Song: Welcome to my Life

By: Simple Plan

No one ever did understand Anubis, they always thought he was content with his job, he didn't argue with anyone, didn't fight back so they thought him weak, none of them ever knew why he stayed quiet or to himself but that's because they never tried to understand. Anubis was once again locked in his room listening to music trying to keep up with modern music but stopped his work when a certain song came on that he always liked for he believed that only the lyrics understood him perfectly.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?

Do you ever fell out of place

like somehow you just don't belong,

And no one understands you

All the time it's not like they would even try to understand I doubt they could even understand should I tell them the truth.

Do you ever wanna run away?

Do you lock yourself in your room

With the radio turned up so loud

That no one hears you're screaming

All the time, there's no place I'd rather be then here and there's no need for them to worry I doubt they ever would.

no you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels all right

No you don't know what it's like

To be me

Do you wanna be somebody else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more

Before your life is over?

Was there anything more for me then this? IT's always been like this ever since the beginning of time so why would anything change now?

Are you sick of everyone around?

Yes I am. I'm sick of everyone treating me like I'm nothing or pretending that I don't even exsist what's their problem any ways?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside your bleeding

They were always lying to me pretending to care about whatever it was that I said as if it actually mattered to them but I know that they don't know the pain that it's caused me.

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be ok

They could believe I was just fine all they wanted but I know that I'm not and I don't even try to hide it any more but they don't know what it's like at all.

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work it was always there

You don't know what it's like, what it's like

TO be hurt

TO feel lost

TO be left out in the dark

I didn't have a problem with the darkness it was comforting and welcoming.

To be kicked when your down

To feel like you've been pushed around

Horus always took pleasure in kicking me to the ground and laugh as he kept kicking and kicking.

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like no one know's what it's like. They would never know and I would just have to deal with that, I would just have to keep playing their silly game as long as they believed I was happy did it really matter what I thought or how I felt? Because even if I was one of the more powerful gods I was the youngest, the weakest, and the less important one out of all of them, I didn't matter to them or to anyone.