Song: Welcome to my Life
By: Simple Plan
No one ever did understand Anubis, they always thought he was content with his job, he didn't argue with anyone, didn't fight back so they thought him weak, none of them ever knew why he stayed quiet or to himself but that's because they never tried to understand. Anubis was once again locked in his room listening to music trying to keep up with modern music but stopped his work when a certain song came on that he always liked for he believed that only the lyrics understood him perfectly.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever fell out of place
like somehow you just don't belong,
And no one understands you
All the time it's not like they would even try to understand I doubt they could even understand should I tell them the truth.
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room
With the radio turned up so loud
That no one hears you're screaming
All the time, there's no place I'd rather be then here and there's no need for them to worry I doubt they ever would.
no you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
No you don't know what it's like
To be me
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Was there anything more for me then this? IT's always been like this ever since the beginning of time so why would anything change now?
Are you sick of everyone around?
Yes I am. I'm sick of everyone treating me like I'm nothing or pretending that I don't even exsist what's their problem any ways?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside your bleeding
They were always lying to me pretending to care about whatever it was that I said as if it actually mattered to them but I know that they don't know the pain that it's caused me.
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be ok
They could believe I was just fine all they wanted but I know that I'm not and I don't even try to hide it any more but they don't know what it's like at all.
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
TO be hurt
TO feel lost
TO be left out in the dark
I didn't have a problem with the darkness it was comforting and welcoming.
To be kicked when your down
To feel like you've been pushed around
Horus always took pleasure in kicking me to the ground and laugh as he kept kicking and kicking.
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like no one know's what it's like. They would never know and I would just have to deal with that, I would just have to keep playing their silly game as long as they believed I was happy did it really matter what I thought or how I felt? Because even if I was one of the more powerful gods I was the youngest, the weakest, and the less important one out of all of them, I didn't matter to them or to anyone.