Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

Darkness...that was all there really was for her. Darkness equals loneliness, sadness, and something that was missing. But there wasn't just darkness in her world. Nothing could ever be that simple.

Her room was white, covered in blood that splattered the walls around her as she laid there in the corner, arms wrapped around bend-ed knees and hands covering her ears that ring with the screams of within her mind. Puddles of blood leaked onto the ground around her, never truly fading from the ground no matter how many times she claws at them. On her arms and legs were scratches, and not slices like some might think, but scratches as in fingernail marks. Her eyes were dark and seemed to be hallow, the bright blue of her eyes dulled and black.

But it was just seemed to be, as nothing was ever simple, nothing was cut and clean. Not anymore.

And defiantly not in her mind.

She doesn't remember how this all came to be, that the only thing she could see were the blood stained walls that littered the room and the sound ringing in her ears were the sounds of a bell like sound. No, she couldn't remember anything but that horrible scream and the eyes of those people. Those innocent yet corrupted people that she seemed to love without hesitation with her actions.

But... those eyes, the ones she didn't and could never love were what feared her the most when she closed her own. She couldn't keep her eyes open, yet she refused to fall asleep when her body needed it, pushing it to its limits just so she would never see those images again. It made her so frighten that she wants to scream out her heart until her throat is sore and can no longer be used as she cries.

The sounds resonated off the walls, bounding throughout the room as she screams in pure terror. She doesn't know what she sees, doesn't know what these images mean but she knows them like the back of her hand. Knows that she will forever be terrified of what she thinks she sees and what kind of story it will bring to her life. She knows that she can never be like she once was, even if she could remember herself from back then. She knows she can never unseen the things she has seen and been through, nor would she want to. For if she did, she would most likely go back to the ignorance that would eventually gotten her killed.

Just for once she would have liked to open her eyes from this nightmare without seeing blood, without the screams that escapes her mouth, and without the constant beeping in her ears. She would like just for a moment of silence. Just for once in her life-that she remembers.

Outside of her mind and crazy vision, is a white cube with a beeping noise being echoed throughout the empty room. The heart monitor continues to check the assigned patient's life force and the danger of their life. No one is there, no one to check up on the girl in her sleep, nor to see if she is alright. Because she is alone in this world, she is alone and she can't get back to her life before, she has changed too much and doesn't want to turn back.

The person on the bed does not move, being forced to breath in and out to help the lungs keep going no matter if they wish to stop or not. Fingers do not twitch, they do not move, do not shift in any way. Its as if she is already dead, and you would never tell if it wasn't for the uneven raise and fall of her chest nor the fog on her mask, telling you she was breathing.

Doctors and nurses rarely come to her, as there is nothing for them to do. The people who were once been able to help are now gone, no where to be seen and left her in her time of need. There is no one there to help her through her problems, her changes to her life. Many staff members have wondered if it was worth it, making her keep going with nothing to hold her here anymore.

No...there was nothing holding her here, to this planet, to this world, to this life.

No one would be there when she got home, no one would come to ask if she was alright or needed a hand.

No one would be able to understand.

Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

Maybe she could finally let go of this so called 'life' that she lived. Maybe she could for once try to live, to truly and honestly live without regrets like she always wanted when she was younger. Maybe... she could finally let go.

No one would be here to miss her, to cry over her, no one be there to care about her. For her, in this life, it was already over. It has been over for a long time.

Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

Maybe it was time...

Beep...

Beep...

She simply wanted one wish, and than she could move onto whatever life spirit deemed fit for her soul.

Beep...

Beep...

Please, she thought, give me a life were I can be free, a life with no regrets, and for once, let me protect the people I love. Please, give me the strength to be strong and brave. If I turn completely different personality wise, I won't ever complain...Just please, give me a second chance.

Darkness, one of the only thing in her world, starts to take over her, letting her mind become blank with nothing, no memories or names to unknown faces. It simply wasn't there anymore. Like it never was.

Beep...

"By granting this wish, my dear, you have sealed your fate within the worlds of time."

Beep...

And then nothing.

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I have written different stories, specially fanfiction, but this is my first story on , so please review and fallow. This isn't the end of it, I swear! But just to be warn, I'm starting high school so I won't be able to update every day. Please no flames, give some helpful comments and not just 'Please update,' truthfully it gets annoying and it doesn't help with any ideas. What do you guys think will happen? I hope you enjoyed the chapter, and I will try to get another chapter updated soon! I do not own anything but my OC!

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