Sequel to Did I Want to Die? PLEASE read that before this!

Also, listen to My Immortal by Evanescence over and over again while reading this.

Don't ask questions and just do it!

Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail (duh)

"Leave him be, he just lost his sister. This is a lot to handle."

"I know, but he hasn't eaten anything for two days. The only time he leaves his room is when he needs to go the bathroom or get a drink of water."

"Come now, Layla and Igneel are both in similar states as Natsu. The shock is too great. It was a wise choice for us to look after Natsu for the time being. Neither of them is in any condition to take proper care of Natsu. I even worry about their health."

"Sigh, I understand what you're saying Grandeeny, but he should at least eat something. We're all mourning Lucy's death."

Natsu ignored the conversation happening outside his door.

His head hurt and his body felt numb. His mind was completely blank. Natsu wasn't even aware he hasn't eaten in two days. The only thing he felt was disbelief and sorrow.

"Lucy," he whispered.

NATSU'S POV

I can't feel anything. My head hurts, my eyes are wet, and I want my sister.

When she didn't come home that night, mom started to worry and called the police. The search went on for five days.

Five days.

Kids at school were no help.

They caught wind of Lucy going missing, and they just laughed it off. That's when the nasty comments started. They started mocking and insulting her. I couldn't stand it. I actually went up and punched one of my best friends because they were making fun of her.

I left class, not caring about school. But, not before I said what needed to be said.

"Don't you dare insult my sister."

That was the night the police came and told us they found a body. A body that looked like Lucy's.

My father had come home the night before and the three of us rushed to the hospital morgue, and sure enough, there lied my sister.

Gray.

Cold.

Not breathing.

I slowly walked towards her while my mother collapsed and burst into tears.

"It can't be," I had whispered. "No, it's not!" I walked over and shook her cold body. "That's not sis!" I yelled. "Wake up! T-this isn't funny. Wake up, WAKE UP!"

I was held down by security. None the less, I struggled. I struggled to the body of the person I never said I love you to.

Tears started to fall from my face again. My memory kept on going back to her.

I imagined her smile. So bright and cheerful. She would be sitting right next to me, commenting on how spiky and punkie my hair looked like. She would pounce on me and try to smother my hair down, but it would stick right back up naturally. She would laugh and give me a big hug.

"Oh Natsu," she would remark, "My stupid and utterly adorable little brother. I will love you forever."

Why did she leave? Why did she die?

The darkness of the room loomed around like night.

Ah, I used to be scared of the dark right?

I was crying one night.

I saw all these scary monsters around me, calling my name. Then Lucy came in, her hair shining like a light bulb. She ran to me and hugged me tight. I cried into her shirt, soaking in the warmth of her body.

"It's alright Natsu, I'm here. Nothing will hurt you."

"I will always be here, right by your side." I curled into a ball.

Where are you now?

You said you'd be there forever, so why did you leave me!?

"Why did you go!?" I screamed while tears streamed from my eyes. I didn't hold my voice back.

My aunt Grandeeny came rushing and hugged me, but it wasn't the same.

The warmth wasn't the same.

It wasn't Lucy's.

And now I can never feel that warmth again.