After Logan dropped Carlos off at his house, he drove me to the hospital. I didn't want to go because I was fine, but I guess it was a good idea to get checked out. Kendall did hit me pretty hard, and I was hoping that I didn't have any serious head injuries.
I didn't mean for it to go that far, but it was sort of my fault. It wasn't my intention to make Kendall angry; I just wanted to talk to him and see if he was doing okay, but our talk turned into something else. I shouldn't have angered him, but he did it to me first.
But when he walked away, I should've done the same so that the fight could've been avoided. I felt bad for everything that happened and I wish Logan wasn't so mad at me. I've tried apologizing to him, but he ignores me. I didn't know what to say to him, but I was going to make sure that we work things out.
It took about an hour for the doctor to examine me, and she told me I was fine, but that I should rest. That sounded like a good idea, and I couldn't wait to get home so I could rest. But before I do get any rest, I wanted to talk to Logan and make sure that we're okay.
By the time we got back to my house, it was pretty late and I let out a sigh when I saw my mother's car parked in the driveway. I was hoping that she was asleep so that I didn't have to explain any of this to her. The last thing I need is to get in trouble with her.
Logan helped me out of the car, and he led me inside the house. It was pitch black and I stumbled a bit, but lucky for me Logan was there to catch me. I felt bad that he was doing so much for me in his condition, and I didn't know how to thank him for it.
We finally got to my room and Logan switched the light on. He sat me down on my bed, and he walked over to my dresser to get me some comfy clothes. He handed me some pajama pants and a t-shirt, then he walked over to the desk to clean up all of our papers.
"Thank you," I said.
"Whatever." Came Logan's response.
"Babe, I'm sorry for leaving. What else do I have to say?" I asked.
"I accept your apology," Logan said.
"Obviously you don't. You wont even look at me," I said.
Logan spun around. "I'm furious, James! That's why I'm ignoring you!"
"I know you are, but just talk to me. I'm sorry okay?"
"But you didn't even listen to me! I told you not to go, and you went anyway. All I want to know is why you weren't listening," Logan said.
"Well you fell asleep so-"
"That's why you left? Because I fell asleep?" Logan asked.
"I just thought since you weren't going to study with me, that I should just go. You broke our stupid promise anyway," I said.
"So because we didn't fuck you thought it was okay to go to that stupid party? You're any idiot," Logan said.
"Why are you trying to start shit? I said I was sorry and that should be the end of it," I said.
"I get that you're sorry, but again you're not listening. That's my problem with you. What are we going to do when this baby gets here, huh? Will you listen to me then?" Logan asked.
"Of course I will."
"Then why aren't you listening to me now?"
"Look, I'll listen to you more okay? Will that make you happy?"
"What will make me happy is if you start to grow up. We're having a baby, James and you need to be mature. And so far I'm not seeing that from you," Logan said.
"I'm trying okay? Yeah I made one mistake, but that doesn't mean I'm not being mature. I already told you what I'm going to do for this baby," I said.
"Then do it. School is out next week and you have summer to prove to me that you're ready for this," Logan said.
"What does that mean? Are you going to leave me if I don't change?" I asked.
"I'm not going to leave. I don't want to lose anyone else," Logan said.
"What happened tonight, Logan?" I asked.
"It doesn't matter okay? Its over now," Logan said.
I let out a sigh and I stood up from the bed, then I wrapped my arms around Logan. He hesitated for a minute, then he threw his arms around me and buried his face into my chest.
"I'm so sorry, and I promise I will step up. I don't want to lose you or the baby," I said.
"I don't want to lose you either. You're all I have," Logan said.
"But Kendall still wants to be your friend," I said.
Logan shook his head and pulled away from me. "We're not friends anymore," he said.
"What happened?" I asked.
"I thought you two could be friends, but its obvious that isn't going to happen," Logan said.
"I can try and talk to him again," I said.
"And fake it again? I don't think so. Just don't talk to him anymore okay? It will just start more drama that we don't need," Logan said.
"I'm sorry. This is all of my fault," I said.
"Its mine. I was the one who screwed up everything," Logan said.
"Don't stress yourself out over this. It isn't good for you or the baby."
"Yeah, you're right. Lets just go to sleep okay?"
I nodded and I grabbed Logan's hand, and I led him over to my bed. I pulled him onto the bed with me, and he curled up next to me. I wrapped my arms around him and I kissed the top of his head.
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
"James, I forgive you. Lets just forget about this okay?" Logan said.
I nodded and he pressed his lips to mine. He buried his face into my chest and he was soon fast asleep. I was glad that we were okay, but I still felt guilty for what happened tonight.
I was the one who screwed up with Kendall, and now Logan isn't friends with him anymore. I should be happy about this because I don't have to worry about Kendall taking Logan away from me, but I wasn't happy at all. Everything was a huge mess and I didn't know if it was going to get better.
A/N: Sorry that the chapter was so short, but i tried. um i wont be able to update anything because i'm going camping for a few days with some friends, but i will be back friday and i will update a lot of my fics. who knows, maybe i will get inspired up in the mountains. lol! well bye for now =D