Why hello everyone! kidding of course, being busy isn't something easy when you have to release a new chapter for your work..
I'm trying to get some free time so I can write, well it can't be helped..
So for Cirno to have a younger sister is something new and unthinkable but it's just a Fan Story.
OK here's the next chapter of the previous one, I hope you all like it.
Note: I don't own Touhou, it belongs to ZUN.
***** Chapter 2 *****
Ahhh, I was falling from that surprising attack from that tricky human, at first I thought the victory was mine since that spell card didn't fail me not even once in my previous battles, some of them had the chance and run away, leaving me wondering about the reason about their fleeing, but as the time flows, I realized that my flames is a fearsome ability I have that makes them escape, it gave me a strange feeling, a feeling that makes you feeling you're a special one, makes the others know about your existence, someone isn't so weak that the others take pity on..
But those thoughts were just my own illusions, I didn't feel I'm a special between the fairies, it feels like I'm a forgotten fairy, leaving alone far away from others due to my ability, even my stupid sister doesn't often visit me, only on special occasions, she come to my house and greet me from the window of my little house, she doesn't bother to come inside my house..
I think I understand that, she can't stand the heat that fills my house, but I'm just curious about the things I have in my house, why they didn't burn down if it's that hot around my house? the things I have are made from the same ingredients and materials!
Hmmh I think that's because they hate me and they don't feel assured when they're around me.. I just don't care anymore, I just abandoned some called "Love", that's how I'm supposed to end, a pathetic and a forgotten fairy that no one realize her existence..
That shrine maiden who beat me was still up there, looking at me as I fall, well not too much time has passed and decided to leave this place..
Yes, it's over, she fulfilled her duty and got rid of the one who made that fuss, hehehe no matter how many times I think about it, it feels so funny, I still can't move my body, she must used some kind of technique to paralyze me..
"I think this is the end! I just wanted to try that power of that Youkai!" my voice was so low in a way even the near beings can't hear it, yes I'm so tired, I don't acknowledge something called "giving up", that's not like me at all!
I closed my eyes, the vision became white, I don't know if that means I'm dead now or not, I can feel the air currents hitting me so hard..
I don't feel of my flames, I can feel them fading out from me, maybe I'm turning into an ice fairy! damn that's not funny..
While these useless thought was crossing my mind, I felt something grabbed me all of the sudden, it was holding me tightly that it may crash my body, it's so painful that made me open my eyes to see it..
Just what the hell is happening here? as I turned my head to look, I can see that blue hair, waving beautifully by the air, that thing was wearing that blue dress patterned as mine.. There's no doubt about it, she must be "Cirno!".
And my guess was right, I made sure of that when she showed that stupid face of hers, but I was wrong, it wasn't that usual empty-minded face, that was full of worries and her eyes were shedding tears, they were beautiful like snow in Winter..
"What? Cirno! whaaa-" I just surprised by her action, my face were blushing, I couldn't complete my speech because I was interrupted by her.
"You stupid! Stupid! Stupid! Felino!" my older sister were shouting at me as her tears were falling from her face..
I was out of words, I just don't know what to say in situations like these, I just lowered my face, all I could do was holding her hands, damn it, they're so cold, I might eve-
Wait, what? why doesn't the heat affect her? I looked at my hands, there's nothing strange about them but it seems that fight with that human has drained my powers, that's the only explanation I have for now..
"Why were you fighting with Reimu? I told you she's unbeatable! I wasn't lying!" Cirno were shivering as she was shaking my body..
"You were about to die here!" my sister was so concerned about me, I can see that from her tone and the way she talks and those words..
So I decided to stop this, I grabbed her hands that were used as a shaking instruments and kept them away, that made her eyes widen, I know it's not a good thing to do that but I had to stop it.
"Why did you follow me here, Cirno?" I asked my stupid sister, my tone was serious, my eyes were looking away from her.
"Isn't that obvious, I'm worry about you!" that loud and unbearable sound of hers, it almost disrupted my ear drum..
"But I have to do something so important, and that human has the informations I need!" I thoughtlessly answered with so much anger, she's asking to much questions.
"Informations? what are you talking about?" Cirno asked me again, I think I'm going to lose my patience, I folded my arms and looked away again.
"That's not of your business!" I answered calmly, it seems the flames that was making me so furious has been blazed out.
I took a deep breath, breathing in and breathing out... I finally calmed down and then I looked at my sister.
"I seeking to gain powers!" I said calmly as I was gazing at my right hand, I can imagine that fantastic powers flowing through my hand and I was carrying a somehow scary glare..
Cirno remained silent for a while, it feels that she's not her usual self, she wasn't looking at me.. That made me wonder about the reason for that silence, I don't like her anyway but it feels wrong to leave things like this, so I decided to break this awkward silence..
I was about to say something but again, I was interrupted by her "You're planning to find that bird, aren't you?" Cirno hardly said those words, I can feel from her tone that fearful tone.. eh? what she's afraid of? yes, what? how did she know that I was looking for that bird? she said she don't remember anything about it or was she lying about being not remember?
"Hey, how did you know that?" I asked my sister, I was a bit annoyed by that, I don't want any of the fairies to know about this..
"How did I know? you came to me several times and repeatedly asked me about it" Cirno said erraticly as she's swinging her tiny hands.
What's wrong with her, she's really not her usual self, why she's so concerned about things that have nothing to do with her? damn it, I have to get rid of this useless conversation..
"Why do you-" I was about to say back at her, but she did something unexpectedly..
Cirno has hugged me so tightly, my eyes has been widened, what's she doing.. She must be crazy, ice and flame can't get near each others, both sides will hurt.. Yes, my body feels so cold, but it's not that cold that can affect on flame being like me, did she reduce her powers?
But wait, my powers doesn't affect her either! that means my body doesn't emit that terrible heat anymore, at least for now..
And if I remember correctly, this is the first time that Cirno hugged me ever, but what this? it really feels good, I don't understand, even though I hate her so much but being hugged by her makes me feel better..
I think this's the first and only chance for that, so I decided to hug her back, I slowly raised my hands and put them around her neck, I carefully avoided her ice wings, they seem so sharp that can cut things, I really don't want to know what they're capable of..
I slowly have closed my eyes and whispered her her ear "I'm sorry, Cirno. I made you worry.." my voice were low, it somehow made me feels embarrassed, maybe that's because it's the first time for me to hug someone..
As we were hugging each other, I felt guilty for keeping this secret from her, so I decided to tell her right now..
But first, I broke the hug and kept away from her, I turned round so she can't see my face "Cirno, I'll make things clear.." I said with that serious tone, I can't see Cirno's expression..
"I hate you so much, I so jealous of you, you have friends and people that cares for you.." these hurtful words, I just can't keep them inside me, I had no choice but to throw them away..
"Unlike you, I have no friends or anything you have, only hatred and fury fills my soul!" again, these words started to hurt my heart, they had no effect on me all the time, but now things seem different..
Then I turned to face Cirno, without any notification, she hugged me again, what's that! what are she doing! I'm not finished with my scolding, funny that the older is being scolded by the younger, so I'll try to struggle to free myself from her..
"Don't worry, Felino. You have a sister that cares so much for you!" Cirno said calmly, that made me stop from moving, she said something new, my ears can't believe what they heard..
"W-What!" I anxiously said as my eyes were looking at the back side of her head, she was hugging me so I couldn't look directly at her..
"Your sister are ready to do anything for you, just ask me!" then she let me go from her grasp..
She put her hands on my shoulders "So don't say things like these anymore, alright?" then she gave me a warm smile, I never thought that she can make a smile like this..
These warm words, they have entered directly to my empty soul, I lowered my head, I didn't want to look at her, she really cares for me, she even risked herself and caught me when I was falling back then, I just don't know what to say..
I can feel my eyes, they started to shed tears, I think these tears of happiness, they aren't like the previous, I just realized something I was wrong about back then, I have someone who cares for me..
I wiped off the tears on my face and looked at my sister with a smiling face, yes, it's not fake, I'm able to smile now, the cost were a mere some words, how ridiculous..
"Then tell me about the whereabouts of that bird!" I asked my sister with this joyful face.
"Sure, I'll take you to the her location!" she replied to me as she clasped her hands, she seems interested..
But it's feels weird, she said back then that she don't remember anything about that bird, but now.. "But Cirno.." I said provokingly..
"W-What is it?" she seems confused somehow, that's right, I think she started to understand now..
"You said you don't remember anything when I asked you back there.." I made a fake smile, trying to make her admit her mistake..
"Really? I think I remembered this only now!" she gave me a fake answer as she was looking away, I knew she was lying..
But I think it doesn't matter now, things seems different now, my desire has increased even more than before, I have the will to do that.
"Alright, now take me to her location!" I demanded my older sister.
"Alright, let's go!" she agreed with that cute face of hers, she began to move in some way, I didn't nothing but to follow her.
These feelings, my desire to gain the ultimate power is imminent, once I reach to her place, I'll be prepared for her..
Cirno was flying far away from me, I took a look at my hands, I seem completely fine, I can feel my powers inside me but why it doesn't emit heat anymore, she was able to stay near me for a long time! did something has changed in my body! I really don't know..
As I was thinking in this unexplained case, I was following my sister, taking me to my destination..
To be continued.
Phew, that was hard, I don't know what's wrong with my fingers!
So how was this chapter? a lot of sisterly comfort, yes?
Actually I'm not a pro writer, I'm writing stories as a fan, so you might notice some weird things :)
Until the next chapter..