I do not own Zoey 101. I love the reviews they are so awesome, you guys are awesome. Sorry it has been awhile, finals got in the way. It might get confusing at the end of the chapter.
Chapter 6: Hallucinating
After school I went to my dorm to get more sleep. Who would have known sleeping on the floor was uncomfortable, and bad for the back? I chuckle, everyone knew that, but it doesn't stop them from doing it. I collapse on my bed with a sigh. Why did it have to be so difficult? Why did Quinn come back? Why did she leave? If she hadn't left then I wouldn't be with Dana, and we would be happy with each other. She didn't have a choice Logan, my mind screamed, she had to go.
I close my eyes to stop the talking, but it didn't help. They were loud and very obnoxious, and I was sick and tired of them. I had been thinking them the whole day. The same questions with the same answers, it was always the same. I imagined that two little Logan's would appear on my shoulders, the angel and the devil, and try to give me advice. Suddenly there were there, talking to me on my shoulders.
"Ahhhh!" I scream out loud, jumping around to get them off my shoulder, and batting them away. The Devil Logan looked like a rocker; he wore black pants with a black t-shirt, and piercings all over. This was the side that had a presence in my mind, but wasn't my full personality, this was my bad side. The Angel Logan was dressed in white capris with a white shirt, his hair flowing strait down my shoulders. He was my peaceful version that I used to be when I was younger, before I went to PCA.
"Little one, calm down." Angel Logan said while touching my shoulder. "We are here to console you."
"Or make fun of." The Devil Logan said. I laughed out loud. This was a laughing matter; I was crazy, absolutely crazy. I was seeing little people, who else would appear to me.
"I wish it wasn't me though on my shoulder." And thy changed, they changed into Dana and Quinn. Dana was in her little rocker get up (black and more black), and Quinn was in a white dress, flowing down to her ankles. Quinn looked radiant and like an angel, while Dana looked dark and mysterious, both hot in their own way. "Why did you turn into the girl's I am having trouble with?"
"Because Dana is the person was she completes your bad boy side-"Dana said.
"And Quinn makes you want to be a better person. See the connection?" she explained lightly.
"Dana is my bad side because she makes me act bad, and Quinn is my good side because she makes me want to do good?" I ask, and they both nod. "Well that's not at all confusing!" I shout at them, making them jump.
"We are here to help you." They said at the same time.
"And how do you plan to do that?"
"We will vouch for each other-"Dana said.
"Talking our self's up-"Quinn continued.
"Talking about our good quality-"
"And our bad qualities." Quinn finished.
"Ready?" I nod my head when they both ask this. They all start talking first, making my head hurt.
"Stop! One at a time." I scream at them making them stop in mid sentence.
"Who do you wish to go first?" they ask. It was like they were reading each others minds, wait they were, they were reading my mind.
"Quinn." And they both give me a weird happy look.
"Why do you wish Quinn to go first?" they ask, like it would lead to my answer.
"There has to be a reason you picked Quinn first, we were wondering what was the reason." What was the reason indeed? She was the first thought on my mind, always has been. Since she came back she refused to leave my thoughts, she was invading my mind. "There is your answer." And they left. I didn't have an answer! What were they thinking? "That you love Quinn." A voice in my head whispered. Did I love Quinn? I had no clue, but I did know I had to talk to her.
I run out of the door, out the dorm, and into Quinn's room. I look around the room, but she was not there, so I decided to sit down. Suddenly a very loud and disturbing noise filled the apartment. It was a snore! I jump up and open the baby's room, and there she was. I found Quinn on the rocking chair with the baby, she was sawing logs.
Before she left, when we were dating, I would watch her sleep and cuddle next to her. When she snored I thought it was the cutest flaw she had, and wanted to kiss her desperately. I wanted to do that now when the memories flooded back. I sighed and leaned against the frame of the door. She was cuddling with our child not me, but I did not wish to trade places. For they were too cute already, and I did not want to break the silence they have. They were beautiful, and my heart was breaking inside.
"Can you stop looking at me?" Quinn's voice echoed in the quiet room. I looked at her closely and noticed that her eyes were still closed. "I sensed you." She opened her eyes and looked at me. Her face turned into a frowny face, and she stood up and put Alexis up. "I thought you would come sooner." She gestured to the chair right next to the rocking chair.
"Quinn." I say while sitting down. "What did you mean when you said you waited for me?" she sighed and sat down next to me.
"I wanted to be here. I wish I never left, but I did. I was put through hell, Logan, my parents kicked me out, I had to find a job, and an apartment. I found an apartment but it was in a bad part of town, I was scared for my life. The only thing that gave me hope was the thought of you. You having a girlfriend entered my mind, but I still thought we had a chance. Now that thought has gone because of you." She said calmly. I never thought that would happen, I never thought what it was like for Quinn when she was gone. I only thought for myself and not my daughter, or my friend. I start crying, I was being selfish and I know it. I started shaking and the voices in my head started screaming. Angel Quinn and Devil Dana appeared on my shoulder.
"You selfish bastard!" Quinn screamed, slapping my head.
"Way to go Logan!" Dana chanted happily. I grab my head, trying to stop the voices in my head. Half was screaming, complaining I treated Quinn wrong, blaming me for her pain, the other side was chanting happily, happy I hurt her.
"Shut up!" I scream. Quinn looks surprised, and she frowns at me.
"You asked!" she yelled back. I just grip my head harder because it starts to pound. I can feel the blood trickling down from my nose. I swipe the blood but it comes down faster, and to add on that I started to feel woozy, and very sick.
"They won't shut up, Quinn! Tell them to shut up!" I went to her, trying to hug and cry, but I fall and hit the ground.
"Logan!" I heard Quinn yell, but everything went dark then.