Hermione looked happily into her vanity. Tonight was the night, she thought. Tonight Ron was going to be hers. She looked into the mirror once more to make sure she looked good. She had hip huggers, a black and gold shirt that said angel, and her pumas. Her hair was straightened and she had new blonde highlights. She had one gold eyeliner and nude colored lip gloss. She looked in the mirror one last time and really did think she looked good, which was very surprising.

When she got to the girls Gryffindor common room, pretty much everyone was there. Her best friends Ginny and Parvati came running up to her to say hello, but Lavender stayed sitting on the bed with Cho and Seamus. Hermione of course thought nothing of it and just sat down on the floor. The first hour of the party was very fun but then things got, bad. Seamus had somehow gotten hold of two twenty dollar bills. Cho and Lavender thought it would be hysterical to put the money down their shirts. Seamus apparently didn't care wear they were because he stuck his hand right down Cho's shirt and bra to get the money, but not before feeling Cho up first. Then Seamus did the same thing to Lavender and she squealed, "Ohhhh Seamus stop it!" Hermione looked at them, but just shrugged it off. She didn't really like Seamus anyway. Hermione instantly got bored and went to go play on the computer. While she was sitting there, Lavender started acting extremely strange. She kept touching Ron and asking him questions, like if Lavender could paint his nails, or shave his legs, or if Ron could give her a back massage.

Hermione stared at the computer in awe. Lavender had always hated Ron, always. She claimed that she would never like him and he was a stuck up tight wad. Hermione couldn't stand Lavenders giggling so she left the room and went down to the common room. It was sooo cute! She thought. Oliver and Parvati had finally hooked up and they made the cutest couple. Hermione sighed wishing her and Ron could be like that. After a while she heard laughing coming from upstairs. She decided to go see what happened. It was one of the biggest shocks for Hermione. Cho, Lavender, and Ron were all laying under the covers in Lavender's bed. Cho was stroking Ron's hair and Lavender was stroking Ron's arm and calling him her baby. Hermione could not believe what was happening. She dropped the empty can she had and ran downstairs into the girls bathroom with tears streaming down her face. Ginny and Parvati ran after her and when they got to the bathroom Hermione was sobbing very loudly. They asked her what was wrong but all she could choke out was, " Go to the girls dorm." They looked at each other and ran upstairs to see what had happened.

When they got there, they instantly knew why Hermione was crying. Mostly everyone knew about her crush on Ron. They both became extremely angry and so did some others. Oliver and Hermione had been very close, and the friendship between Harry and Hermione was self explanatory. Harry could not believe his ears when his girlfriend, Ginny, told him what happened. But both he and Ginny new that Ron was not one to care for a particular girl. When the party was over, Hermione finally left the bathroom. On her way to her dorm she ran into Lavender. "Wasn't that a great party!" Lavender asked with a smile. "Oh yea," Hermione said sarcastically, " It was the best time of my life." Lavender didn't notice the sarcasism and took Hermione aside. "Herm, I've got to tell you something," Lavender said. Hermione thought that maybe Lavender would apologize to her but instead. " I really like Ron," Lavender suddenly blurred out, "I mean I've always liked him but I've just started noticing the little things about him. And after what happened in the bed in all, I'm going to ask Ron out and be his girlfriend, and maybe even get married!" Hermione looked like someone had jammed a knife through her heart. With tears swelling quickly to her eyes she said, " Yea I am happy." Hermione grabbed a pen and paper and ran off to the lake. She quickly scribbled a note and left it by the lake. She then ran off into the woods, unnoticed and unseen. "Hey Lav," Ginny said through the famous Weasly gritted smile, " Have you seen Hermione?" "Yea," Lavender bounced up and said, " She took a pen and paper outside right after I told her that I love Ron and I was going to be his girlfriend. She must have been so happy she started to cry." Ginny immediately said, " Oh shit, you didn't!" Without another word she ran to get Parvati, Harry, and Oliver. She told them, and they all raced down to try to find Hermione before it was too late. As soon as they got to the lake, Harry found a note. It said:

Dear Whoever cares at this point,

After what happened last night I realized something. I am a fool. A fool who had her sights set on an important Thing and then got turned down. I should of written this letter longer ago. Ginny, Parvati, Harry, and everyone who ever cared for me. I am sorry. I'm sorry for doing this to you but it seemed like the Only way out. Please don't blame yourselves, it is Not your fault. Mom and Daddy, I am sorry. It is not Your fault so please do not even think that way, but if You want to know what happened, please ask Ginny and Parvati. You can all try to look for me but I am gone. I will Be gone to a place where nothing like heartbreak even exists. Don't be sad and don't be angry, heck, maybe for some Of you, it is better off without me getting in the way Of your love. I am sorry, please forgive me.

Love always, Hermione

(**New chapter done. Don't worry Hermione doesn't die. I would never do that. But if your wondering where the plot for the first part came from, lets say that it happened to me. Before the whole note thing, I would be representing Hermione. But I'm over it and well, the new chapter will be coming soon. Pleaz review! I hope you enjoyed it!**)