First I would like to say thank to Erichord for the review. It meant to me a lot. So thanks.:)
And there is one more thing. It takes place a little bit later. And I'm sorry for the missing part but i refer to the passage of the time. I hope this isn't causes anything bad.
Andrew sit next to him but he didn't even looked at him. Just stared out the window by him.
"Honey, talk to me, please." begged sadly with tears in his eyes. He tried to hold his hand but Nick pulled his own hand out.
Andrew looked at him desperately. He didn't talk to him for the moment he's woke up from the accident. He was worried about him so much. He talked to him but Nick never answered. He treated Andrew like he doesn't even exist. Andrew knew it is hard for him but didn't understand why doesn't he want his help. He was very pacient because he knew in this situation maybe Nick's dignity makes him to do this. But Andrew never stopped trying. He knew he won't ever give it up. He won't let him down happens what happens.
"Just say something, okey? It doesn't matter what. Just talk. Only a word. That's all I ask. A word." begged to him in the silence.
"Why can't you just leave me alone?" shouted with sad and angry voice but he still stared throught the window. His tears started to fall. This was the first time he said something to him. He didn't say a word for him in the last 3 weeks and it was the hardest thing ever in his life but he didn't want to make him suffer more the he is already. He had no idea how to say the things to him until now.
"What?" asked the suprised Andrew. His half part was really happy cause he said something at least. It's something. But his another part was afraid of the next few sentences.
"Just go awey." said sadly.
"Do you want to rest? Do I come back few hours later? asked but he knew that is not how he meant.
"No." answered in depressed mood.
"Then…?" asked the confused Andrew and swallowed nervously.
"Don't come back at all. Not a hour... Not a week... Not a year latter. Go and never come back. Can you hear me?" sobbed.
"What the hell are you talking about?" asked gently and stood up.
"I don't want you here. I want you left me right now…" cried harder.
"No..." whimpered and than he grabbed his jiw to look at him and said straight. "I won't let you down. Never. Can you hear me? I will never let you down. Because I love you more the anything."
"I don't." looked into his eyes with the worst pian in his soul. "And you don't do it neither." said severely then turned his head away.
"Don't say like that." begged desperately.
Nick looked him again and said in all his pain "If you really do love me then now take all of your stuff... and leave... and never come back again here... and never think of me again. Please do this for me. If you love me then you'll do this.
"Don't make this harder for me. Please." said slowly then shouted at him " Leave! Now!"
"No. I need you and I can't just walk away. I can't do this. I know you are desperate right now but we can make it together. I promise you. I promise." said bravely.
"You don't need a wrecked people who fucks your whole life." added it sadly.
"Don't said that. You're not wrecked. It's just a test of the our faith or something like that but we can pass this test, okey? We never back down. We can make it. We should want this and then we can do that, right? I won't give up on you Nicky."
"Don't do this to me. I don't want to be the one who you gonna blame for this shit. The one who screw your life." cried.
"I will never gonna think this. I choose you. I choose this life. Whatever it takes because I love you. Just you, so i don't need someone else. Cause nobody's can replace you. Okey? I'll do what ever it takes but I will not leave you. Can you hear me. I am not going to leave you." said with his all love and smiled at him.
"You too young and too beautiful to…" he started to cry that much he couldn't finish the line.
"I don't care. You are my One and I gonna keep holding on you for the rest of my life. So forget that foolish idea I ever leave you."
"Are you sure?" asked hopefully.
"Yes, I was never this sure at anything else."
"Don't say thank to me." cut his words " I do this because I wanna do this."
"There is something that I want you to know…" said seriously.
"What is it Nicky?" asked but he didn't want to know the answear because he knew it will be another painful thing.
"If you ever changes your mind then it's okey." said easily.
"It's never gonna happen." said quickly.
"Just pomise me, please."
"I won't change my mind, but fine, I promise."
"Thank you." said with a loud sigh and grabbed his hand. Andrew looked down their hands and started cry more intensive. He felt happines and it comforted him.
"I love you. I missed you so much." smiled Andrew.
"Me too. Would you do something for me?" asked faintly.
"Of course, anything."
"Will you lay next to me and hug me?"
Andrew noded with brightening eyes and laid next to him and hugged tight. Nick put his head close to Andrew's and Andrew kissed his face gently.
"I'm so glad to get back my love. I Love you".
"Me too." wispered silently and kissed him.
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