Author: joyousbrokenthing

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83 RUSH » An assassin, a playboy, a kingpin, a pointman. They were on opposite sides of the war. No one expected to fall in love. An AU Big Time Rush mob story. Jagan/Kenlos

Big Time Rush, M, English, Crime & Romance, chapters: 4, words: 12k+, favs: 38, follows: 92, updated: 6/21/12 published: 2/2/12, Logan James

54 A Fairytale Ending » Logan finds himself trapped in a fairytale torn between a prince and a knight. - Logan/James, Logan/Kendall, & others

Big Time Rush, T, English, Romance & Adventure, chapters: 5, words: 11k+, favs: 23, follows: 42, updated: 1/31/12 published: 12/1/11, Logan

The Clanking of Crystals There was something pathetic about the way they stared as their two friends meet at the lips. Kendall would have drowned in discontent had he not drowned in cheap champagne instead. Kendall/Carlos, established James/Logan - New Years Fic

Big Time Rush, K, English, Romance, words: 902, favs: 13, 12/31/11, Kendall Carlos

88 I'll Do Anything For You » James asks Logan to be his pretend boyfriend. When has Logan been able to deny James anything? James/Logan, Logan/Kendall SLASH

Big Time Rush, M, English, Romance & Drama, chapters: 10, words: 15k+, favs: 54, follows: 74, updated: 12/16/11 published: 11/1/11, James Logan

Until We Bleed They loved. They fought. They bled. Walking away is not an option.

Big Time Rush, M, English, Romance & Hurt/Comfort, words: 1k+, favs: 16, follows: 2, 12/13/11, James Logan

Black Light Constellations » She loves them both. But she thinks maybe they just love each other. James/Camille/Logan, James/Logan

Big Time Rush, M, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 8, words: 11k+, favs: 27, follows: 27, updated: 12/6/11 published: 10/19/11, James Logan

Understanding In A Car Crash Sequel to "There Is A Light That Never Goes Out". The jealousy never lasts. He always remembers that Kendall was here first. Kendall has dug himself a hole so large in Logan's heart that James cannot fill. James/Logan, Kendall/Logan, AU future!fic

Big Time Rush, M, English, Romance & Angst, words: 2k+, favs: 10, 11/27/11, James Logan

There Is A Light That Never Goes Out Relationships should not end this way. Not with one person teetering on the edge of life or death. Kendall/Logan AU future!fic

Big Time Rush, M, English, Tragedy & Romance, words: 2k+, favs: 20, follows: 1, 11/26/11, Logan Kendall

Wedding Bells James turns up, the night before Logan's wedding, seeking one last memory of what could have been. AU future!fic

Big Time Rush, M, English, Romance & Angst, words: 2k+, favs: 20, follows: 2, 11/19/11, James Logan

15 Every Love That Could Have Been » Kendall and James can't figure out what they want. It is too bad Jett and Dak are involved. Indecisions wreck a lifetime of heartache on everyone. - Kendall/James/Jett/Dak, brief Carlos/Logan

Big Time Rush, M, English, Romance & Drama, chapters: 2, words: 4k+, favs: 17, follows: 29, updated: 11/14/11 published: 11/10/11, Kendall James

Smite Us For Our Iniquities Logan hates him just as vehemently as he loves him. James is a part of everything Logan remembers about happiness. James is the closest thing Logan can compare to hell. Logan/James AU

Big Time Rush, M, English, Angst & Romance, words: 3k+, favs: 27, follows: 4, 11/4/11, Logan James

12 Give Me Forever Because all love stories end. And forever is out of reach when you have to learn to live with HIV.

Gossip Girl, T, English, Romance & Tragedy, words: 651, favs: 2, follows: 7, 10/11/10, Chuck Blair

Happiness is Never Grand "Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid in comparison with the overcompensations for misery." Her whole life put into words.

Gossip Girl, K, English, Romance, words: 651, favs: 1, 10/6/10, Blair Chuck

A Trip to Brooklyn Blair Waldorf and Dan Humphrey hooking up leads to some expected consequences.

Gossip Girl, K, English, Drama, words: 172, favs: 1, 9/19/10, Blair

Your Heart On My Sleeve "You can't give me Tiffany's and then proceed to pull away from me and do it all over again, Chuck. It doesn't work that way." Blair doesn't understand Chuck's sudden mood swings. Season 3 One Shot.

Gossip Girl, K, English, Romance, words: 1k+, favs: 50, follows: 1, 6/29/09

22 Results of Self Destruction » The choices they have made will lead them all towards an unwinding path of self destruction. This is no fairytale. There are no happy endings. Don't say I never warned you. C/B/N/S/D

Gossip Girl, T, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 2, words: 2k+, favs: 5, follows: 20, updated: 5/26/08 published: 1/17/08

Several Times How many times is several?" Nate asked. "Urgh, we are NOT discussing this." Blair yelled. "Four." Chuck smirked. Episode 1.17 Filler moments.

Gossip Girl, T, English, Romance & Humor, words: 758, favs: 49, follows: 16, 5/13/08

Fractions Songfic "You keep coming back disassembled and I keep losing this fight." C/B

Gossip Girl, T, English, Romance & Angst, words: 1k+, favs: 12, 4/3/08

150 Love is a Losing Game » She could no longer remember when either of them decided to play, but now neither of them could stop until there would be one clear winner. She pushed, and he pulled, and they followed closely to these unspoken rules. One of which...she just broke. C&B

Gossip Girl, T, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 10, words: 14k+, favs: 26, follows: 80, updated: 3/30/08 published: 12/18/07

Happy New Year Blair Waldorf rings in the new year. But with who?

Gossip Girl, T, English, Romance, words: 668, favs: 16, follows: 2, 12/31/07