for Destroyer9/4/2024 c59 
8Heewonjay
I finally made myself read the last chapter lol another goodbye to another pair of faves. I loved this sad and wrecked Edward and this young and defiant Bella. She was exactly what he needed to face his demons.
I thought he was an absolute brat lol that was just jaded from life and coping with trauma in his own chaotic way until Bella peeled back his layers and we saw the why. I mean, he was totally doing exactly what we saw but finding out the why is almost reason enough to allow it. Idk what I would do if something I loved sooo much was just taken from me and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I think I too would shut down from everyone and spiral.
My dude was coping the best way he could and it just rubbed everyone the wrong way. After he told Bella the why and she looked back at all the times he would shut them out with his headphones/his erratic behavior without ever explaining anything to them. And she/we realized he was actually just drowning and trying to fight through it was the saddest thing! It’s sad he went through it alone for so long. The even more lonely part of it was that he was scared of what was happening and was completely alienated by his situation and his responding actions.
I’m so happy after what he put her through that she made him work for it. Love that she didn’t let him back in so easily until he truly showed her he had changed for the better. He knew he messed up and didn’t push her when she still wasn’t ready but let her slowly inch closer…So that if they were both in again it’s because they were all in. Ugh, I love growth lol love love loved these two dysfunctional humans! I wonder how their future would’ve turned out. I’ll hold them close to my heart along with all the other Es and Bs you’ve created. Thank you for your words and endearing characters! Now onto the next!
8HeewonjayI finally made myself read the last chapter lol another goodbye to another pair of faves. I loved this sad and wrecked Edward and this young and defiant Bella. She was exactly what he needed to face his demons.
I thought he was an absolute brat lol that was just jaded from life and coping with trauma in his own chaotic way until Bella peeled back his layers and we saw the why. I mean, he was totally doing exactly what we saw but finding out the why is almost reason enough to allow it. Idk what I would do if something I loved sooo much was just taken from me and there was nothing I could do to stop it. I think I too would shut down from everyone and spiral.
My dude was coping the best way he could and it just rubbed everyone the wrong way. After he told Bella the why and she looked back at all the times he would shut them out with his headphones/his erratic behavior without ever explaining anything to them. And she/we realized he was actually just drowning and trying to fight through it was the saddest thing! It’s sad he went through it alone for so long. The even more lonely part of it was that he was scared of what was happening and was completely alienated by his situation and his responding actions.
I’m so happy after what he put her through that she made him work for it. Love that she didn’t let him back in so easily until he truly showed her he had changed for the better. He knew he messed up and didn’t push her when she still wasn’t ready but let her slowly inch closer…So that if they were both in again it’s because they were all in. Ugh, I love growth lol love love loved these two dysfunctional humans! I wonder how their future would’ve turned out. I’ll hold them close to my heart along with all the other Es and Bs you’ve created. Thank you for your words and endearing characters! Now onto the next!
9/3/2024 c58 Heewonjay
Sigh, we’ve made it to the happy! They’re happy and healing and in looooooove. Its crazy how much they e grown in just a short while. So stoked for the last chapter!
Sigh, we’ve made it to the happy! They’re happy and healing and in looooooove. Its crazy how much they e grown in just a short while. So stoked for the last chapter!
9/3/2024 c57 Heewonjay
Kicking. My. Feet. I just wanna hug them. He said more and gave her the reassurance that she needed and was probably waiting for. She made the first move and im just so so happy
Kicking. My. Feet. I just wanna hug them. He said more and gave her the reassurance that she needed and was probably waiting for. She made the first move and im just so so happy
9/3/2024 c55 Heewonjay
I love that she’s letting him work on himself by himself. Yeah, she could be there for him while he works on the things about himself that he doesn’t like and become a person he can be proud of. A man he wants to be that in his eyes would be worthy to stand at Bella’s side.
She’s so right about becoming a vice. A crutch he could lean on to soften the blow of really dealing with it all. It’ll be all the more satisfying for him (and for them) in the end if he does this on his own. He’ll know that he put in the work and became a better person because he wanted to. The person that was buried deep but still there even after all this time.
I love that she’s letting him work on himself by himself. Yeah, she could be there for him while he works on the things about himself that he doesn’t like and become a person he can be proud of. A man he wants to be that in his eyes would be worthy to stand at Bella’s side.
She’s so right about becoming a vice. A crutch he could lean on to soften the blow of really dealing with it all. It’ll be all the more satisfying for him (and for them) in the end if he does this on his own. He’ll know that he put in the work and became a better person because he wanted to. The person that was buried deep but still there even after all this time.
9/2/2024 c53 Heewonjay
Thats right! Bella Swan is not! Although, he does give a good speech. Almost had me swaying to his side lol
Thats right! Bella Swan is not! Although, he does give a good speech. Almost had me swaying to his side lol
9/2/2024 c52 Heewonjay
After what she told him last chapter (oww lol). I’m happy he stuck around and didn’t just take off.
Edward, my dude, you finally get her to listen and you say that?
That last line had to have come out wrong cause if notttt… i’m fighting him lmao that is not the way to fix this lol
After what she told him last chapter (oww lol). I’m happy he stuck around and didn’t just take off.
Edward, my dude, you finally get her to listen and you say that?
That last line had to have come out wrong cause if notttt… i’m fighting him lmao that is not the way to fix this lol
9/2/2024 c51 Heewonjay
I love them both but is it mean of me to say I’m proud of Bella for standing her ground? They’re both hurting and he’s going through something really difficult but idk I feel like he’ll need to work back up to a conversation with her
I love them both but is it mean of me to say I’m proud of Bella for standing her ground? They’re both hurting and he’s going through something really difficult but idk I feel like he’ll need to work back up to a conversation with her
9/2/2024 c35 Heewonjay
There’s a bts song I love that says an artist dies twice. The first death being when they lose their love or their passion for their art. But maybe there’s a third type and its when your art/craft is forcibly taken from you never to be recovered again. I think what Edward is going through has to be so filled with grief. I want to wrap him up in a bubble so he can be protected from this death. My heart hurts for him
There’s a bts song I love that says an artist dies twice. The first death being when they lose their love or their passion for their art. But maybe there’s a third type and its when your art/craft is forcibly taken from you never to be recovered again. I think what Edward is going through has to be so filled with grief. I want to wrap him up in a bubble so he can be protected from this death. My heart hurts for him
9/1/2024 c15 Heewonjay
This Edward is all kinds of messed up and im cringing at the world of hurt he’s gonna bring down on her. This time I wanna tell Bella to get behind me lol though she does seem strong enough to take him on. At least I hope!
This Edward is all kinds of messed up and im cringing at the world of hurt he’s gonna bring down on her. This time I wanna tell Bella to get behind me lol though she does seem strong enough to take him on. At least I hope!
7/31/2024 c2 Hhe13ffA
This is an interesting Edward and I am so down for it!
On to the next chapter!
Great writing as always!
This is an interesting Edward and I am so down for it!
On to the next chapter!
Great writing as always!