting me
10:11 pm - Thanks for coming…seriously.
10:11 pm - And paying for dinner! You're such a sneak.
10:15 pm - Haha I told you that I was going to pay
10:15 pm - Well I get to pay for everything next time, deal?
10:16 pm - We'll see.
10:20 pm - So did you like the movie?
10:21 pm - I already told you I did.
10:22 pm - Yeah but I could tell you weren't really that into it.
10:23 pm - Of course I was.
10:23 pm - You were zoned out like half the movie.
10:25 pm - I'm sorry…just had a lot on my mind.
10:25 pm - It's okay.
10:26 pm - Honestly, Michael moore is kind of an ass.
10:26 pm - Lol I agree. He gets on my nerves sometimes.
10:27 pm - So why'd you want to come to the movie if you don't even like him?
10:27 pm - B/c you invited me.
10:30 pm - We could have seen something else.
10:30 pm - You already bought the tickets.
10:30 pm - I would have bought different ones if you wanted to see something else.
10:31 pm - Don't be silly, I had fun with you.
10:32 pm - Really?
10:32 pm - Really.
10:33 pm - I had fun with you too.
10:33 pm - Even if you ate all the popcorn.
10:34 pm - I did not!
10:34 pm - Lol : )
11:12 pm – Night Quinn
Saturday June 11th, 2011
7:02 pm - Puck's having a party tonight
7:05 pm - When is he not having a party?
7:07 pm - Are you going?
7:07 pm - I wasn't invited.
7:10 pm - Of course you were…everyone is.
7:11 pm - That's rude to show up uninvited
7:11 pm - I'm inviting you.
7:15 pm - Are you going?
7:16 pm - I'll think about it.
7:17 pm - What's there to think about?
7:17 pm - Well lots of things…actually.
7:19 pm - It's just a party
7:20 pm - Why is it so imperative that I attend?
7:28 pm - It's not. I just thought you'd like to partake in the festivities instead of getting texts about it at 2am…
7:30 pm - At least you acknowledge your drunken habits.
7:31 pm - Very funny
7:33 pm - Just come.
7:33 pm - Well I'm not showing up alone
7:34 pm - I'll stop by and get you along the way.
7:35 pm - What time?
7:37 pm - 9?
7:37 pm - Okay.
9:07 pm - I'm here.
9:08 pm - I'll be right out.
10:15 pm - Where are you?
10:20 pm - Outside with Santana
10:21 pm - Why?
10:22 pm - She's upset about something
10:22 pm - Oh. Are you having fun?
10:24 pm - Yeah, it's not so bad..
10:24 pm - Told you.
10:27 pm - So this is what you do on most Friday nights before you wake me up?
10:27 pm - I thought you said you were awake all those times…
10:28 pm - I'm teasing.
10:35 pm - Is Santana done sulking?
10:37 pm - Not quite.
10:37 pm - Ugh, alright I'll come help you take care of her.
10:37 pm - No it's fine…enjoy the party…she's not that bad
10:38 pm - Well you're the one that's supposed to be enjoying the party, not taking care of Santana.
10:40 pm - We barely get along tho so I'm hoping that if she sees that I'm not that bad then she'll consider me a friend.
10:51 pm - It makes me nervous
10:52 pm - That I'm with Santana?
10: 52 pm - Yeah.
10:52 pm - Why?
10:54 pm - Just cause
10:54 pm - Because you know we're talking about you?
10:55 pm - Are you really?
10:55 pm - Yeah
10:55 pm - I'm coming out there.
10:56 pm - Good all this talking about you makes me kinda miss you
10:56 pm - Stop talking about me!
10:56 pm - Wait really?
10:56 pm - You miss me?
10:57 pm - Yeah
10:58 pm - Are you drunk?
10:58 pm - A little…
11:55 pm - Quinnnnnnnnnnnnn
11:57 pm - Yes darling?
11:59 pm - Wherd you go?
Sunday June 12th, 2011
12:01 am - : (
12:05 am - Quinnnnn
12:05 am - Lol I'm in the living room on the couch
12:07 am - Stoppp leavig mee
12:10 am - You were talking to finn : (
12:12 am - Eww why?
12:14 am - Lol idk!
12:15 am - Don let me talk to him
12:16 am - Hes evil and tall
12:16 am - Lol come here
12:17 am - kkkkk
12:21 am - wait where ar you?
12:22 am - I'm on the couch!
12:23 am - : )
10:03 am - How are you feeling?
10:13 am - Did I slam my head repeatedly into a wall?
10:14 am - Lol drink water and take advil
10:15 am - Omg I have no voice
10:15 am - You lost your voice?
10:16 am - It's raspy and croaky
10:16 am - My singing coach is going to kill me
10:17 am - I guess it was kinda crazy last night
10:17 am - I mean, we started singing.
10:18 am - Omg what song did we sing?
10:18 am - You don't remember?
10:19 am - Puck was making my drinks
10:19 am - I think he called them memory erasers
10:19 am - And that didn't alarm you in any way?
10:19 am - What'd we sing?
10:20 am - I'm not telling you
10:20 am - What! Why not?
10:20 am - Because
10:21 am - Tell me right now!
10:21 am - Nope.
10:21 am - I'm going to find out.
10:22 am - Not from me.
10:23 am - Was it your idea to sing or mine?
10:23 am - Yours.
10:23 am - Was the song my idea?
10:24 am - Yeah
10:25 am - Please tell me
10:25 am - No.
10:26 am - Are you not telling me because you're embarrassed?
10:26 am - Yeah
10:27 am - Because you sang with me?
10:27 am - Not because I sang with you, it's just awkward and now we're both sober.
10:27 am - Now I really want to know.
10:28 am - Well I'm not telling you.
10:35 am - Are you feeling better?
11:02 am - Sorry I was on the phone.
11:05 am - With who?
11:05 am - Santana.
11:05 am - I know what song it is.
11:07 am - She told you?
11:07 am - Yup.
11:07 am - Why'd you let me suggest that song?
11:08 am - Idk
11:08 am - Did we sound good at least?
11:09 am - Yeahh, the guys thought so.
11:10 am - Ugh I can't believe you let me sing that song with you!
11:11 am - You're the one that wanted to sing it!
11:11 am - If you didn't want to then you didn't have to.
11:12 am - It wasn't embarrassing at the time…just when you're sober and thinking back to it.
11:15 am - I'm so mad at you!
11:15 am - Why?
11:16 am - For not stopping me.
11:17 am - We were both drunk, singing 'faded' felt like a good idea at the time.
11:17 am - Wait the soul decision song?
11:17 am - Umm yeah?
11:17 am - Omg you asshole
11:18 am - Okay so I lied… Santana was just as mortified as you and didn't tell me but OH MY GOD.
11:18 am - You're such a brat.
11:20 am - Thank god I can't remember anything
11:20 am - I can't believe we sang that to each other.
11:22 am - You're kinda flirty when you drink
11:22 am - Speak for yourself!
11:23 am - You also recycled pretty much every dance move we learned for glee…
11:24 am - You have NO idea how bad you were.
11:24 am - I don't want to know…I'm blissfully unaware and that's how it's staying.
11:25 am - You're so not getting off the hook for this…I'm not going to be the only one blushing for the next week.
11:26 am - You're blushing?
11:28 am - YOU took your shirt off. YOU straddled ME. YOU licked my cheek. Remember when we performed toxic?
11:28 am - I'm going to be violently ill.
11:30 am - Puck made my drinks! He drugged me!
11:31 am - Yeah right…you're just a flirt!
11:32 am - I'm turning my phone off.
11:33 am - Don't you dare.
11:34 am - Whatever I'm sure you didn't just sit there
11:34 am - Santana tells me that you were just as 'active' as I was.
11:35 am - Stop talking to Santana, nothing good is going to come of your friendship.
11:36 am - Maybe for you.
11:36 am - I quite like learning your secrets.
11:37 am - Now I'm turning my phone off.
11:37 am - Ohhhh no you don't.
11:45 am - Let's call a truce.
11:47 am - Hell no.
11:48 am - What kinda secrets is Santana sharing with you?
11:50 am - Interesting ones.
11:52 am - Get dressed…I'm taking you to lunch.
11:52 am - No.
11:53 am - What why not?
11:53 am - Because you're going to make me feel bad for sexually assaulting you.
11:54 am - I promise I won't.
11:55 am - Fine. But you're going to have to come up to my room and literally drag me out because I'm too hungover to move.
11:55 am - Baby.
11:56 am - Fine. I'm on my way.
11:58 am - Doors unlocked.
Monday June 13th, 2011
1:18 pm - What's with your facebook status?
1:18 pm - "I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you. No one understands me quite like you do."
1:25 pm - It's a lyric from a song
1:25 pm - I know what it is…I was jw why it's your status.
1:28 pm - I was listening to it earlier and it stuck out to me.
1:30 pm - Kinda specific
1:30 pm - It specifically stuck out to me.
1:31 pm - I see.
1:31 pm - Yup, so what are you doing?
1:32 pm - I'm outside by my pool doing some summer reading
1:32 pm - So do you have someone specific that you're falling for or is it just a lyric?
1:35 pm - Idk
1:35 pm - Do you have a crush on someone?
1:40 pm - I guess.
1:40 pm - Who?
1:41 pm - I'm not telling you!
1:42 pm - I thought we were friends
1:43 pm - We are.
1:44 pm - But not that good of friends?
1:50 pm - I met someone recently and I've been talking to them
1:50 pm - Cool!
1:50 pm - Do I know them?
1:52 pm - Yep.
1:52 pm - Will you tell me who?
1:53 pm - Maybe…I'll think about it.
2:10 pm - Are they musically talented? That's really important.
2:12 pm - Yes lol
2:12 pm - Good dental hygiene?
2:14 pm - Lol umm yeah
2:15 pm - Nice eyes?
2:15 pm - Definitely.
2:16 pm - Good! Those three are really important.
2:17 pm - Lol maybe for you.
2:18 pm - They're not for you?
2:19 pm - Well yeah, but they're not the most important.
2:26 pm - Well are they at least handsome?
2:30 pm - I'd say they are more than good looking.
2:30 pm - Camera ready?
2:33 pm - Lol yeah.
2:34 pm - Does he make you laugh?
2:39 pm - Yeah they're really funny.
2:40 pm - Is he the last thing you think about before you go to bed?
2:40 pm - Even when I didn't want them to be.
2:41 pm - Always on your mind?
2:41 pm - Constantly.
2:42 pm - Could it be a fairy tale romance love story?
2:42 pm - Lol what?
2:42 pm - Could you both be the subject of a taylor swift song?
2:43 pm - Haha yeah actually…It'd probably be a chart topper.
2:43 pm - Actually, she could probably write a whole album based of it.
2:43 pm - Interesting. A love for the ages?
2:44 pm - Maybe idk
2:44 pm - Does he know you like him?
2:49 pm - I'm getting the feeling that they have no idea.
2:50 pm - But he makes you feel special?
2:50 pm - Sometimes I'm smiling for no reason.
2:51 pm - That's cute, he sounds like a really great guy.
2:51 pm - When can I know who it is so I can give him my blessing?
2:51 pm - Lol I can just imagine how that would go.
2:52 pm - Well naturally he'd get the third degree from me, but if he met my expectations then he'd get the Berry approval.
2:52 pm - What's that? A gold star?
2:52 pm - Very funny.
2:52 pm - And yes.
2:53 pm - Lol, I'm sure you'll approve of them. At least, I hope you will.
2:55 pm - You deserve someone that treats you right.
2:55 pm - You really think so?
2:56 pm - Of course! Everyone does.
2:57 pm - Even someone like me?
2:59 pm - What's that mean? You're a good person.
3:00 pm - I don't think everyone would agree with you on that.
3:00 pm - Well I've decided that I'm the only person that matters nowadays.
3:01pm - Lol okay.
3:01 pm - And I say you're a good person and deserve the best!
3:02 pm - What if I'm not the best person for them?
3:02 pm - Impossible.
3:02 pm - I wasn't the best person for Finn…
3:03 pm - No. He wasn't the best person for you.
3:03 pm - I have a working theory that Finn's soul mate is Brittany.
3:04 pm - Lol like Santana would ever let that happen.
3:07 pm - Idk sometimes I feel like my life is one big Pink song.
3:07 pm - She has some colorful songs…why do you feel like that?
3:08 pm - I'm not sure… I've always just felt like I haven't belonged.
3:08 pm - You're the most popular girl in school! Of course you belong.
3:10 pm - Sometimes I feel like I'm on auto-pilot. Why am I trying to stay on top when I don't even want to be there?
3:11 pm - Where do you want to be?
3:15 pm - Where I'm happy.
3:15 pm - Would you like me to take you to Disney World? That's the happiest place on earth.
3:16 pm - Lol I'd actually love that, when can we leave?
3:16 pm - I'm texting my dad right now to tell him to get us tickets.
3:16 pm - Lol
3:16 pm - I'm serious.
3:17 pm - Stop lol I just wish I could re-do the last three years of my life. That would make me happy.
3:18 pm - What would you do differently?
3:20 pm - A lot of things.
3:21 pm - I don't think I would change anything if I had the opportunity…I learned from mistakes and experiences.
3:21 pm - Well maybe kissing Finn at Nationals…maybe we would have had a shot at winning.
3:22 pm - But now you know better for next year.
3:22 pm - I guess so.
3:25 pm - I just have a list of regrets that makes it hard to breathe sometimes.
3:25 pm - So let them go.
3:25 pm - How?
3:26 pm - Accept them.
3:26 pm - That's it?
3:26 pm - Yup, and then move on. They really will choke you if you let them…so let them go and move on.
3:27 pm - That sounds easier said than done.
3:27 pm - That's because it is…but I think it's worth it.
3:27 pm - You can't change the past no matter how much you want to so don't dwell on it.
3:28pm - No like seriously…it's not that easy.
3:29 pm - Why not?
3:32 pm - Because it's just not.
3:32 pm - What are you scared of?
3:40 pm - So many things.
3:41 pm - Maybe that's your problem…stop living in fear and your choices will stop turning into regrets.
3:41 pm - When did you become so wise?
3:42 pm - I've alllllways been this wise.
3:42 pm - Lol this convo really sidetracked, huh?
3:43 pm - I don't mind one bit.
3:43 pm - Really?
3:43 pm - You make it sound like I don't want to know what makes you tick.
3:44 pm - Why would you?
3:44 pm - You intrigue me.
3:45 pm - Well you confuse me.
3:45 pm - I do no such thing!
3:47 pm - Lol fine…you make me think.
3:50 pm - Quinn Fabray, you are fuckin' perfect.
3:50 pm - Lol whoa!
3:51 pm - That's the only Pink song that I'm allowing to describe your life.
3:51 pm - Lol
3:51 pm - Don't make me sing it to you…cause you know I will.
3:52 pm - If I have to serenade you outside your window at 2:14am on a random Saturday morning in the rain. I will.
3:52 pm - Specific much?
3:53 pm - That's the first time you wished me goodnight.
3:55 pm - Oh.
3:55 pm - How do you remember that?
3:56 pm - I saved the text.
3:57 pm - Why?
3:58 pm - It's embarrassing.
3:58 pm - It can't be as bad as our drunken duet the other night.
4:05 pm - Can it?
4:10 pm - You don't have to tell me if you don't want to.
4:12 pm - I read it every night before I go to bed.
4:12 pm - Why?
4:13 pm - Because it's like you're the last one wishing me goodnight.
4:17 pm - How can you say things like that but still have no idea?
4:17 pm - No idea what?
4:20 pm - Nothing…it's just really easy to talk to you, that's all.
4:21 pm - I try : )
4:25 pm - Do you want to sleep over?
4:26 pm - Your house?
4:27 pm - Well, yeah…
4:28 pm - Is that okay?
4:30 pm - What? Like with my mom?
4:31 pm - No…with you.
4:31 pm - I wouldn't have invited you if I didn't want you to.
4:35 pm - Do you not want to?
4:40 pm - *Duplicate* Do you not want to?
4:42 pm - I do!
4:42 pm - Are you sure?
4:42 pm - Positive.
4:43 pm - Would you like me to bring anything?
4:43 pm - Just yourself.
4:44 pm - How about some arts and crafts?
4:45 pm - Lol sure
4:48 pm - What time?
4:50 pm - Right now?
4:59 pm - I'm on my way.
Tuesday June 14th, 2011
4:20 pm - I'm exhausted.
4:25 pm - We slept all day…how could you be exhausted?
4:27 pm - Um because we were up until 7am!
4:27 pm - I wanted to watch the sunrise.
4:28 pm - And here I thought you were just trying to avoid wishing me a goodnight.
4:28 pm - I wished you a good morning, doesn't that count for something?
4:30 pm - Lol it would have if we didn't literally sleep the entire day away.
4:32 pm - I tried to wake you up like five times.
4:33 pm - Well it's not my fault that your bed is heaven on earth.
4:35 pm - I was basically lying on clouds and floating with the angels.
4:36 pm - Hahaha it is really comfortable, isn't it?
4:37 pm - I'm addicted and now I'm going through withdrawal.
5:10 pm - I'm taking a nap.
5:12 pm - Are you serious? You need to stay awake so that you don't mess up your sleep schedule.
5:14 pm - Oh it's already messed up.
5:20 pm - My mattress feels like cement.
5:21 pm - Stop being so dramatic.
5:22 pm - :'(
5:25 pm - I actually miss your bed. What's wrong with me?
5:30 pm - Do you use cocaine as a fabric softener?
5:31 pm - Omg you're actually out of your mind.
5:55 pm - Goodnight Quinn.
5:58 pm - Stop it! It's only 6!
5:58 pm - I'm on my way to a family birthday dinner at my aunts, I'm texting you when I get back and you better not be sleeping.
6:03 pm - ZzzzZzzz
6:05 pm - You think you're cute, don't you?
6:07 pm - I know I'm cute. Have fun at your party thing.
6:07 pm - Doubtful…my dad will be there.
6:08 pm - Text me if you need me.
9:13 pm - How are you doing?
9:31 pm - Drunk.
9:31 pm - Are you okay?
9:40 pm - No.
9:41 pm - Why didn't you text me?
9:45 pm - b/c I dind't wanna bother you with itall
9:47 pm - You never bother me.
9:55 pm - Talk to me.
10:10 pm - Pelase come get me?
10:12 pm - Where are you?
10:15 pm - 10 first ave
10:18 pm - I'll be right there, okay?
10:24 pm - I need you.
10:25 pm - I'm on my way.
10:27 pm - Sleep overagian?
10:30 pm - My bed misses you too I think
10:32 pm - ill wishyou goodnight to
10:32 pm - Okay, I'm around the corner. Can you come outside or do I need to come inside?
10:33 pm - Im outside my mom knows yourc oming
Wednesday June 15th, 2011
12:25 pm - I know we talked last night, but are you okay?
12:30 pm - Yeah. I'm still so sorry.
12:31 pm - You have absolutely no reason to apologize.
12:32 pm - I was a mess last night and you took care of me.
12:33 pm - I didn't mind at all.
12:33 pm - But I'm coming to your next family party.
12:34 pm - I probably won't go without you.
12:40 pm - You calm me.
12:42 pm - Get some rest okay? I can't imagine that your head feels too great.
2:40 pm - Thanks again for coming to get me.
2:42 pm - You're a brutally honest drunk…
2:45 pm - Ugh I know…It's a curse.
2:48 pm - Not for me.
2:48 pm - Why?
2:49 pm - Because i get to learn more about you.
2:50 pm - What'd you learn last night?
2:51 pm - Lots of things.
2:52 pm - That doesn't sound good.
2:53 pm - You talk in your sleep too.
2:53 pm - I'm turning my phone off.
2:53 pm - Don't, I like talking to you.
2:54 pm - You like making me squirm.
2:54 pm - That too : )
2:55 pm - Are you going to tell me what I said to you last night?
2:55 pm - No but I will tell you that I sang you to sleep.
2:59 pm - I remember.
11:46 pm - Goodnight Rachel
11:51 pm - I can't believe how wide I just smiled.
11:51 pm - I can't believe I just told you that.
11:52 pm - lol well we just talked on the phone for 2 hours and you hung up before I could say it.
11:55 pm - I wasn't expecting it.
Thursday June 16th, 2011
3:52 pm - I need your help!
3:55 pm - What's wrong?
3:55 pm - Finn just texted me and asked me to go to the movies with him tonight
3:56 pm - What'd you say?
3:56 pm - That's why I need your help…what do I say?
3:57 pm - AHHHH
3:57 pm - Calm down…tell him you're already going or something
3:58 pm - But I'm not! What if he goes to the theater and searches the aisles for me and I'm not there?
3:59 pm - What movie?
4:02 pm - One of those spy thriller surprise ending ones
4:05 pm - Come with me! Pleaseeeeeee?
4:08 pm - Don't you like those movies?
4:10 pm - Yeah
4:12 pm - Please?
4:15 pm - Isn't Finn on vacation this week with his family?
4:17 pm - What?
4:18 pm - I'm pretty sure he's camping because kurt's been complaining about it for weeks.
4:20 pm - Overlooked that minor detail.
4:22 pm - If you want to go to the movies just tell me lol
4:22 pm - Just like Santana would want to see a documentary right?
4:25 pm - Let me guess…a drunk confession of mine?
4:27 pm - Maybe…but it was kind of obvious that you lied about Santana's part in it all.
4:30 pm - Fine…want to go see that new movie that I don't know the name of about rogue CIA agents tonight with me because I know you'll like it?
4:31 pm - Let me think about it…
4:35 pm -!
4:35 pm - I'm kidding…yeah let's go
4:36 pm - I also didn't get a chance to eat today…?
4:37 pm - I honestly can't tell if you're making fun of me or not.
4:37 pm - I am.
4:38 pm - I made reservations at that Mexican place near the mall.
4:39 pm - What time?
4:40 pm - 6 pm sharp
4:41 pm - Since you're twisting my arm…
4:42 pm - Wasn't hard.
4:45 pm - Who knew you were so witty?
4:46 pm - I prefer charming : )
4:47 pm - So does that mean you're driving?
4:47 pm - Of course! And paying!
4:50 pm - Only if I can call you Charming from now on…
4:52 pm - That makes you Cinderella right?
4:55 pm - Yes. And I need to be back before midnight or else the singing rats will be mad at me.
5:42 pm - I'm here…your chariot awaits.
Friday June 17th, 2011
10:29 am - What are you doing?
10:35 am - I just woke up
10:36 am - Did I wake you?
10:36 am - Yes.
10:37 am - If you're trying to make me feel bad… it's not going to work.
10:38 am - Lol what's up?
10:40 am - Nothing…I was just wondering if you wanted to come over and hang out today.
10:41 am - At your house?
10:42 am - Yeah?
10:44 am - Oh. Um sure…
10:45 am - You don't have to if you don't want to, it's just such a nice day out so I thought we could go swimming.
10:47 am - No I do
10:49 am - How's 12?
10:50 am - Sure. I'll be there.
2:49 pm - Inviting Santana and Britt over was a bad idea.
2:52 pm - Lol I'm starting to realize that now.
2:53pm - Next time, just the two of us?
2:55 pm - Well that's what I wanted to do but SOMEONE was being awkward when I asked them.
2:57 pm - I had just woken up.
2:59 pm - Whatever… Come back outside.
3:00 pm - Not until they leave.
3:02 pm - You're just going to hide out in my house?
3:03 pm - Yup.
3:04 pm - Don't be ridiculous.
3:05 pm - Make them leave.
3:05 pm - I can't just kick people out of my house…they'll know I favor you.
3:07 pm - Yeah right, if I was your favorite than you would kick them out of your house for me.
3:09 pm - You are my favorite. You're staying for dinner.
3:10 pm - I am?
3:11 pm - Yes now tell me why you want them to leave so bad?
3:12 pm - They're annoying.
3:12 pm - Is this because Santana made a crack about how you were flustered?
3:12 pm - No.
3:13 pm - Are you sure?
3:13 pm - It doesn't matter. I'm leaving if they don't.
3:15 pm - They're going.
3:15 pm - You're lying.
3:15 pm - I told them that you walked home and that I have to go out.
3:16 pm - Really?
3:17 pm - Yes. Can you come back outside now?
3:17 pm - Now I'm embarrassed.
3:18 pm - Stop this. I invited you over so that we could hang out.
Saturday June 18th, 2011
4:09 pm - Puck's having a party tonight.
4:11 pm - I heard.
4:11 pm - From who?
4:12 pm - Santana.
4:12 pm - Oh. Are you going?
4:13 pm - Are you?
4:13 pm - If you are.
4:15 pm - So are you?
4:15 pm - Yeah.
4:20 pm - Do you want to walk together?
4:20 pm - Sure!
7:25 pm - Just come up to my room when you get here… I can't decide what to wear.
7:30 pm - Okayyy
10:10 pm - I need to talk to you.
10:12 pm - Like now
10:15 pm - What's wrong?
10:16 pm - Are you okay?
10:18 pm - Not really, can we please just talk?
10:19 pm - I'm outside with Mercedes.
10:20 pm - Can you meet me out front?
10:21 pm - You're making me nervous, am I in trouble?
10:25 pm - No, I am.
10:26 pm - I'll be right there! Do not move!
10:50 pm - We need to talk…
10:55 pm - There's absolutely nothing to talk about.
11:00 pm - I'm sorry I kissed you.
11:01 pm - Sorry you kissed me or sorry I reacted that way?
11:02 pm - I'm not sure?
11:02 pm - I'm not sorry I kissed you.
11:04 pm - Why?
11:15 pm - What a surprise! You're not answering.
11:16 pm - I've been wanting to do it for a while.
11:17 pm - Why?
11:20 pm - Because I like you?
11:21 pm - Why?
11:22 pm - Seriously?
11:22 pm - Yes.
11:23 pm - This would be easier in person.
11:23 pm - I don't want to see you right now.
11:24 pm - I understand that you're mad at me and I get it…
11:24 pm - I'm FURIOUS with you.
11:25 pm - Okay, that's a bit much.
11:26 pm - I don't think so.
11:26 pm - Fine. Why are you furious with me?
11:27 pm - Because you completely blindsided me! You can't just kiss people when you feel like it.
11:28 pm - Why not?
11:28 pm - Leave me alone.
11:29 pm - No. If you were seriously blindsided with all of this than there's something wrong with you.
11:30 pm - There's nothing wrong with me. I'm not the one that's going around and shoving my tongue down people's throats.
11:31 pm - It wasn't even like that!
11:38 pm - Are you serious right now?
11:45 pm - Rachel?
11:50 pm - Will you please just talk to me?
Sunday June 19th, 2011
12:01 am - I guess I'll sleep here and pick my car up from your house in the morning.
12:05 am - That's a good idea.
12:06 am - I'm sorry.
12:07 am - Bye Quinn.
12:08 am - Now you're saying bye? No more goodnights? Awesome.
12:08 am - GOODNIGHT RACHEL.
12:10 am - You're acting out.
12:10 am - Why shouldn't I?
12:11 am - Because it makes you look childish.
12:11 am - Good.
12:20 am - I like you.
12:22 am - You need to like me back.
12:25 am - You're drunk.
12:26 am - Getting slapped across the face is a pretty sobering experience.
12:26 am - I know…you've slapped me before…remember?
12:27 am - You frustrate the hell out of me.
12:28 am - I'm sorry to hear that.
12:30 am - Why are you being like this?
12:31 am - Why did you kiss me?
12:32 am - Because I wanted to.
12:33 am - So you didn't take into consideration what I may have wanted?
12:33 am - I was hoping you wanted the same thing.
12:35 am - I have two gay dads, did you think that it automatically meant that I'd be okay with another girl kissing me?
12:36 am - Maybe…I don't know, I wasn't thinking straight.
12:36 am - Clearly.
12:37 am - What do you want me to do? Take it back?
12:40 am - I don't know.
12:40 am - Well what do you want from me?
12:45 am - I'd like you to leave me alone for a while…I need to think.
12:45 am - So that's it?
12:46 am - The least you could do is respect my wishes.
12:47 am - Consider them respected.
12:50 am - Thank you.
1:15 am - I care about you.
1:16 am -?
1:17 am - I wanted you to know that I care about you. I don't care about people but I care about you.
1:17 am - Okay.
1:17 am - I need some time…can you give me that?
1:19 am - How much time?
1:20 am - I'm not sure.
1:20 am - Well I'm not sure I can give you that.
1:25 am - I'm literally going crazy right now, I just want to see you.
1:26 am - Please go to sleep.
1:27 am - I can't.
1:28 am - Why not?
1:29 am - Because you didn't wish me goodnight.
1:30 am - I can't.
1:31 am - Because I don't deserve it?
1:31 am - No! How could you think that?
1:32 am - How could I not think that right now?
1:35 am - I really just need some time to myself, a million thoughts are going through my head and I need to sort them out.
1:45 am - Just so you know…this feels about a million times worse than any break up I've ever had.
1:45 am - We're not dating.
1:50 am - That's the worst part. It already hurts this much and I never even had you.
Tuesday June 21st, 2011
5:31 pm - Heyyy
5:53 pm - How was your day?
8:20 pm - : (
11:42 pm - Goodnight Rach
Wednesday June 22nd, 2011
1:52 pm - I'm really sorry about everything.
3:48 pm - Please talk to me?
10:50 pm - Goodnight.
Thursday June 23rd, 2011
10:11 am - I had a dream about you last night.
10:15 am - Just thought you should know that I think about you 24/7.
10:27 am - Sorry that was stupid
10:30 am - But I really did have a dream about you…
8:41 pm - How was your day?
11:48 pm - Goodnight.
Friday June 24th, 2011
11:11 pm – it's 11:11! Quick make a wish!
11:14 pm – you make one? I did…but I can't tell you or it won't come true, right?
11:16 pm – I need mine to come true.
11:30 pm – Night
Saturday June 25th, 2011
3:10 pm – Did your dads tell you that I stopped by earlier?
3:15 pm – They said you were out with Santana and Brittany.
3:30 pm – Yes, they did.
3:34 pm – Omg hi!
3:34 pm – How was your day?
3:35 pm – Did you have fun with Britt and San?
3:35 pm – What'd you guys do?
3:40 pm – We had lunch, talked for a bit…I'm home now.
3:42 pm – That sounds nice…what'd you guys talk about?
3:42 pm – You.
3:43 pm – Me? Why?
3:45 pm – Why do you think?
3:10 pm – : (
Sunday June 26th, 2011
4:40 pm – Heyy
4:45 pm – I stopped by again but your dads said you were out…
7:03 pm – I get it… you're avoiding me. When I call it goes to voicemail, and when I stop by you're conveniently out. I don't really know what I'm doing, or why I'm
7:03 pm – trying so hard to get you to talk to me. I can't force you to feel the same way. I really like you tho and I really thought you liked me too. For the first time
7:03 pm – in my life I actually have someone that I want to be around but you confuse me. I don't know how to act around you…you make me feel like a nervous fool but
7:03 pm – I can't stop thinking about you. I'm in a bad mood if I'm not talking to you, I have scars from the times I've fallen in order to get to my phone incase it's
7:03 pm – you texting me. I'm visiting Princeton so that I'll only be a train ride away from you in New York… even if we're just friends, I'd rather have you 30 minutes
7:03 pm – away from me than 3 hours. I can't do feelings…I don't feel things. You have no idea how hard this is for me. I'm trying SO hard to act like I don't care,
7:03 pm – but I really do. This is killing me right now, that I've let myself lose all control and I'm basically begging you to just talk to me again.
7:03 pm – After this, I'm done. I can't keep getting disappointed every time my phone buzzes and it's not you.
7:10 pm – I still care about you…
10:53 pm – Goodnight Brown eyes
Monday June 27th, 2011
2:10 pm – Did you mean all of that yesterday? Do you actually care about me? You really like me like that?
2:12 pm – Yes.
2:13 pm – Why?
2:13 pm – Why do I care about you?
2:14 pm – No…why me? You can have anyone…why do you want me?
2:14 pm – Idk, I just do.
2:15 pm – That's not good enough…
2:16 pm – Do you want something cliche and corny? My heart speeds up when I see your name on my caller ID, how's that?
2:18 pm – Forget it.
2:18 pm – I'm being serious! Why is it so hard to believe?
2:19 pm – Because it's you!
2:21 pm – You kissed me and I'm the one that freaked out. I'm the one ignoring you because I can't deal with my feelings. Everything is backwards.
2:21 pm – So?
2:23 pm – Why can't you just listen to me for once and leave me alone?
2:25 pm – Because I don't want to leave you alone, I don't even think I can at this point.
2:30 pm – But you can break my heart.
2:30 pm – You're breaking mine right now.
2:31 pm – Don't do this to me… I'm trying so hard to resist you. You're making this so hard for me.
2:35 pm – Do you know why I texted you that first time?
2:36 pm – Idk…you were bored?
2:37 pm – I wasn't thinking…it just happened.
2:37 pm – Is that supposed to make me feel better or something?
2:38 pm – Things happen! I texted you for no other reason than to just talk to you.. I like talking to you, I like hanging out…I just like you.
2:40 pm – I'm trying to protect myself.
2:40 pm – I'm not going to hurt you.
3:02 pm – I'm literally laying myself all out for you…
3:05 pm – How could you not see that I was into you?
3:10 pm – You really think I would wake just anyone up at 3 in the morning to watch the sunrise with me? You're special to me and I can make you feel just as special.
3:15 pm – You do make me feel special…I'm just terrified.
3:15 pm – Why?
3:20 pm – Please just talk to me…why are you terrified?
3:21 pm – Because it's you! I'm having trouble believing that you want to be with me…
3:21 pm – You're you and you're amazing.
3:22 pm – I'm far from amazing…
3:22 pm – I don't think so
3:30 pm – I like you
3:30 pm – …But?
3:31 pm – That's it. I like you. The same way you like me.
3:31 pm – Really?
3:31 pm – I'm fooling myself if I keep pretending that I don't…
3:32 pm – I'm sorry our first kiss happened like that
3:33 pm – It's okay. I'm sorry I hit you…I was just scared.
3:35 pm – Don't apologize…you have nothing to be sorry for…
3:36 pm – Can I take you on a date?
4:00 pm – *Duplicate* Can I take you on a date?
4:01 pm – Sry…I don't know how to do this
4:05 pm – Not yet…soon tho okay?
4:05 pm – Okay…
5:51 pm – I can't stop smiling
5:55 pm – Lol you're cute
6:00 pm – Do you really like me?
6:00 pm – Yes
6:05 pm – Can I call you?
6:05 pm – Sure : )
11:32 pm – I can barely keep my eyes open but I want to keep talking to you.
11:33 pm – Go to sleep…we can talk tomorrow.
11:34 pm – You promise?
11:34 pm – Cross my heart and hope to die promise : P
11:35 pm – Lol okay, I'll talk to you tomorrow.
Tuesday June 28th, 2011
4:01 am – Wake up!
4:03 am – Quinnnnnnnnnnn wake up!
4:03 am – What's wrong?
4:04 am – I have a joke for you… wanna hear it?
4:04 am – Always.
4:05 am – Why did the Rachel sneak out of her house in the middle of the night?
4:05 am – Where are you?
4:05 am – Lol b/c the Rachel wanted to watch the sunrise with her Quinn.
4:06 am – Are you outside?
4:06 am – : )
4:07 am – I'm going to kill you! You can't waltz around town by yourself at this hour!
4:07 am – I wanted to see you…I really missed you.
4:08 am – Really?
4:08 am – : ) please come down…your chariot awaits.
7:58 am – Did you have fun on our 'date'?
8:01 am – I had fun kissing you : P
8:02 am – I wish you could have slept over : (
8:02 am – Me too : (
8:03 am – Even if it was only for a few hours
8:05 am – Tonight maybe?
8:06 am – After the glee movie night at your house?
8:07 am – Yeah…
8:09 am – Okay but only if you sit next to me on the couch.
8:10 am – I was planning on it.
8:15 am – Did you mean what you said?
8:16 am – About me wishing I had a super power? Yes, I meant it. I wish I could fly.
8:17 am – Lol good one… about us being like a thing?
8:18 am – I did…is that okay?
8:18 am – Yeah…I just wanted to make sure it's what you want
8:19 am – Well what do you want?
8:20 am – That wasn't clear?
8:21 am – Lol, it was. I just like it when you say it.
8:22 am – I want you.
8:23 am – : )
8:23 am – ; )
8:25 am – So now what?
8:25 am – Now…we sleep!
8:26 am – Lol okay...i'll miss you.
8:27 am – I'll see you in my dreams! ; )
8:28 am – You're cute.
8:29 am – Lol goodnight Quinn.
8:31 am – Goodnight Rachel 3