for Know That I'm Still Here7/20/2020 c1 Guest
“Yeah. Of course, Dean. You and me." plus Ruby, plus BMol, plus Jack, plus all bad people you rightfully didn’t trust but I do! Oh, they all turn out as back stabbers, oh I’m a backstabber? Just because I hand cuffed you and left you for dead, shot you, strangled you, and shunned your weak H*** experience doesn’t make me evil. Nope not one bit.
“Yeah. Of course, Dean. You and me." plus Ruby, plus BMol, plus Jack, plus all bad people you rightfully didn’t trust but I do! Oh, they all turn out as back stabbers, oh I’m a backstabber? Just because I hand cuffed you and left you for dead, shot you, strangled you, and shunned your weak H*** experience doesn’t make me evil. Nope not one bit.
10/19/2013 c1 
130paperstorm
This story is amazing and gorgeous and I loved it and it was the best birthday present ever and I am going to suck your dick so good when we get them!
130paperstormThis story is amazing and gorgeous and I loved it and it was the best birthday present ever and I am going to suck your dick so good when we get them!
4/25/2012 c1 mb64
I enjoyed your Hallmark story so much that I decided to check out your other stories- and I really, really liked this one too!
You've got a wonderful way of combining plot, schmoop, brotherly emotions, sex and episode canon and turning it all into an excellent story.
Thank you for brightening up my evening with this.
I enjoyed your Hallmark story so much that I decided to check out your other stories- and I really, really liked this one too!
You've got a wonderful way of combining plot, schmoop, brotherly emotions, sex and episode canon and turning it all into an excellent story.
Thank you for brightening up my evening with this.
1/13/2012 c1 5Kazamigorical
Nawwww. Awwww. Awwwww.
Awwww.
Howcome i didn't get alerted to this story? That is just not right and unfair. Well, once again you leave me speechless and confused at why you left writing so long. I know, I know, get over it! But i can't. You are just that good at it. Still in character with Dean not wanting to open up with words but rather with actions and still in character with Sam wanting Dean to open up with words but him not doing so either. Love.
Honestly, i love how you do have schmoop but it is still so brotherly. Like with the teasing and even with the angst. Gotta say i did love your "It's schmangst." Haha, you crack me up.
I adore how in every story i have read of yours (not enough by the way) you insert some tension and conflict there. Yay! I'm a fan of that, and like i have said before you do it the way i like and from the right places; love.
How beautiful is your Dean? Just as beautiful as the real Dean. A protective heart of gold. You know I think you perfectly capture the way Jensen looks at Jared too...like with complete and utter love. Take that any which way you like but I simply mean the "love". It's a beautiful and stunning thing.
And man, how hot is Sam in your stories? I mean how hot is Sam anyway right? But at least in your stories you realise that and work with it. So well. Stunning, stunning, stunning piece of work this is and as usual, love your style of writing and how in character it is. Your dialogue rocks my world and I am still jealous of your descriptiveness. (is that a word?). SO annoyed i didn't see this at the time so i am SO sorry it took this long. Going to tick the alert button again.
Also loved that it was just the two of them and the car. Just the two of them in the car and poor Sammy with his injury. Too cute. And we can't forget his "ridiculously floppy hair". See what you do to me. Your schmoop gets to me too.
And how cute that whenever Dean is finally comfortable saying the words, Sam just goes with it. True unconditional love, no bitterness, just acceptance. I love.
Thank you for this. It melted my heart and I enjoyed every single bit of it. You are just too damn good. Pressing those alert buttons again NOW!
5KazamigoricalNawwww. Awwww. Awwwww.
Awwww.
Howcome i didn't get alerted to this story? That is just not right and unfair. Well, once again you leave me speechless and confused at why you left writing so long. I know, I know, get over it! But i can't. You are just that good at it. Still in character with Dean not wanting to open up with words but rather with actions and still in character with Sam wanting Dean to open up with words but him not doing so either. Love.
Honestly, i love how you do have schmoop but it is still so brotherly. Like with the teasing and even with the angst. Gotta say i did love your "It's schmangst." Haha, you crack me up.
I adore how in every story i have read of yours (not enough by the way) you insert some tension and conflict there. Yay! I'm a fan of that, and like i have said before you do it the way i like and from the right places; love.
How beautiful is your Dean? Just as beautiful as the real Dean. A protective heart of gold. You know I think you perfectly capture the way Jensen looks at Jared too...like with complete and utter love. Take that any which way you like but I simply mean the "love". It's a beautiful and stunning thing.
And man, how hot is Sam in your stories? I mean how hot is Sam anyway right? But at least in your stories you realise that and work with it. So well. Stunning, stunning, stunning piece of work this is and as usual, love your style of writing and how in character it is. Your dialogue rocks my world and I am still jealous of your descriptiveness. (is that a word?). SO annoyed i didn't see this at the time so i am SO sorry it took this long. Going to tick the alert button again.
Also loved that it was just the two of them and the car. Just the two of them in the car and poor Sammy with his injury. Too cute. And we can't forget his "ridiculously floppy hair". See what you do to me. Your schmoop gets to me too.
And how cute that whenever Dean is finally comfortable saying the words, Sam just goes with it. True unconditional love, no bitterness, just acceptance. I love.
Thank you for this. It melted my heart and I enjoyed every single bit of it. You are just too damn good. Pressing those alert buttons again NOW!
1/12/2012 c1 25DrayMiaOnly
"He's being held tightly by the two loves of his life, and in this very moment, it's easy to buy into the sense of security, false or not."
Oh my God, what a line! You write so beautifully, I wish there was more to read from you (-so go write me some! ahahaha).
p.s. Hey, sweets! whatcha doin'? :)
25DrayMiaOnly"He's being held tightly by the two loves of his life, and in this very moment, it's easy to buy into the sense of security, false or not."
Oh my God, what a line! You write so beautifully, I wish there was more to read from you (-so go write me some! ahahaha).
p.s. Hey, sweets! whatcha doin'? :)
12/24/2011 c1 63SinsofMidnight
Actually quite cute. You play it into the storyline of the series rather well...
And lemme know if you ever convince Sam to go into the phone-sex business. ;)
63SinsofMidnightActually quite cute. You play it into the storyline of the series rather well...
And lemme know if you ever convince Sam to go into the phone-sex business. ;)
12/23/2011 c1 tandeki
Easy to read, excellent pacing, believable character interactions as well as dialogue and just a pleasure to sit through too.
Good job ^_~
Easy to read, excellent pacing, believable character interactions as well as dialogue and just a pleasure to sit through too.
Good job ^_~
12/10/2011 c1 369SupernaturallyEgocentric
Sweetie, this is one of the best I've read in a long time. Very, very good. Great sex, love the brotherly schmoop. Just a very good job all around. Love it.
369SupernaturallyEgocentricSweetie, this is one of the best I've read in a long time. Very, very good. Great sex, love the brotherly schmoop. Just a very good job all around. Love it.
12/10/2011 c1 NyaleIsamba
Awww This was actually incredibly sweet! Poor angsty Dean though! At least he has Sammy to help him feel better. ;) Once again..really good at keeping them pretty much in character! I love this little oneshot! Can't wait to see more from you!
Awww This was actually incredibly sweet! Poor angsty Dean though! At least he has Sammy to help him feel better. ;) Once again..really good at keeping them pretty much in character! I love this little oneshot! Can't wait to see more from you!
12/4/2011 c1 2mjlove1
GAH! im a terrible friend because it took me forever to review. i heart this just as much now as i did the first time! its amazing and cuddly and delicious. i do so love the part about snuggling after a sobfest. sigh. i do love them this way. i know we've had many a sam/dean discussion, and you just hit the nail on the head when you write. i do hope youll write some more soon, and i look so very forward to reading int when you do. youre a better writer than you give yourself credit for, and i think thats because you give all the other fandom writers the credit! i also enjoy your updated profile. of course you cant have one brother without the other! (why would you want to?)at any rate, well done. and im stoked to see new stories from you in the future. youre amazing!
2mjlove1GAH! im a terrible friend because it took me forever to review. i heart this just as much now as i did the first time! its amazing and cuddly and delicious. i do so love the part about snuggling after a sobfest. sigh. i do love them this way. i know we've had many a sam/dean discussion, and you just hit the nail on the head when you write. i do hope youll write some more soon, and i look so very forward to reading int when you do. youre a better writer than you give yourself credit for, and i think thats because you give all the other fandom writers the credit! i also enjoy your updated profile. of course you cant have one brother without the other! (why would you want to?)at any rate, well done. and im stoked to see new stories from you in the future. youre amazing!
12/4/2011 c1 139Tiptoes
Perfectly angsty, perfectly schmoopy...schmangsty bliss.
I really love your dean inner dialog; Sammy isn't the only deep lil sonuvabitch.
Your writing just keeps getting better and better; this was a beautiful lil tag to CSPWDT.
Giggle worthy - dean thinking Sam should to get a phone sex job. He does make the prettiest sex noises.
139TiptoesPerfectly angsty, perfectly schmoopy...schmangsty bliss.
I really love your dean inner dialog; Sammy isn't the only deep lil sonuvabitch.
Your writing just keeps getting better and better; this was a beautiful lil tag to CSPWDT.
Giggle worthy - dean thinking Sam should to get a phone sex job. He does make the prettiest sex noises.
12/3/2011 c1 2k-smith1983
This was one big 'awwwwww' fest for me haha embarrassingly enough for my roommate who was wondering what the hell I was doing the whole time. But oh well, it was worth it cause this was so cute! And exactly what I needed to take a break with from studying...gah I miss writing so much! OTW has two pages done for the next chapter and its been like a month! I'm such a loser, but with finals and stuff, its been crazy. Anyway back to the story, this was such a great place to start writing from in the show, I've always wondered what it's like for the boys once the emo scenes actually over and they have to get back in the car! What do they say, is it awkward? I've always wondered how they'd move on and this, for a fangirl of slash, was PERFECT! And hot. And adorable. In short, I loved it. Hope you're good girl and hopefully I'll hear from ya soon with the next post, if it's within this century that is.
Love!
Xx
2k-smith1983This was one big 'awwwwww' fest for me haha embarrassingly enough for my roommate who was wondering what the hell I was doing the whole time. But oh well, it was worth it cause this was so cute! And exactly what I needed to take a break with from studying...gah I miss writing so much! OTW has two pages done for the next chapter and its been like a month! I'm such a loser, but with finals and stuff, its been crazy. Anyway back to the story, this was such a great place to start writing from in the show, I've always wondered what it's like for the boys once the emo scenes actually over and they have to get back in the car! What do they say, is it awkward? I've always wondered how they'd move on and this, for a fangirl of slash, was PERFECT! And hot. And adorable. In short, I loved it. Hope you're good girl and hopefully I'll hear from ya soon with the next post, if it's within this century that is.
Love!
Xx
12/2/2011 c1 2JamesParker
OH, Ms. Darcy, you are so sweetly scandalous. Just the right mix. I am going to attempt to do you the honor of a twinchesterangelesque review, but I know I will fall far, far short of your fangirly brilliance. You took on a difficult task to follow Dean's "CSPWDT" breakdown (that moment is soul-bruising), and yet I think you more than did it justice in this follow up. There is some very understated and completely in character sweet-smut in this story. There are moments that are so spot-on that I can hear the character's voices in my head-especially when they're teasing one another to break the emotional seriousness of the moment. Too many writers look only at the surface of these characters, seeing only pretty or tragic; while the boys ARE pretty and tragic they are also very complex, very flawed, very broken, and very human (demon blood and angelic ju-ju excepted). I think it is important that although they are larger than life and heroic on a grand scale, they are still so very vulnerable and afraid (perhaps most afraid of losing one another). It is clear in the series in isolated moments that speak volumes in a quiet way. This story speaks volumes in a quiet way as well, and reminds me, as a reader, that there is an intense fragility to each of them. They slay the big bads in a world that seems like little more than darkness on darkness, so they cling to the light they see in one another...in the only other person on earth who will ever truly understand, accept and love them beyond conditions, beyond taboos, beyond sense and beyond reason. You get it, and you make your readers see it as well. Thanks for a great story. Write more.
(WHEW, did I do well? It's hard to keep up with you.)
JamesParker
2JamesParkerOH, Ms. Darcy, you are so sweetly scandalous. Just the right mix. I am going to attempt to do you the honor of a twinchesterangelesque review, but I know I will fall far, far short of your fangirly brilliance. You took on a difficult task to follow Dean's "CSPWDT" breakdown (that moment is soul-bruising), and yet I think you more than did it justice in this follow up. There is some very understated and completely in character sweet-smut in this story. There are moments that are so spot-on that I can hear the character's voices in my head-especially when they're teasing one another to break the emotional seriousness of the moment. Too many writers look only at the surface of these characters, seeing only pretty or tragic; while the boys ARE pretty and tragic they are also very complex, very flawed, very broken, and very human (demon blood and angelic ju-ju excepted). I think it is important that although they are larger than life and heroic on a grand scale, they are still so very vulnerable and afraid (perhaps most afraid of losing one another). It is clear in the series in isolated moments that speak volumes in a quiet way. This story speaks volumes in a quiet way as well, and reminds me, as a reader, that there is an intense fragility to each of them. They slay the big bads in a world that seems like little more than darkness on darkness, so they cling to the light they see in one another...in the only other person on earth who will ever truly understand, accept and love them beyond conditions, beyond taboos, beyond sense and beyond reason. You get it, and you make your readers see it as well. Thanks for a great story. Write more.
(WHEW, did I do well? It's hard to keep up with you.)
JamesParker