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Seething with anger I practically kicked down the door to my dressing room. Jessie and Twain were sitting together laughing; Tawni on her vanity chair and Jessie on Tawni's couch.
I dove at Jessie, knocking her off the couch and pinning her on the ground.
"How could you Jessie? After everything I've done for you!" I screamed in her face.
She was terrified, it was clear on her face. A tiny part of me felt bad for putting her threw this. Considering she's been abused for years, this would no doubt bring back bad memories. However I was to angry to care.
Chad came up and pulled me off of Jessie, and pulling Jessie up after me.
He dragged us into an empty room.
"Why would you tell Tawni I cut? You haven't changed a bit." I yelled in Jessie's face, as Chad held me back.
Jessie moved back into the corner covering her face. "Bu-but I didn't tell Tawni, I wasn't going to tell anyone. I thought you would want me to leave; so I did." said Jessie.
Guilt washed threw me as I realised my mistake.
"Oh." I said, extremely embarrassed. "Sorry."
Believe it or not, that was the start of a beautiful friendship.
The next few days Jessie and I became extremely close.
Even Chad seemed to like her.
We were almost even a family.
I found out that Jessie and I had a lot in common. Turns out she was bullied a lot to, but by her older sister. We also both had a love for comedy. She really did want to join So Random! and she was good at it.
Chad seemed to be amused by the situation, one day were not speaking, and the we realise we have something in common and were all of a sudden best friends.
"I don't understand the female gender" He started saying one day, though I knew he was happy that I found a friend.
I could probably even call her my best friend.
But there was also a down side.
First of all, my wrist was still wrapped in hard plaster, thanks to my pain in the butt cast. My cast mates were still in the dark about my cutting, Jessie's father was on the hunt for her, and I still hadn't told Jessie about why I cut.
But I decided to push away all that away and enjoy the moment.
"What time is it?" I asked as Chad pressed his lips to the corner of my mouth.
"Alone time, also know as 10:14." He whispered in my ear.
"Chad, Jessie will be up soon." I said.
Though my words were pointless because as I finished my sentence I pressed my lips to his.
I turned in his lap and straddled him, pressing my body close to his.
"Not what I want to wake up to guys" A voice filled the silence of the room.
"Thanks Jessie. You've always been great at ruining a moment" I said as Jessie came in and pushed me off of Chad's lap to plant herself there.
Knowing it was a joke I decided to play along.
"What? How long have you guys been doing this behind my back?" I screamed.
Chad looked terrified, like a baby dear with a giant monster truck driving at full speed towards him. I laughed and kissed Chad quickly. It would have been longer but Jessie pushed me away.
"You ruin the moment again." I sighed, deciding to get myself a drink.
It was true. Jessie had managed to walk in on Chad and I every single time except for one. (that being because we locked the door and ignored her furious knocking) … but still, she was very, very good at interrupting us. Not that I minded, much.
"Anyone want a drink?" I yelled out to Chad and Jessie. "No." They yelled together. I chuckled. My life had gotten so good in a week.
'About time!' I thought.
Rehearsals on Tuesday went great!
We were doing a Sally Jenson; Kid Lawyer, sketch.
A little boy "Nico" is suing his Math teacher "Jessie" for failing him. … Yeah, its funnier than it sounds.
Anyways, Jessie, me and the rest of the Random's all meet Chad in the caf for lunch.
Although Jessie and I are the only one who likes him.
It was about twenty minutes into lunch, when Jessie threw herself off her chair. The rest of the cast was extremely confused by Jessie's odd behaviour, however Chad and I knew what she was doing once we saw he step dad walk in the cafeteria.
Chad and I got under the table with her.
"Jessie, your in costume. You look like an old math teacher, everything's going to be fine." I reassured her.
She nodded and ran out of the cafeteria.
Thankfully her dad didn't see her, unfortunately he caught Chad and I as we were trying to walk out. "Hey kids, do either of you seen Jessie? She's been missing ever sense she went to your apartment Sonny." He said. His tone was friendly with a bit of worry in it, but his expression was murderous.
"No sorry, I hope you find her." I said. He glared and moved on to the next closest table of people (with a much kinder expression) and asked them the same question.
Chad and I didn't hesitate to walk out of the cafeteria and run only to have Jessie pull us into a closet.
"What do we do guys?" She asked, panic filling her voice.
"Were going back to my house." Chad said.
How would we get to his car though? It was on the opposite side of the studio, and we couldn't risk getting caught.
"To risky with your car so far away" I said.
They both nodded in understanding.
'Think' I told myself.
How could we get out of the building. Or at least to another door without being seen by anyone? By brain seemed to turn on then.
"Is there a vent in here?" I asked.
"Yes" Chad said pointing up to the top corner of the small closet.
"That's our ticket out of here" I said. They both nodded.
We used Chad as a foot stool and then got him to climb up the wall.
The vent could luckily support us all and we got to a door close to Chad's parking spot without a problem. We all ran to his car and drove home.
The studio didn't need us after lunch on Tuesdays, but normally we would stay to hang out.
When we got back to Chad's the reality of our situation finally hit us. Even if we hadn't been caught by Jessie's step father today, he had still found us.
I slipped away from Chad and Jessie who were talking.
I ran quietly to the unused bathroom and dug around in the drawers until I found what I was searching for…
Before anyone could notice I was gone, I went back downstairs and curled up on the couch.
"You okay Sonshine?" Chad asked, kneeling in front of me.
I shook my head.
Both Chad and Jessie came over and wrapped their arms around me.
"Everything's going to be okay, I wont let anything happen to either of you." Chad vowed.
"Thank you." I whispered.
I nudged my head into Chad's neck.
Chad sighed. "Sonny? Why?" As Chad asked his eyes fell on my wrist.
I turned my wrist so they couldn't see the cuts, but I knew both of them already had.
"Sonny this may be kind of personal, but why did you start cutting?" Asked Jessie.
"Umm, I was in a difficult situation. Now I'm just kind of addicted to it. I don't know any other way. But I've gotten better ever since Chad has started to help me." I said trying to have the topic dropped.
No such luck.
"What was the situation?" Jessie pressed.
"Bullying" I said simple, knowing I wouldn't be able to make anymore excuses.
Jessie seemed to think about that for a second before it finally clicked.
"Wait, I made you start this?" She asked in a pleading voice, as if she was begging us to tell her she was wrong.
When Jessie got no response from me or Chad she knew she was right. "Oh my god! Sonny I'm so, so sorry, I had no idea. I wouldn't of done anything if knew that I was doing this to you." Jessie apologized.
"Well you didn't know did you? You can't ever know." I snapped.
When I realised what I had done I immediately apologized.
Truth be told, I didn't hold Jessie responsible for anything I has done to myself. That was all my doing.
"Sorry Jessie, you know, that was the past. Why don't we just start over?" I asked her.
"I would like that" She said.
Chad was beaming at us as I got up off the couch and I held out my hand for her to shake. Jessie stood up as well.
"Hi I'm Jessie." Jessie said.
She grabbed my hand and shook it.
"Hi I'm Sonny."
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