'Do I take a drink or do I not take a drink? Do I or don't I want this kid.' A small whimper left my mouth. Thankfully everyone would be gone for at least 4 or 5 hour thanks to shopping, movies, and food from restaurants. I would be alone. Kitty thought for everyone who didn't go with the professor to get a new student would have fun going out and as for Logan for the last few months has gone on one of his drives.

"WHAT THE FUCK?" I yelled as loud as I could in kitty and my room I tossed the unopened bottle of tequila on my bed by a pregnancy test I had taken. 'Please someone anyone even Jean stop me from ending an unborn life and my own Please.' I screamed in my head. I sat on my bed so my back was on the headboard I grabbed the bottle again and pull the thin layer of plastic off the bottle.

'Don't drink this me being pregnant should be impossible but here I am, but once everyone one finds out people will be disappointed and mad at me. Hell Ororo probably won't talk to me or look at me.' I thought as I twisted the cap off the bottle as I brought it to my mouth the smell hit my nose I dropped the bottle and ran to the bathroom and up chuck my stomach contents in to a toilet.

"FUCK!" I yelled as ah put my arm around the toilet then rested my head on my arm. I sat there a few minutes to get my stomach to settle. I then stood up flushed the toilet and washed my mouth out. I went to the kitchen and grabbed some paper towels. I quickly went to my room and cleaned up the alcohol unfortunately a majority of the alcohol was on my bed. After I put my bedding in the wash I took the pregnancy test out of my pocket and just looked at the little plus on it. 'How it should impossible.' I thought

"Well you know sugar you shouldn't even be possible." I said to my stomach. I put the pregnancy Test in my pocket and went to the kitchen to mix some orange juice and vodka and get some food. I quickly placed the container of Orange juice, a bottle of vodka, another bottle of tequila and a sandwich with some apple slices plus an empty cup on the kitchen table. After I started eating I poured some Orange juice into the cup, then I opened the bottle of vodka. Right before I could pour some vodka into the Orange juice I heard the front door open and people started running up the stairs. I quickly grabbed the vodka, tequila, and Orange juice and went to the elevator. I went to the danger room. 'I have to do this I don't have a choice I I I'm sorry.' I thought I went to the center of the danger room and sat there and starred at the bottle of the vodka trying to convince myself to drink it. After a few minutes I broke down crying I laid on my side sobbing staring at the vodka. 'I want to drink it, why can't I drink it, why can't I force myself to take a drink.' I thought to myself, My anger started rise and I grabbed the bottle of tequila instead of the vodka and flung it across the room and it smashed against the wall.

"FUCK!" I yelled then I smelled the tequila and ran out of the danger room I stumbled and ran to the bathroom I didn't realize I had dropped the pregnancy test and that some one was standing in the hall. I barely made it to the toilet. While emptying my stomach some one gently lift my hair out of the way and rubbed my back. After a few minutes my stomach settled and I spit what remained in my mouth into the toilet then flushed. As I stood up the person released my hair and moved back as I went to the sink and washed my mouth out I noticed my pregnancy test on the counter by the sink.

"You dropped that." Said a calm but sad voice

"Oh, well sugar she is yours too." I said as tears glazed my eyes and my hand unconsciously went to my stomach. I slowly looked up towards Ororo. She had a confused look on her face. Suddenly there was a few gasp and a growl at the door. I instantly look towards the door way. Jean, Kitty, Kurt, Logan, Scott, Bobby, The Professor, Jubilee, Jamie and the rest of the mansion was there. I felt my heart rate increase and suddenly the world went black.