A couple of hours later Serena had woken up on her bed from her nap she had a couple of hours before, she decided it was much needed so she could clear all thoughts and images of possible happenings between her and Dan while they were alone... in the penthouse... for three whole days. She lifted herself up off her bed and headed towards the door until she realised her foot was standing on something. It was another letter that Dan had clearly slipped under the door while she was sleeping.
Serena quickly picked up the letter and placed herself back on her bed whilst opening the envelope and pulling out the letter, she took a deep breath to try and emotionally prepare herself for another one of Dan's undying love letters, unfolded the letter and began to read.
I know your probably reading while you're sat in your room next door to me and the thought of that drives me crazy. The thought of just a wall separating me from you and your bedroom makes me mad; I wanna be in there with you, holding you, touching you, and kissing you. When I think of all them times we had alone when the loft or the penthouse was empty, I get so angry, angry at myself that I messed up this much and I can't do all those things I used to do with you anymore.
You are completely unaware of the effect you have on me Serena, when I see your face I can't help but smile, I can't help but admire your body when you're walking past me but can you blame me? You literally make me weak at the knees every time you look at me. I miss everything about you, I miss your touch, your kiss, your smell, everything, and I know that if I could right now, I'd walk into your room and kiss you so hard and touch you in ways I can't even imagine. But I know that's something that just can't happen right now and that I need to earn it, to earn back everything I ruined with you.
I'm looking forward to these next three days.
Serena let out a deep sigh, but it wasn't an emotional one, it was a surprised sigh, a presently surprised sigh. She was trying to steady out her breathing as it happened to be going at a rather fast pace. The emotional letter off Dan she expected was not emotional at all, but raw and honest which made Serena's mind wander. What if he did come into her room and kiss her? What if he did touch her in those ways? Her heart was racing and she couldn't stop thinking about the time her and Dan had sex on the bus coming back from the Hamptons and how passionate it was.
"Wow" Serena said whilst exhaling unsteadily
She decided she'd go and get a drink to calm her down after reading the letter; she swung the door open and casually strolled out in her vest top and shorts expecting Dan to be in his room. She got to the kitchen and poured herself a glass of water. After gathering back all her thoughts she finished off her glass and headed back towards her room.
As she was walking through the hall she got a text, she opened it and seen it was from Blair
Hey S, listen I know we haven't talked in a while but I really think we need to talk and sort everything out. Come round in about an hour?
Serena smiled, she was happy that Blair was making the effort for them to speak again she missed her best friend and agreed that it was time for everything to be sorted. Just as she was texting Blair back she bumped into someone.
She didn't know where to look, she knew as soon as she bumped into Dan that he was coming from the bathroom, and it was only when their bodies had connected that he had just had a shower. He was standing there bare chested in just a towel, Serena couldn't help but blush furiously when she realised that he was half naked standing in front of her.
"Oh-Dan, sorry I was uhh texting and uh... sorry" she said distractingly
Dan looked at her with a smirk on his face, he knew by her redden cheeks that she read the letter.
"Don't worry about it, so what are you doing today then?" He replied calmly
Serena didn't hear a word he said, all she was thinking about was how good he looked standing there with his wet hair and toned body, how she wanted to just grab him and pull him into her room-
"Sorry what?" she said shaking her head and looking up at him
"I said what are you doing today?" He said whilst smiling at her, he couldn't help but notice how amazing she looked in her little shorts and vest top, it just made him more and more eager to win her back
"Oh er, I was just going to clean my room up a little and then head out to Blair's"
"Oh well if you want, I can help you with your room cleaning? Only if you want to that is?" He looked at her hoping she'd say yes
"Well I suppose two people is better than one... plus I need you to help me change my bed sheets, I'm pretty hopeless at it" she said laughing. She wasn't sure that allowing Dan into her room was the best idea, but at the moment she didn't care, didn't care if anything did or didn't happen, she just wanted to be around him.
Dan laughed slightly, "Okay well let me just get some clothes on and I'll come help" he said smiling to her and walking into his room.
Serena walked back into her room smiling, she grapped her phone from her shorts pocket and decided to reply back to Blair.
Hey B, a talk sounds great. I'll be over soon
After about 20 minutes of cleaning her room up, Serena and Dan started on changing the bed. They worked together well to Serena's surprise given everything that had went on over the last couple of days, and given that she was pretty sure Dan knew she had read the letter by her reaction in the hall way earlier on. But now after fully thinking about the letter and everything Dan had said in it, it made Serena feel good that she had such of an effect on him.
Whilst attempting to get her duvet into the bed sheet, Serena somehow managed to get herself stuck in-between them both
"Er a little help over here?" Serena said
Dan turned around to see just a pair of legs sticking out of the duvet. He couldn't help but burst out laughing
"Dan it isn't funny please help get this thing off of me" Serena said, but Dan knew that she was smiling
He calmed down his laughter, "Okay okay hang on" He said as he walked over to her. He placed his hands on the top of the Duvet and pulled it up and over Serena. As it came off the two of them were laughing uncontrollably over what had happened, but the weight of the duvet knocked Serena off balance slightly and as Dan grabbed hold of her to stop her from falling, the laughing suddenly stopped.
They were inches away from each other with their noses practically touching, their breathing was heavy and they were staring at each other intently and they both knew what was going to happen.
That's when Dan kissed her, hard and passionately like he said he would and Serena was kissing him back, her hands were around his neck and his were around her waist. Serena didn't want to think this time; she just wanted Dan to touch her like he said he would. The kiss deepened and Dan pressed Serena against her draws, his hands started to move up her vest top and moved his fingers along her bra, Serena grabbed the bottom of his t-shirt and pulled it over him revealing his strong shoulders and chest, she ran her finger tips across his stomach as she moved her kisses to his neck.
Dan moved his hands back to her waist and lifted Serena onto her draws, her legs were wrapped round his waist and he slowly took off her vest top, revealing her black bra. Dan was in awe of her, every touch they both made seemed to be intensified, every kiss deepened. She ran her hands through his hair whilst Dan started kissing Serena's neck and chest.
She couldn't take this anymore, she didn't want it to be a make out thing, she wanted something more.
"I want you" she whispered into his ear and resumed kissing him
Dan suddenly lifted her off her drawers and took her over to the bed; he laid her down making sure that they didn't have to stop kissing and touching each other. All Serena could think is that she was with Dan, he was kissing her and touching her, and that is all she had wanted in a long time, she was too caught up in the moment to think about anything else.
Serena had woken back up a couple of hours later, her head was leaning on Dan's bare chest with just the undid duvet covering their bodies. The realisation had suddenly hit her that she and Dan were both naked under those covers and that only a couple of hours ago she had let her urges get the better of her. She sat up quickly and checked her phone which to no surprise had two missed calls off Blair on it.
"Crap" she muttered to herself, grabbed the duvet wrapped it around herself and stood up to look for her clothes which had been thrown around the room.
As she sat down on the end of the bed pulling her shorts and top back on, she turned round and realised Dan was lying their naked, she couldn't help but laugh. She picked up the duvet that she left on the floor and put it back over him. Serena then grabbed a pen and a piece of paper from her draw and wrote 'gone to Blair's' on it and set it on the pillow next to Dan.
She needed to get out she was confused as to what had happened and why she let it happen, regardless whether I enjoyed it or not she thought, I shouldn't have give in so easily. Serena sighed, shook her head and headed for the penthouse elevator whilst taking hold of her phone and texting Blair
Sorry for being late B got a little caught up, leaving now.
Authors Note: Sorry for this chapter to have taken so long just had to deal with some personal issues and been busy with college exams and stuff so it would be a lot of help if you guys gave me some ideas for a next chapter? I'd also like to thank everyone for the reviews they mean a lot! :D