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Lost In My Secrets by undersized-dwarf

TV » Lost Rated: T, English, Romance & Adventure, Words: 50k+, Favs: 5, Follows: 3, Published: 5-11-12 Updated: 10-14-12
2 Chapter 17

I know it's been a while since I uploaded.. Sorry!
Now this chapter is a little longer that they used to I decided to make my chapters longer :)


"What did you do?" I asked while running back to Sawyer. Kate stepped back "Nothing." She ran away. "Kate!" I shouted. I pushed Sawyer back on his back. "Lie down, Sawyer"

Jack entered the hatch. "What happened?" he asked while helping me to get Sawyer back on his back. "I don't know." I sat down next to Sawyer. "Where is Kate?" Jack asked. "I don't know Jack."

"How can you not know!" I almost yelled at me. "Because I do not know" I yelled back, stood up and walked away. "Why do you act like a child, Tiffany." I turned around. "Well, maybe because I am a child. Jack, I'm seventeen. Officially I'm still a child."

When I walked in the jungle I saw Charlie came upon me. "You missed the funeral." he said. "Yeah, uh, I was with Sawyer." I replied. "You too?" he asked. I nodded. "Are you okay?" he asked me. "Why does everyone always asked me if I'm okay." I sighed. "Maybe, because you're a little quiet these days."

I stared into the distance. "Hello, Earth to Tiffany" Charlie waved with his hand in front of my face. "I saw Boone." I said while looking back at Charlie. "You saw Boone?" he asked. "The night before Shannon died. He kept saying; You have to protect her. Something bad is going to happen"

"It's not your fault she's dead" Charlie hugged me. I looked into his eyes. He was so sweet the last days and before I knew it he kissed me. I kissed back for a few seconds and then pushed him back. I looked at him and ran away. "Tiffany!" I heard behind me.

I arrived at the beach. I couldn't believe it, he knew I'm still not over Boone and still he kissed me. I had this confused look on my face and everybody could see it. "Are you okay?" Hurley asked. "No, I'm not" I said and ran back to my tent.

Jack entered the tent "So, you're here. Hurley said I should visit you; What happened?" I looked up. "He kissed me." Jack didn't understand me. "Charlie; he kissed me; he knew I'm not over Boone, yet." I said angry. "She kissed me" Jack said. I didn't understand him either. "Kate; she kissed me."

I laughed. "So we both got kissed today. You like her?" I asked. Jack smiled. "I told you, I'm not in High School." He refused to answer my question. "but yes, I like her. Do you like Charlie?" I shook my head. "I don't know, maybe. I mean he is so sweet to me after Boone died; But I know he likes Claire and he kissed me because I told him something."

We walked back to the hatch "you're over your I-don't-go-into-the-hatch thing?" Jack asked me. "Just until Sawyer is better" Jack smiled. "Sexy assistant, hmm?" I stopped walked. "Sorry?" I said. Jack laughed. "Kate told me about your conversation with her; that flip-your-hair-back thing you did. I like it"

"You never saw it" I said while flipping my hair back and gave him an arrogant look. "Okay, it's official.. You're my sexy assistant." We both laughed when we walked into the hatch.

"Well, you're look happy" Locke said while he was walking to the computer. Jack and I immediately were laughing again. "It's nothing" Jack said. I followed Locke to the computer. Michael was there and looked at it. "Why can't you just put the numbers in now?" he asked. "It doesn't work that way. The alarm goes off at 4 minutes. You can't type anything until then." Locke pressed some keys, but nothing happened.

"You mind if I check out some of this hardware?" Michael asked me when Locke walked away. "I guess it's okay. Just don't break it." I said, smiled and walked away.

"Boy when you say beginning, you mean beginning." I heard Locke saying to Eko. "You mind if I join you?" I asked. Eko shook his head and continued talking. It was a story of the king of Judah, named Josiah. In the middle of his story he asked us if we knew the story. I shook my head and Locke didn't know it too.

After his story he showed us a book. "I believe what's inside there will be of great value to you" Mr. Eko said. Locke opened the book. A square had been cut out, and inside was a piece of film. Locke took out and had a look at the strip. He saw frames with Marvin Candle.

"I'm going to watch Sawyer for a moment." When I arrived Jack was already gone. Sun was taking care of Sawyer. "Where is Jack" I asked her. "He's chopping wood outside." she answered. "Great" I ran away. And passed Kate. "Hi" she said, I turned around. "Hey!" I said, turned back an ran further.

Jack was talking with Hurley. I decided to wait for a moment. "Why would I be mad at Sawyer?" I heard him saying. "Maybe because he's the one that always comes down here and chops wood, and now you are? It's like, transference." Hurley said. Jack looked in my direction. "I know you I can see you there" Jack said.

"I didn't want to interrupt you." I said. "I didn't know you knew that word" Jack said. Hurley didn't know where we were talking about. "I'm not crazy, you know" I smiled while walking towards them. "So, you aren't mad at Sawyer?" Hurley asked again.

"What, are you a shrink now?" Jack answered. "Well, that's how they call it in the mental hospital." Hurley replied.

Hurley walked away and Jack looked at me with his I-know-you-have-a-question face. "I just came to say hello, Jack.; That Hatch is driving me crazy." Jack laughed. "Is it the Hatch, or is it Locke" he asked. I sat down. "Both.; Don't get me wrong, of course I don't really like John. I still blame him for the death of Boone, but beside that he's a nice guy."

Jack sat down next to me. "You're English is getting better". "I have an amazing teacher." I told him. "Who? Sawyer, Locke" I knew he knew I meant him. I pushed him off the log we were sitting on. "Really? You're just pushing me away?" I stood up. "Your shift starts in an hour." I helped him to stand up. "I'm not that old." He said smiling.

When we arrived at the Hatch door Kate came out with Sawyer. "Son of a bitch" was the first think he said. "Good to see you too, Sawyer" I said. Jack passed me "See you later, Tiffany" He knew I wanted to spend some time with Sawyer, but Kate wanted too.

Sawyer sat down. "Home sweet home" he said. I laughed "Yeah". Sawyer and I were talking, I saw Kate didn't like that I was there. "You need a haircut" Kate said in the middle of our conversation. I looked at her "I gotta go" I said, I didn't want to leave, but I guess Kate wanted me to.

"You don't have to go, Tiffany" Sawyer said, he didn't call me Tiffany much. It was dwarf, Smurf or undersized-dwarf, but never Tiffany. "No, I have to go" Sawyer nodded "See you later" I walked away. "Smurf" I heard Sawyer saying. I stopped for a moment and turned around "See you later, James" I smiled. "Son of a Bitch" I heard him saying when I walked away.

I couldn't believe Jack was actually talking to Ana-Lucia. She killed Shannon. I saw Charlie walking towards me and started running away, I didn't want to talk to him, he only wanted to talk about the kiss. I ended up at Boone's and Shannon's grave.

I stood there for a few minutes and then run further. I disappointed Boone, or his ghost. I didn't really know how it works when you're dead. I walked for an hour, for sure. Maybe it was time to go back.

"Did you get rid of him". "Yeah, I think." I answered the voice. I looked up. "Oh my god, Charlie. Did you follow me?" He looked at me. "We have to talked about it." I walked back to our camp "There's nothing to talk about, Charlie; You kissed me, I kissed back. It was a mistake"

"Is that why you're avoiding me the whole day." I stopped and turned around. "Maybe" I said. "Admit it, you like me" he said smiling. "Doesn't matter , I like you too." He tried to kiss me again. "What are you doing?" I slapped him. "I told you I'm not over Boone , yet" I walked further. "Okay, I'm sorry" I ignored Charlie. "I'm sorry, Tiffany. It's just, Boone's dead. You're not gonna change that. You should move on"

"Move on? I can only move on when I'm off this stupid island.; Every time I take care of Sawyer in the Hatch…"I wept my tears away. "Every time I take care of Sawyer, it reminds me of Boone. The day he died." I started crying. "I didn't know that; I'm sorry, Tiffany" Charlie gave me a hug and we walked back to camp.

When we arrived Eko was walking toward us "Where did you get this?" he held up a piece of the Mary statue of Charlie. "In the jungle. I found it in the jungle" It was the perfect moment to get rid of Charlie, so I walked away. "Take me there" was the last thing I heard Eko saying.

I Charlie found the statue at the place where Boone fell. I turned around and walked back. "I'm going with you; Don't asked why" Charlie was about to speak "I said; Don't asked why" He closed his mouth again. "Let me talk to Claire first, I don't want her to get the wrong idea"

Claire was picking up pieces of the broken Mary Statue. "I'm going to tell Jack I'm going with you." I told them. I looked around and saw Jack. "Jack! Wait!" I shouted and ran toward him. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Nothing, I'm going with Eko and Charlie to that plane."

"Why are you telling me this?" he asked, "I'm not your father" I laughed "I wasn't asking for permission, I just wanted to tell you; Just in case." Jack put his hand on my shoulder. "You know it's the plane…"

"Boone…" I replied "Yes, I know" I walked away. Back at Claire's tent Charlie and Claire were fighting, she kicked him out of her tent. She rolled her eyes "Someone is waiting for you" she looked at me.

We were walking in the jungle "Well done with Claire, mate. You got me in a lot of trouble there, so thanks for that. Hope you're happy. Oh, that's right, you don't do happy." Charlie said to Eko. "Alright, well, we're here. I found it right here, right by that tree."

Eko didn't believe him. "I'm not here for a tree" I said and walked further. "You're lying. You did not find the statue here. Take me to the plane" Eko said behind me. Charlie and Eko followed me.

"You know where it is, Tiffany?"

"No I don't, Charlie."

"How'd you know about the plane, man? It's old, you know. It's been out in the jungle for years. Of course you would know that; you know everything." Charlie said to Eko. They both passed me. Charlie touched my hand, I pulled it back immediately. Maybe he did it on purpose, maybe he didn't.

I was a little behind them, I couldn't hear them talking. Eko looked into the jungle. "What? What?" Charlie asked.

"Let's go" Eko replied.

"Yes, sir" Charlie said with a low voice.

We walked for 30 minutes and Charlie already wanted a break. I drank some water I brought with me. "It was my brother's fault; He started with the heroin; I tried to make him stop. You don't know me, man. I was a good person." Again he begin with his I'm-a-good-person speech. He told it me like five times.

Eko saw a skeleton. "Is that a priest?" Charlie asked. Eko reached to pull open the priest's shirt. "You know that guy?" I asked him. "This man saved my life" he said. Eko started praying over the body. Charlie and I stood a little bit away.

"He saved your life, huh? Sure that makes sense." Eko finished praying "You're a priest, right? He's one and you're one, too, right?

"You're lost right?" I said when we walked further. "It was dark, okay. I followed Sayid." Charlie said annoyed. "Climb that tree" Eko said. Charlie and I climbed the tree. "You need to get higher" Eko said, suddenly the ground exploded.


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