"The reason one writes isn't the fact he wants to say something. He writes because he has something to say." - F. Scott Fitzgerald

This is absolutely true. We all express ourselves; some through drama, others through music...Maybe you like to draw, maybe you like to sing, maybe you like to ski or dance or 'disc jockey' or party or just simply live.

I like to write. It started out with reading. I loved the way one person could undo me into the simplest (or most complex) emotions, one person could change my life, my outlook, make me think of one things for days. I wanted to do that. And I still do. Life is tough but at the end of the day I have my writing.

They can take away my pride, my dignity, my pen, my paper; but they can't take away my plots and characters...

Beta's I've Used

EbonyScales - Used her for Finding Paradise. I'd give her 2.5 to 3.5 stars out of 5. She corrected things and put why in bold, but it was mostly just for grammar, which I really don't need. So probably a 5 if you really need help on grammar because she was really excellent at that. But if you're looking for flow then not really.

XxDreamingOfRealityxX - Using her for Xtacy and the re-writing of Finding Paradise! Amazing beta. Corrections are done in bold and she writes why she corrected it and why. Simply fabulous for grammar and awesome at everything else too! Works fast and efficiently! About 6 stars out of 5!

Things That Annoy Me In Writing

Favorite Quotes

"Speak only when your words are more beautiful than silence," - Arabic Proverb.

"If you think you are too small to be effective, you have never been in bed with a mosquito," - Betty Reese.

"In retrospect, all revolutions seem inevitable. Beforehand, all revolutions seem impossible," - Michael McFaul.

"We don’t get a chance to do that many things, and every one should be really excellent. Because this is our life. Life is brief, and then you die, you know?" - Steve Jobs

4/18/13

4/3/12

Well, original writing got in the way of fanfiction, so I may not update. For a while. When I get that spark I promise I will. Well, a sort of promise. But still a promise.

Kisses.

3/28/13

Regretting something is the worst thing in the world. There is nothing you can do to make it go away. Nothing at all. Sometimes I just wish I could forget all those huge fuck-up's I made a few months ago. I was stupid.

Anyway, to my joy, more reviews for FP. So I'll post some responses!

NamikazeMia - Thank you so much for the praise.

Vampiress - Well, that's a sub-theme in this story; manipulation and how it will ruin. I do agree that Kaname is a manipulative person; that's how I wanted to portray him. So I guess I'm doing something right!

Elune - Yes, he is indecisive, but only when it comes to things that might end in ruin either way. At this point, I don't necessarily want the reader to know whether he loves Zero or not at this point.

Meagan28 - Not discontinued anymore.

MOVEDTOANOTHER - Isolation can even bring two enemies together some times. I do agree they are not perfect together, but they aren't meant to be.

ben4kevin - Thanks for reviewing again!

SexyBVirgo - God, I love your stories. So for you to like this is amazing!

tori - Thanks for the review.

3/26/13

I swear to god I am going to start writing again on here. It hasn't been that long but its been long enough for me and I'm going to start again. So yeah. I don't havexact excuses for not writing besides that I'm pitifully lazy. So yeah.

3/11/13

Okay. I promise you I'll have a chapter up this time in the next 3 weeks tops. For both Finding Paradise and for Xtacy. No excuses this time. I was lazy and I need to get my ass back on the computer.

3/6/13

Finally going to start writing. I promise I'll update soon...but life's being a bitch and yeah...I got a LiveJournal account - I'm refractionista...so...yeah. Gonna watch documentaries and write and eat ice cream while I sob about...umm...I don't know.

New favorite hobby - going on Omegle and pretending I'm one of my characters.

3/4/13

Finally getting started on Xtacy and FP again tomorrow. Trying to dabble in real fiction writing; balancing lohanthony (a YouTube vlogger - love him to bits) and fucking life and 8th grade 'relationships' is hard shit! Heh, no it's not. Yeah...

23/13

Thank you for all your reviews on Xtacy. I'm going to post responses to reviews on my profile from now on, I think that my reviewers deserve it.

SexyBVirgo - New York really is the best!

KanameZero4Eva - Sorry if I offended you...I hope you stay along for the ride, though.

kanamexzero fan - Working on it!

XxWhitexKingxX - Thank you! Working on it!

Vampiress - Hmm...Yes, I suppose it the profession itself is; but its Zero's position and his love for Ichiru that keeps him doing it. Thanks for the review, though!

2/20/13

Nearly over a month since I last posted anything on here. Will be posting my new story Xtacy in the next few days. Really excited to be imagining and writing, no matter how much work it takes. Glad it's the school hols - I can write a ton. Wondering how it will be when it's time to go back to school and write...

Super, super excited!