for Priorities12/30/2019 c1 jrchandlerfan
Yeah I’m not speaking for the entire fan base as a whole, but I’ve seen quite a few JaSam fans say in episode comments and comments on YouTube that they think Kelly should be fired and be recasted for not doing her job because of lack of chemistry between the actors now. So I can imagine what they say to her.
Yeah I’m not speaking for the entire fan base as a whole, but I’ve seen quite a few JaSam fans say in episode comments and comments on YouTube that they think Kelly should be fired and be recasted for not doing her job because of lack of chemistry between the actors now. So I can imagine what they say to her.
12/30/2019 c1 Chrissyfan
I'm not sure that Foxy will see this since, the new story has opened and she might not look at the reviews in this story, but I kind of suspected if Kemo stopped doing a lot social media it is because she can't catch a break. It is bad enough when someone from another fanbase gets nasty but you shouldn't catch flack from people who are supposed to be your own fan just because you don't say what they think is appropriate or is supportive enough for one pairing or another. Cut the girl some slack.
I think I have less empathy for Mo. I mean I don't know him so can't say I like/dislike or whatever. But, he tends to be opinionated on a lot of thing and I think that is okay but you run the risk of irritating people too.
Some fans take it too far and it is a shame.
ATWT- James Stenbeck, one of the most delicious bad guys ever.
Y and R- I loved Victor forever but in recent years I haven't been as enthused.
Gl- Roger Thorpe and Alan Spaulding although Alan kind of became over the top at the end. Foxy you brought back great memories of soaps gone by.
Douglas Marland was a true mastermind in writing along with Pam Long. I miss those shows.
I'm not sure that Foxy will see this since, the new story has opened and she might not look at the reviews in this story, but I kind of suspected if Kemo stopped doing a lot social media it is because she can't catch a break. It is bad enough when someone from another fanbase gets nasty but you shouldn't catch flack from people who are supposed to be your own fan just because you don't say what they think is appropriate or is supportive enough for one pairing or another. Cut the girl some slack.
I think I have less empathy for Mo. I mean I don't know him so can't say I like/dislike or whatever. But, he tends to be opinionated on a lot of thing and I think that is okay but you run the risk of irritating people too.
Some fans take it too far and it is a shame.
ATWT- James Stenbeck, one of the most delicious bad guys ever.
Y and R- I loved Victor forever but in recent years I haven't been as enthused.
Gl- Roger Thorpe and Alan Spaulding although Alan kind of became over the top at the end. Foxy you brought back great memories of soaps gone by.
Douglas Marland was a true mastermind in writing along with Pam Long. I miss those shows.
12/30/2019 c1 jrchandlerfan
Awe Foxy that sucks that they're not sending you updates. I'm not sure if you noticed but I started book 2. You can either find it on my profile or it's posted in the GH section. Thank you for your comments!
Awe Foxy that sucks that they're not sending you updates. I'm not sure if you noticed but I started book 2. You can either find it on my profile or it's posted in the GH section. Thank you for your comments!
12/30/2019 c63 Foxyleo
This site really not sending me any updates for any stories anymore. This was a good chapter n that cliff hanger wow. I’m wondering if they gave her Helena’s mind. That would be crazy. I won’t lie I love a story where Drew n Sam were really together instead of Jason. Where Danny is really Drew’s. Oh I can’t wait for the sequel.
I also loved soaps cause of family my childhood was Y&R n GL memories but my granny watched all cbs soaps. Victor n Reva were my favs growing up. My teens was more ATWT n GL love by Carly n Reva love was so real lol. I was a shipper even back then but a ship didn’t make the soap for me it’s was certain characters that I watched for. I loved a villain that was all bout family n a badgirl that wants love or a good guy that loved him a badgirl. Now I was never an Alexis fan until this story but I didn’t hate her just didn’t care whether she but I have always loved the Davis girl thing. I agree the low self esteem n self worth makes Sam choose Jason cause abusive n neglectful love is how she was raised. Part of me wonders if I loved the character I didn’t notice how often Jason has to save her on the regular. It came to my attention during that “forgive me” 2yr tour n once SB came back it got worst for me. I always thought they had chemistry but in the beginning it was a playful cute kind n then 09 they looked hot when he got buff lol but now I don’t even see any. They can pull off a playful moment but it doesn’t even last the whole scene for me. They both look like they forced to enjoy each other lol. KeMo has definitely been quiet on social media but that’s cause after SB return everything she put on there folks start BS about why she always talking bout BM or why she don’t promote Jasam or take up for SB when Killy’s bash him. But they never do that to SB. It’s weird how people bash her for her personal post n life. Folks talk these soaps way to serious heck twitter loses they mind anytime she post so she rarely does anymore. She posted often when SB was gone n those same people were not so hateful. Since his return anytime KeMo or Mo both been getting full on hate online it’s crazy disrespectful. I had to stop going on there as much cause it’s annoying that folks bash the actors instead of the character.
This site really not sending me any updates for any stories anymore. This was a good chapter n that cliff hanger wow. I’m wondering if they gave her Helena’s mind. That would be crazy. I won’t lie I love a story where Drew n Sam were really together instead of Jason. Where Danny is really Drew’s. Oh I can’t wait for the sequel.
I also loved soaps cause of family my childhood was Y&R n GL memories but my granny watched all cbs soaps. Victor n Reva were my favs growing up. My teens was more ATWT n GL love by Carly n Reva love was so real lol. I was a shipper even back then but a ship didn’t make the soap for me it’s was certain characters that I watched for. I loved a villain that was all bout family n a badgirl that wants love or a good guy that loved him a badgirl. Now I was never an Alexis fan until this story but I didn’t hate her just didn’t care whether she but I have always loved the Davis girl thing. I agree the low self esteem n self worth makes Sam choose Jason cause abusive n neglectful love is how she was raised. Part of me wonders if I loved the character I didn’t notice how often Jason has to save her on the regular. It came to my attention during that “forgive me” 2yr tour n once SB came back it got worst for me. I always thought they had chemistry but in the beginning it was a playful cute kind n then 09 they looked hot when he got buff lol but now I don’t even see any. They can pull off a playful moment but it doesn’t even last the whole scene for me. They both look like they forced to enjoy each other lol. KeMo has definitely been quiet on social media but that’s cause after SB return everything she put on there folks start BS about why she always talking bout BM or why she don’t promote Jasam or take up for SB when Killy’s bash him. But they never do that to SB. It’s weird how people bash her for her personal post n life. Folks talk these soaps way to serious heck twitter loses they mind anytime she post so she rarely does anymore. She posted often when SB was gone n those same people were not so hateful. Since his return anytime KeMo or Mo both been getting full on hate online it’s crazy disrespectful. I had to stop going on there as much cause it’s annoying that folks bash the actors instead of the character.
12/29/2019 c1 chrissyfan
I like what you are proposing and *happy dance* I still get to spread sunshine and Carly disdain...Yay!
I like what you are proposing and *happy dance* I still get to spread sunshine and Carly disdain...Yay!
12/29/2019 c63 
20jrchandlerfan1
Thanks Chrissyfan. Lol, yeah on Nancyfan they really want Julian to save the day too. One of them said why hasn't Julian saved his wife and daughter lol. Ugh the timeline... I swear the research took longer than the actual writing. Hopefully I can write faster now lol. Poor Sam and Drew. They kind of had similar roles and were used in similar ways, yet different though.
Sonny and Carly, hmmm... well, Carly did willingly offer her son up for the cause without any procedures done on her, then later Morgan and Joss with minimal mind control done on her. Besides, I like how I'm writing her in this lol. I'm not 100% sure but we'll see. I'm still thinking about Avery and Donna in a potential third. I'll probably make them both bad girls. I like the idea of Carson's daughter the primary bad girl but I plan to make Scout 16 and unless I change the age range then Donna would be 12-13 and a little too young. Maybe she can just be a brat. Avery who would be 17 can be Scout and Violet's rival, I'll just have to make sure that Carly is a big influence on her growing up lol. That's the thing with Soras-ing... it wouldn't bother me quite as much if they aged all the kids together and kept the range between them accurate. Keep continuity. I'm going to try to do that in this... keep continuity with their age ranges throughout the story.
20jrchandlerfan1Thanks Chrissyfan. Lol, yeah on Nancyfan they really want Julian to save the day too. One of them said why hasn't Julian saved his wife and daughter lol. Ugh the timeline... I swear the research took longer than the actual writing. Hopefully I can write faster now lol. Poor Sam and Drew. They kind of had similar roles and were used in similar ways, yet different though.
Sonny and Carly, hmmm... well, Carly did willingly offer her son up for the cause without any procedures done on her, then later Morgan and Joss with minimal mind control done on her. Besides, I like how I'm writing her in this lol. I'm not 100% sure but we'll see. I'm still thinking about Avery and Donna in a potential third. I'll probably make them both bad girls. I like the idea of Carson's daughter the primary bad girl but I plan to make Scout 16 and unless I change the age range then Donna would be 12-13 and a little too young. Maybe she can just be a brat. Avery who would be 17 can be Scout and Violet's rival, I'll just have to make sure that Carly is a big influence on her growing up lol. That's the thing with Soras-ing... it wouldn't bother me quite as much if they aged all the kids together and kept the range between them accurate. Keep continuity. I'm going to try to do that in this... keep continuity with their age ranges throughout the story.
12/28/2019 c63 chrissyfan
Ohhhh, this was fabulous! Ohh, you definitely need to work on that sequel. I need to know what happens to Alexis. Kind of hoping Julian, Michael, Chase get there before anything bad happens. I loved your time line and explanations. They fit perfectly. So everyone has been a huge playground for Helena. You have your work cut out for you. Drew has been Sam's Jason far longer then they think and it explains why they felt safe with each other and were happy. Now, will Drew want to regain his old memories and hope his newer memories merge or will he want to keep what he has and go forward and make new ones, perhaps with Sam. Can Jase and Liz go back to what they had? What will happen to Alexis, will she forget everyone or can she fight what is going to happen. So many questions and so much writing.
Does this mean, I need to pull out some form of empathy for Sonny and Carly? It appears to a degree they have been messed about with as well. Indulge the grudge holding five year old in me and please say I don't, perhaps Dr. Cabot will find out he is full of hot air and what they did just enhanced what was already there with those two.
Alright, thrilling cliff hanger and can't wait for the next book.
Ohhhh, this was fabulous! Ohh, you definitely need to work on that sequel. I need to know what happens to Alexis. Kind of hoping Julian, Michael, Chase get there before anything bad happens. I loved your time line and explanations. They fit perfectly. So everyone has been a huge playground for Helena. You have your work cut out for you. Drew has been Sam's Jason far longer then they think and it explains why they felt safe with each other and were happy. Now, will Drew want to regain his old memories and hope his newer memories merge or will he want to keep what he has and go forward and make new ones, perhaps with Sam. Can Jase and Liz go back to what they had? What will happen to Alexis, will she forget everyone or can she fight what is going to happen. So many questions and so much writing.
Does this mean, I need to pull out some form of empathy for Sonny and Carly? It appears to a degree they have been messed about with as well. Indulge the grudge holding five year old in me and please say I don't, perhaps Dr. Cabot will find out he is full of hot air and what they did just enhanced what was already there with those two.
Alright, thrilling cliff hanger and can't wait for the next book.
12/28/2019 c1 jrchandlerfan
Geez, that's sickening... They're just doing their job and the show is fiction... disgusting, they must have been so scared.
The new chapter is up but it doesn't seem to be showing yet. I'm catching up on the show. They re-did the Q mansion and I don't like it... it doesn't even look like a mansion anymore. It's nice to see Tracy though.
Geez, that's sickening... They're just doing their job and the show is fiction... disgusting, they must have been so scared.
The new chapter is up but it doesn't seem to be showing yet. I'm catching up on the show. They re-did the Q mansion and I don't like it... it doesn't even look like a mansion anymore. It's nice to see Tracy though.
12/28/2019 c1 chrissyfan
Yes, Becky and her children have received several death threats. I don't know if Kelly has but I understand she has been on the receiving end of some otherwise pretty vicious verbal tirades. I don't do social media so don't follow either of them. She may have lessened her time on social media. I can't say I'd blame her. Life is too short to have someone who doesn't know you give you grief over simply daring to want to be employed.
Yes, Becky and her children have received several death threats. I don't know if Kelly has but I understand she has been on the receiving end of some otherwise pretty vicious verbal tirades. I don't do social media so don't follow either of them. She may have lessened her time on social media. I can't say I'd blame her. Life is too short to have someone who doesn't know you give you grief over simply daring to want to be employed.
12/28/2019 c1 jrchandlerfan
Yeah and didn't Becky Herbst get like death threats sent to her or something? I've heard that Kelly hasn't been on social media much since Steve returned. I don't know if that's true or not I stopped following the actors on social media a few years ago.
Hang tight, I'm just about finished the chapter. So glad I'm through the explanation. All that research was driving me mad lol.
Yeah and didn't Becky Herbst get like death threats sent to her or something? I've heard that Kelly hasn't been on social media much since Steve returned. I don't know if that's true or not I stopped following the actors on social media a few years ago.
Hang tight, I'm just about finished the chapter. So glad I'm through the explanation. All that research was driving me mad lol.
12/28/2019 c1 Chrissyfan
Thank you both for answering my questions and giving yet another fresh perspective on Sam to mull over. I do think that the powers be should be eternally smited for stringing to very passionate fanbases against each other. I have to say If I were Becky or Kelly, there is no way I would do social media. I'd be afraid of the fringe element from both fanbases who can't separate the fact that they are real people with real feelings they go after.
Thank you both for answering my questions and giving yet another fresh perspective on Sam to mull over. I do think that the powers be should be eternally smited for stringing to very passionate fanbases against each other. I have to say If I were Becky or Kelly, there is no way I would do social media. I'd be afraid of the fringe element from both fanbases who can't separate the fact that they are real people with real feelings they go after.
12/28/2019 c1 jrchandlerfan
Foxy, what you said about those who started watching around the Jasam era didn't know he had those things with Robin and Elizabeth... THIS is what makes me feel bad for both the longer viewers and those that started around when we did and also what kind of triggered the fan wars imo. The writers kind of deceived Jasam/Sam fans into thinking what was written for them was unique and original for Jason, but then longer viewers are feeling ripped off. They should have at least written new material for Jasam.
Foxy, what you said about those who started watching around the Jasam era didn't know he had those things with Robin and Elizabeth... THIS is what makes me feel bad for both the longer viewers and those that started around when we did and also what kind of triggered the fan wars imo. The writers kind of deceived Jasam/Sam fans into thinking what was written for them was unique and original for Jason, but then longer viewers are feeling ripped off. They should have at least written new material for Jasam.
12/28/2019 c1 jrchandlerfan
For me, as you both probably know now, I'm all about the family scenes. Don't get me wrong, I like a couple I can root for and friendships, I like drama and action, but I prefer it when it centres around families and builds on their relationships, bringing them closer together, prevailing against others, etc. Even back when I started watching, I was 13 (was even younger with AMC, yeesh). At the time, it seemed as though Carson and their kids were being showcased the most (or at least what I remember) and Michael was the kid onscreen the most. So, at the time (please remember I was 13 or 14 and have a bigger understanding now lol) I liked Carson and Jason/Courtney. Then I liked Jason and Sam together. I wouldn't have called myself a Jasam fan, but I liked them at the time. They had a little chemistry, I never thought it was off the charts though, and the little chemistry they had is long gone imo. It wasn't until 2006 a lightbulb went off lol. The Samlexis mother/daughter story drew me in and I really started seeing things from Alexis' POV, especially during the scenes in the hospital. To this day I hold a grudge against Jason and Ric, moreso Jason, which sounds odd considering Sic, but because I feel they made their reunion about him and made Alexis this overbearing parent when she had legitimate reasons to want to protect the child she couldn't protect when she was 16. Jax said it best, it's not like she didn't like Jason because he went to the wrong schools, he was a hitman and being with him put Sam in danger. Now, I don't think Alexis should have gone behind Sam's back with everything, but I understand why she did it. I believe the only reason they had her do that though, was to further make the mob look like the good guys. And anyone who disagrees with the mob is stupid, evil, or insane. So, onto Sam, I believe she's always had a low self-esteem and was probably abused by Cody growing up, and that's what drives her towards Jason. Kind of like in my story, I think she gets some sort of unhealthy high over being saved by him and that's rooted in her low self-esteem. Like Alexis said in 2006, she lives through him and for him. Both break-ups in 2006 and 2007, she was still living for him. At the time I liked Lusam but looking back, it was all revenge against Jason and Elizabeth. I 100% agree with Chrissyfan, she does mold herself to what Jason needs at the time, which again I believe is due to her low self-esteem, but there are layers to her character imo. She lives for the high of being rescued by him, BUT I do believe she wants more. She wants what Jason can't give her and that's the family she's always wanted and to be put first. That is what Drew gave her. When Jason was gone, she really grew. Yes, she had moments of missing him, etc, but she always put Danny first, her relationship with Alexis was at its best, and even though I didn't like Silas, she didn't live through him. And I think it's because she leaned on her family but became independent at the same time. I just wish they did that back in 2006 rather than go through all that mess. She really became her own person when he was gone, only thing I didn't like was she was quite hypocritical at times, but if that's what she needed to work on, it's way better than how she is now.
Back to Alexis, I hate how they always have her saying how wrong she was about Jason. I was trying to keep positive about the scenes yesterday, but after telling Sam and the kids she loves them she told Jason she loves him too and she won't mind the next time he gets a call to take him away since it was to get Sam -_- Most times he gets called away is Sonny or Carly taking him away from Sam and the kids to do their bidding. I'm not saying I want the Alexis who went behind Sam's back to break them up or to be too overbearing, but she's really gone too far the other way. I wish she would at least say to Sam, look it here... are you really happy with how things are? I guess I don't like this version of Alexis either lol. She's gotten too passive and too timid to speak her mind, but she has been pressed down through the years so I guess it's understandable.
Wow, that was long. Chrissyfan, I loved reading your comments about Courtney LOL. I honestly didn't give her part in this too much thought, but I love it haha. You'll like Lucky and Ric's part then too.
ghfan51184 I almost missed your review-thank you! I hope you enjoy the rest!
For me, as you both probably know now, I'm all about the family scenes. Don't get me wrong, I like a couple I can root for and friendships, I like drama and action, but I prefer it when it centres around families and builds on their relationships, bringing them closer together, prevailing against others, etc. Even back when I started watching, I was 13 (was even younger with AMC, yeesh). At the time, it seemed as though Carson and their kids were being showcased the most (or at least what I remember) and Michael was the kid onscreen the most. So, at the time (please remember I was 13 or 14 and have a bigger understanding now lol) I liked Carson and Jason/Courtney. Then I liked Jason and Sam together. I wouldn't have called myself a Jasam fan, but I liked them at the time. They had a little chemistry, I never thought it was off the charts though, and the little chemistry they had is long gone imo. It wasn't until 2006 a lightbulb went off lol. The Samlexis mother/daughter story drew me in and I really started seeing things from Alexis' POV, especially during the scenes in the hospital. To this day I hold a grudge against Jason and Ric, moreso Jason, which sounds odd considering Sic, but because I feel they made their reunion about him and made Alexis this overbearing parent when she had legitimate reasons to want to protect the child she couldn't protect when she was 16. Jax said it best, it's not like she didn't like Jason because he went to the wrong schools, he was a hitman and being with him put Sam in danger. Now, I don't think Alexis should have gone behind Sam's back with everything, but I understand why she did it. I believe the only reason they had her do that though, was to further make the mob look like the good guys. And anyone who disagrees with the mob is stupid, evil, or insane. So, onto Sam, I believe she's always had a low self-esteem and was probably abused by Cody growing up, and that's what drives her towards Jason. Kind of like in my story, I think she gets some sort of unhealthy high over being saved by him and that's rooted in her low self-esteem. Like Alexis said in 2006, she lives through him and for him. Both break-ups in 2006 and 2007, she was still living for him. At the time I liked Lusam but looking back, it was all revenge against Jason and Elizabeth. I 100% agree with Chrissyfan, she does mold herself to what Jason needs at the time, which again I believe is due to her low self-esteem, but there are layers to her character imo. She lives for the high of being rescued by him, BUT I do believe she wants more. She wants what Jason can't give her and that's the family she's always wanted and to be put first. That is what Drew gave her. When Jason was gone, she really grew. Yes, she had moments of missing him, etc, but she always put Danny first, her relationship with Alexis was at its best, and even though I didn't like Silas, she didn't live through him. And I think it's because she leaned on her family but became independent at the same time. I just wish they did that back in 2006 rather than go through all that mess. She really became her own person when he was gone, only thing I didn't like was she was quite hypocritical at times, but if that's what she needed to work on, it's way better than how she is now.
Back to Alexis, I hate how they always have her saying how wrong she was about Jason. I was trying to keep positive about the scenes yesterday, but after telling Sam and the kids she loves them she told Jason she loves him too and she won't mind the next time he gets a call to take him away since it was to get Sam -_- Most times he gets called away is Sonny or Carly taking him away from Sam and the kids to do their bidding. I'm not saying I want the Alexis who went behind Sam's back to break them up or to be too overbearing, but she's really gone too far the other way. I wish she would at least say to Sam, look it here... are you really happy with how things are? I guess I don't like this version of Alexis either lol. She's gotten too passive and too timid to speak her mind, but she has been pressed down through the years so I guess it's understandable.
Wow, that was long. Chrissyfan, I loved reading your comments about Courtney LOL. I honestly didn't give her part in this too much thought, but I love it haha. You'll like Lucky and Ric's part then too.
ghfan51184 I almost missed your review-thank you! I hope you enjoy the rest!
12/28/2019 c1 Foxyleo
ChrissyFan i can tell you how I saw things. I came to the show cause I liked Sam n Carly. I’m a soap fan that loves a badgirl that really just wants to be loved n they both had that then. I wasn’t a fan of Jason probably liked Sonny more than him just cause he was a mob boss lol. I digress as for JaSam The strong dislike they had was what lead me to thinking oh they going to be soapy it’s too much dislike for them not to end up a couple. Now at that time I didn’t care for Jason n thought it was weird he didn’t talk lol. But as Sam’s pregnancy progressed I thought oh he doesn’t talk cause he knows Sonny/Carly hear what they want n don’t listen well. So the talking n playful moments between him n Sam was sweet n special. It seem she brung out the inner boy that others didn’t get to see. Now for people that came in after Robin/Liz we didn’t know he had those things with them so it made it extra special. Now after they lose the baby they were on the same page both wanted love n family of their own. But tragedy kept coming n Sam stood strong threw them n by his side. It felt like once she got strong he realized she could really take his life he lost the protector feeling n he started to change the deal. Them getting married stop being talked about n them having a baby became he didn’t think kids should be in the life. But he felt Sonny should have his kids even though he was the boss. Then Sonny n Emily happen n for the first time Sam didn’t agree with him n he handled that like a spoiled child. It was him screaming n throwing things really abusive Sonny behavior. Most ignored this cause none of us wanted Sonny/Emily but that should have been our first sign. He took her having a different opinion as her not being down for him. She felt she was going to lose him n that is when she slowly started making her whole life about him n his wants/needs. He started slowly changing the deal he was no longer interested in starting that family. Then she was shot n we saw him fully step into any relationship with him would be his way or no way. His thing was suppose to be he believed everyone should be able to make they own decisions but at that moment you realize he only believed that when it doesn’t go against what he thinks or believes. At that point is when the SamFF in fans finally woke up n started to feeling like Jasam wasn’t about Sam at all but Jason. I believe those 2/3yrs of them being angry n apart showed us who he was but we also realized that the show wouldn’t give her a happy unless it was him so we sucked it n enjoyed the reunion. It’s wasn’t until she got pregnant with Danny they I think we really started to feel like he not for her. Cause let’s be honest he hated AJ but he was willing to help Carly, he didn’t care for Lucky but he was willing to help Liz, he didn’t like Sam but for Sonny he would raise her baby. But his suppose soulmate is raped by his enemy n Now raising a kid that’s not his is an issue n that says more than anything were that couple stood. So when you ask if Sam wanted to change the deal I say no cause she just wanted him n a family. He did to Sam what he felt all the other women did to him got scared/ let others make him bend n wanted to change the agreement and She was suppose to pine behind him until he changed his mind n when he did n she finally gave up he decided to get even n hurt her n then make everything her fault the blackout. I got a little carried away so I don’t know if I answered everything sorry. You know I get upset every time I think of how he done played her n this show got the gall to make her bend n ruined her whole life for him when he hasn’t treated her equally since 05. Sam n Carly are so much more n better away from Sonny/Jason but the show uses them to make the men look better. Atleast in the past it wasn’t so blatant you felt the men actually loved the women now Sonny fully let’s Jason be Carly’s husband/kids father while he does whatever n Sam is just there for to be saved so he looks strong or smarter than her. It’s disrespectful to women.
ChrissyFan i can tell you how I saw things. I came to the show cause I liked Sam n Carly. I’m a soap fan that loves a badgirl that really just wants to be loved n they both had that then. I wasn’t a fan of Jason probably liked Sonny more than him just cause he was a mob boss lol. I digress as for JaSam The strong dislike they had was what lead me to thinking oh they going to be soapy it’s too much dislike for them not to end up a couple. Now at that time I didn’t care for Jason n thought it was weird he didn’t talk lol. But as Sam’s pregnancy progressed I thought oh he doesn’t talk cause he knows Sonny/Carly hear what they want n don’t listen well. So the talking n playful moments between him n Sam was sweet n special. It seem she brung out the inner boy that others didn’t get to see. Now for people that came in after Robin/Liz we didn’t know he had those things with them so it made it extra special. Now after they lose the baby they were on the same page both wanted love n family of their own. But tragedy kept coming n Sam stood strong threw them n by his side. It felt like once she got strong he realized she could really take his life he lost the protector feeling n he started to change the deal. Them getting married stop being talked about n them having a baby became he didn’t think kids should be in the life. But he felt Sonny should have his kids even though he was the boss. Then Sonny n Emily happen n for the first time Sam didn’t agree with him n he handled that like a spoiled child. It was him screaming n throwing things really abusive Sonny behavior. Most ignored this cause none of us wanted Sonny/Emily but that should have been our first sign. He took her having a different opinion as her not being down for him. She felt she was going to lose him n that is when she slowly started making her whole life about him n his wants/needs. He started slowly changing the deal he was no longer interested in starting that family. Then she was shot n we saw him fully step into any relationship with him would be his way or no way. His thing was suppose to be he believed everyone should be able to make they own decisions but at that moment you realize he only believed that when it doesn’t go against what he thinks or believes. At that point is when the SamFF in fans finally woke up n started to feeling like Jasam wasn’t about Sam at all but Jason. I believe those 2/3yrs of them being angry n apart showed us who he was but we also realized that the show wouldn’t give her a happy unless it was him so we sucked it n enjoyed the reunion. It’s wasn’t until she got pregnant with Danny they I think we really started to feel like he not for her. Cause let’s be honest he hated AJ but he was willing to help Carly, he didn’t care for Lucky but he was willing to help Liz, he didn’t like Sam but for Sonny he would raise her baby. But his suppose soulmate is raped by his enemy n Now raising a kid that’s not his is an issue n that says more than anything were that couple stood. So when you ask if Sam wanted to change the deal I say no cause she just wanted him n a family. He did to Sam what he felt all the other women did to him got scared/ let others make him bend n wanted to change the agreement and She was suppose to pine behind him until he changed his mind n when he did n she finally gave up he decided to get even n hurt her n then make everything her fault the blackout. I got a little carried away so I don’t know if I answered everything sorry. You know I get upset every time I think of how he done played her n this show got the gall to make her bend n ruined her whole life for him when he hasn’t treated her equally since 05. Sam n Carly are so much more n better away from Sonny/Jason but the show uses them to make the men look better. Atleast in the past it wasn’t so blatant you felt the men actually loved the women now Sonny fully let’s Jason be Carly’s husband/kids father while he does whatever n Sam is just there for to be saved so he looks strong or smarter than her. It’s disrespectful to women.
12/28/2019 c44 3ghfan51184
I liked this chapter. Wow! I'm a bit behind, but that's because of the holidays and everything I had going on, but now I've had a chance to catch up on your story. I love everything with Elizabeth, Jake, the boys, and Cameron and what he said about Rick and Franco. Even though I like Friz, it would be good to see Cam acting out more. You're acting so in character with your story. I love that you put Violet having a speech impairment. Very cute! Good chapter!
3ghfan51184I liked this chapter. Wow! I'm a bit behind, but that's because of the holidays and everything I had going on, but now I've had a chance to catch up on your story. I love everything with Elizabeth, Jake, the boys, and Cameron and what he said about Rick and Franco. Even though I like Friz, it would be good to see Cam acting out more. You're acting so in character with your story. I love that you put Violet having a speech impairment. Very cute! Good chapter!