86When you're Falling in the Forest and There's Somebody Around » by shadowthorn12039 Connor didn't die, and he meets Evan when he falls from the tree and they become friends. Their entire lives unravel and they learn to love each other, and it's way more than they bargained for. The longer they're together, the more people find out. Changes need to be made, but Evan isn't comfortable with telling people, which just makes things worse. Cover art by me
T, English, Romance & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 9, words: 17k+, favs: 65, follows: 72, updated: 7/8 published: 3/16/2019, [Evan H., Connor M.] [Zoe M., Alana B.]
1 In the Bedroom Down the Hall by Justice237 What if, just maybe, Evan felt he didn't deserve to be found?
T, English, Angst & Tragedy, words: 2k+, 7/6, Evan H., Heidi H., Cynthia M.
Real, Here, Present by withdraw Evan does not go back to school. He does go back to therapy. Spans the missing time between So Big/So Small and the finale.
T, English, Drama, words: 3k+, 7/2, Evan H., Heidi H.
3Dear Connor Murphy » by Ayvinn What if Connor had to write some letters to himself ? Discover and explore the inside and tortured thoughts of a lonely teenager. OS possibility of becoming a multi-chapter fic. TW: Suicide thoughts.
T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, chapters: 4, words: 2k+, favs: 3, follows: 3, updated: 6/30 published: 2/27/2018
Tapping On The Glass » by iamhoussem17 Evan contemplates everything about himself and everyone around him.
K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 3, words: 1k+, favs: 1, follows: 1, updated: 6/26 published: 5/5, Evan H., Zoe M., Connor M., Jared K.
1 change by Ivystormrandomness I don't know what this is. Crossposted on Wattpad. About Zoe, I guess.
T, English, words: 544, favs: 2, follows: 1, 6/22, Zoe M.
1 Why Did N-Nobody Find Me? by checkr1bored Connor takes his anger out on Evan resulting in Evan finally telling someone about how he actually broke his arm. I'm sorry this is really angsty one-shot but I needed to get it off my chest. *cross posted on a03 and wattpad
T, English, words: 767, favs: 1, follows: 1, 6/20, Evan H., Connor M.
33Yet Another Cliche Story » by That0neBitchOverThere Two boys desperate for friendship stumble across each other on an anonymous site and strike up a conversation. Rated T for lots of coarse language (you should really expect this from Connor, really), it calms down a lot after the first chapter though, I promise.
T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Friendship, chapters: 49, words: 8k+, favs: 14, follows: 30, updated: 6/11 published: 7/24/2019, Evan H., Connor M.
Love Soldier, I Want Closure by Bandtrees Despite being the talent of the two, the model student with an A-B honor roll, the one with charisma and beauty, Zoe still lived in Connor's shadow — just not in the way one would expect. / Canon-divergent AU where Zoe dies instead. Major suicide themes.
T, English, Angst, words: 2k+, 6/10, Zoe M., Connor M.
2 If Lies Could Heal by donttellmyparentsplz "It's nice to meet you, Evan." The words spoken by the father of his best friend burned the back of his mind. He'd never met either of Connor's parents in person before, but he'd heard so much about the from their son and learned so much about them from pictures and trinkets littered around their home. "It's not your fault. It was never your fault." Suicide/What if/Not a fix-it
K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Tragedy, words: 993, favs: 6, follows: 3, 4/30, Evan H., Connor M., Cynthia M., Larry M.
Untitled One-Sided Kleinsen GFY Oneshot by outlawslikeus He allows himself just the fraction of a second to be hurt by the betrayal, and then all the defensiveness he had felt coiling inside of him earlier has snapped and sparked and turned into something else. Something ugly and sharp and looking to wound.
T, English, Angst, words: 1k+, favs: 1, 4/25, [Evan H., Jared K.]
have you listened to me lately? lately, i've been fuckin' crazy by outlawslikeus Jared has no one to talk to but himself. After all, he can't go around telling anyone what he's done, or worse, what he's feeling.
T, English, Angst, words: 1k+, 4/25
fly, little bird by tomhollandprotectionsquad time to fly, little bird
K+, English, Supernatural & Friendship, words: 698, 4/15
9An Acorn and A Weed » by BlackPolaris Evan and Connor both need help. With both anxiety and depression weighing them down, as well as less than helpful friends and family, their therapist decides they need to meet and help each other. Gradually, the two become friends and attempt to tackle life together. Slowburn Treebros, platonic to romantic. Working title. Updates random. Rated for bad language and mental disorders.
T, English, Romance & Friendship, chapters: 3, words: 4k+, favs: 13, follows: 22, updated: 4/14 published: 12/3/2019
1Bandtrees AU Oneshots » by impossibledaisy A set of one-shots of Evan X Zoe, where each one is a different AU. (Was originally a 30 day challenge but is now just going to be whenever I feel like writing them) Rated T for Language.
T, English, Romance, chapters: 2, words: 2k+, follows: 1, updated: 4/3 published: 4/2, [Evan H., Zoe M.]
1 What’s the deal, Kleinmen? (Kleinsen) by Elixabeth James Zoe and Jared make a deal, confess to their crushes. Jared doesn't think she'd do it, therefore, he doesn't either. Angry Zoe. Confused Evan. Oneshot.
T, English, Romance, words: 1k+, favs: 3, follows: 1, 3/31, [Jared K., Evan H.]
1 I'm Making This Right by iamhoussem17 Evan had enough. (TW: mentions of suicide).
K+, English, Tragedy & Angst, words: 229, favs: 3, follows: 1, 3/24, Evan H.
73catch me i'm falling » by thewickedverkaiking "Are people born wicked? Or do they have wickedness thrust upon them?" Connor wasn't always angry. There used to be a time when he was just a little kid who loved playing dress up with Zoe, watching Star Wars with Larry, and baking with Cynthia. He was just a hurting boy who got lost along the way...
K, English, Family, chapters: 36, words: 59k+, favs: 32, follows: 34, updated: 3/17 published: 9/26/2017, [Larry M., Cynthia M.] Zoe M., Connor M.
Nightmares by Doggonedinky Connor thinks about nightmares, dreams, and life
K+, English, Romance & Friendship, words: 250, favs: 2, follows: 1, 2/29, Evan H., Connor M.
Hay Maze (Of Death) by Doggonedinky Who would win? Jared Kleinman or hay maze?
K+, English, Humor & Friendship, words: 704, favs: 1, 2/29, Evan H., Zoe M., Connor M., Jared K.
3 For Forever » by Shadowhunter Penrose Dear Evan Hansen, This hasn't been a great day. There hasn't been one for a while. Why would there be? I don't deserve a great day. I don't even deserve an average day. I don't deserve any days at all. Maybe I should just let go... (Set after the end of the canon story, song reprises included. Evan x Connor)
K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Friendship, chapters: 4, words: 3k+, favs: 3, follows: 2, updated: 2/27 published: 2/17, Evan H., Connor M.
23You Will Be Found » by AlienBabyLucy What if Connor was found before it was too late? What if Evan hadn't lied about his arm? Well, they'd end up in Wellrock, a behavior (or mental as most patients called it) hospital. TW: SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, ANGER, SELF HARM, AND PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING ELSE
T, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 15, words: 10k+, favs: 27, follows: 27, updated: 2/10 published: 7/9/2018, Evan H., Connor M.
6Dear Connor Murphy » by LonelyLostBoy12 Connor Murphy and Evan Hansen were as close as friends as friends could be. But no one is supposed to know, so when the Murphy's confront Evan with the truth, he blocks off. He just lost his best friend, he doesn't want the attention.
T, English, Friendship & Angst, chapters: 2, words: 4k+, favs: 16, follows: 20, updated: 1/31 published: 9/30/2019
8 I Am A Tree by PeggyLaurens1 Dear Evan Hansen, from the tree's point of view. Work with me. It's like 3 am.
K, English, Friendship, words: 322, favs: 3, 1/20, Evan H., OC
3Making a Sound » by Magnolia519 Dear Evan Hansen mute AU. Mostly tree bros and possibly some star grils. I cant make a creative summary lol. Trigger warnings inside.
T, English, Romance & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 2, words: 2k+, favs: 13, follows: 15, updated: 1/8 published: 7/29/2019