Sorry for the lack of update, especially with the cliffhanger I left.

Warning: slash, mentions of drug use, language

"Then make me forget, please Derek, take me" Reid begged.

"Spencer, I love you. I'm not going to have sex with you just to stop your cravings" Morgan said and Reid frowned

"No, I mean yeah, I'm craving but I, I want to, please Derek" Reid asked again and Morgan moaned

"God pretty boy, do you have any idea what you do to me" Morgan asked and Reid grinned leaning into Morgan's personal space and kissing his neck.

"Ok, fine, let's go" Morgan said and practically carried Reid into his bedroom. Clothes were strewn quickly and both were hungrily attacking each other with kisses and more. Nearly an hour later both men lay breathless next to the other. Morgan grinned and rolled his head towards Reid.

"I love you, pretty boy." Morgan said and Reid leaned in for another kiss.

"I love you too, Derek, I'm sorry, for everything this past week." Reid said

"I know babe, I blame the drugs and Hankel not you" Morgan said and Reid sighed knowing it wasn't an argument that he could win.

As the next week passed Reid's moods varied but together they were able to make a list of triggers.

"Ok Reid come on tell me what you have so far" Morgan said and Reid sighed

"Alright, fine, the most major trigger is the loss of another father figure, when Gideon left. The other main ones are my emotions, anger over all the crap that's happened to me, fear of turning out like my mom, shame for not being strong enough to withstand the drugs, being tired from nightmares, and one that really isn't anymore, I felt alone and now I know I'm not. Derek, I think, I think I'm going to see a therapist for a little while, until I get a stronger hold on things" Reid said looking away for fear of Morgan's reaction.

"I think that's a wonderful idea and I'm so freaking proud of you." Morgan said and pressed his lips to Reid's. A knock on the door startled them both. Morgan looked through the peephole and laughed before opening the door to reveal the whole team, each holding a different item of food.

"Happy Thanksgiving" Garcia all but shouted. Reid rolled his eyes but was secretly glad that they were all around.

Two months later

"Garcia, he doesn't want a lot of attention brought to the fact that he's coming back" Morgan said as Garcia nervously paced waiting for Reid to show up.

"But you just don't understand he's my junior g-man and I've missed him. Reid" Garcia said and darted for said man as he walked out of the elevator.

"Uh, Garcia, I can't breathe" Reid said and she released him immediately

"Alright guys, come on we got a case" Hotch said from the stairs. As they all walked by Hotch stopped Reid briefly

"I'm proud of you" he said and Reid smiled knowing his 'family' was behind him was one of the biggest motivators he had.

A little less than a year later

It was late on Christmas Eve when Reid handed Morgan a small perfectly wrapped gift.

"Uh pretty boy, you know, we're supposed to do this tomorrow with the team, right" Morgan asked and Reid sighed

"Just open it or else" he said smiling; his eyes wide like a child. Morgan rolled his eyes and tore it open. He glanced at Reid curiously then opened the small box and gasped.

"Is this really" Morgan began but Reid cut him off

"Yes, it's my one year coin" he said a few tears in his eyes. Morgan wiped them away and kissed him hard.

"Well then this calls for celebration" he said and all but dragged Reid to the bedroom and plopping him gently on the bed.

Ok so it's extremely short but hey it was originally only a one shot and so yeah, I don't have an excuse. Was the ending cheesy and stupid or was it ok? Please let me know what you think