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In the process of being edited, let me know if I miss anything!

As he traced the scar he noticed her squirm and sniffle then she froze, when he looked at her face he saw that her eyes looked different.

His eyes widened a fraction in surprise. Her eyes were completely red, the whites included. She grinned at him "you have not changed a bit" he took a step back "excuse me? We haven't met before Grimmjow brought you here" she licked her lips then laughed as if she knew a secret he didn't "you aren't as smart as you seem to think you are" he pushed her against the wall again but before he could speak, she did "you seriously don't remember? The last Thing you said to me was-" She spoke in a mocking voice " I'm sorry, I've changed and I love you. I'll find you in the next life and every one after that" she chuckled and rolled her eyes at the memory. He fell to his knees as an excruciating pain shot through his head " what's going on" she sat on her knees in front of him and grabbed his face, pulling it to hers " what's going on is that in a previous life you married me...well not exactly me but us. Shiro was a sweet and innocent girl in that life, she loved you endlessly but you did something to ruin it. She and I were together then as well but I was locked away in her mind. Her father knew about me but he sealed me away. Two parts of the same person" He shook his head "I don't understand" she gripped his jaw tightly, nearly drawing blood from her nails digging in "she doesn't remember so you will say NOTHING to her about this conversation. I told you because I want you to remember. I want you to feel the regret and pain you caused us!" He gripped his head as memories came flooding back, the pain intensified.

*memory*

Sosuke held Shiro's hand as they walked through a park, they looked no older than sixteen. He stopped walking and gently pulled Shiro to him, their chests bumping. She looked at him confused and he smiled gently, placing an hand on her cheek. He sucked in a nervous breath and slowly leaned in to kiss her. She quickly closed her eyes. They shared an innocent first kiss together.

In this memory they both looked a year older. Sosuke and Shiro were kissing passionately, her back was pressed against a wall as he lifted her up, her legs wrapping around his waist. He moved her to a bed and sat her down gently. He kissed her lovingly, starting to pull her shirt off. She broke the kiss "w-what're you doing?" He blushed "I uhh...I love you and I want us to...ya know...make love" she blushed and nodded " a-alright"

This memory was years later, both looking in their early twenties. They both were walking through the Same park they had their first kiss in. He pulled her to a stop and grinned then pecked her lips. He pulled away too soon for her liking, she pouted. He chuckled and got down on one knee, her eyes widened. He pulled out a beautiful while gold ring with a red ruby instead of a diamond "I have loved you since the day I met you, you have been on my mind almost every second of every day since we met. I dream of little white haired babies with brown eyes running around. Shiro, will you marry me?" She stood there stunned and silent, he began to panic but then she threw herself at him and said "yes" between kisses.

He was standing in the same park he proposed in. He was in a black tux and waited anxiously for his bride. When she walked into view it felt like the air had been sucked from his lungs. She was wearing an ivory dress that was strapless. It was short in the front and long in the back. She smiled shyly as she walked up the aisle to start the ceremony.

The last memory flashed through his head.

Her eyes were tightly shut as she moaned his name, over and over again. He was breathing hard, calling her name as he neared climax. She dug her nails into his back as she was hit with waves of pleasure. His movements increased in speed as he finished, then collapsed on top of her. They both struggled to catch their breath. He nuzzled her neck "I love you, in this life and the next"

*memories over*

He groaned as the pain started to fade. Shiro stood up and blinked a couple times and was back to herself. She looked at Sosuke and saw him crumpled on the ground, she kneeled in front of him "are you okay?" He looked at her with wide eyes and scooted back, not sure what to think "I uhh.. Um... I gotta go!" He stood up and put on an emotionless stare as he left the room. Shiro sat there surprised then shrugged and stood up, she left the room and skipped through the halls. She saw Grimmjow talking to a tall man with something that looked like a spoon attached to the top of his outfit. she took off full speed at them and pounced on Grimmjow's back, nearly knocking him forward "hi grimmy" he grinned "hey princess" she happily clung to his back "who's that and why is there a giant spoon on his head" the guy growled and plucked her off Grimmjow's back " dumb bitch, I'll kill you if you say that again" she giggled innocently "say what? That you have a giant SPOON on your head?" He was about to start a fight but Grimmjow cleared his throat "I wouldn't do that if I were you" the man dropped her and walked off angrily.

*back to Ichigo when Shiro was first taken*

As soon as Shiro disappeared Ichigo felt the panic in his chest. Him and Senji darted off in different directions in search of her. The Shinigami scattered and looked for Sosuke and his intruders, they found nothing. Ichigo and Senji went back to their world. The next few days went by in a blur for them.

*back to Shiro*

after her run in with the spoon head she went back to her room and laid down, ready for a nap. She crawled under the covers and curled up, she fell asleep rather quickly. Thirty minutes later Sosuke walked into the room with an attractive young woman, She was skinnier than Shiro and had blond hair. Aizen pushed the girl onto the bed causing Shiro to groan "I want more sleep, go away!" The girl yelped and jumped up in surprise, Sosuke pulled the blanket off Shiro and his heart seemed to jump out of his chest as he looked at her "Shiro you need to leave for a while ,I have... Business... To attend to" she grumbled and got up, very agitated that her nap was disturbed "can't you fuck her in her room. Or give me my own room... Even Grimmjow is more considerate" she Slammed the door as she walked out. Sosuke stood there shocked and resisted the urge to go to her. The random girl rolled her eyes "why is she even here. She's nothing special"

Shiro knocked on Grimmjow's door "can I nap here" he opened the door and nodded" go ahead princess " she smiled thankfully and flopped into his bed.

* Dream*

she was walking through a park and noticed that no one was around, the park was completely empty 'thats odd' she thought. She skipped over to the playground and started swinging, once she got pretty high she leaned back and watched the sky as it moved fast from swinging. She smiled to gerself but then sat up and looked around 'something doesnt feel right' BANG! She felt a pain in her stomach and placed her hand on it, feeling something warm and sticky. She looked down and saw blood seeping through her fingers as she tried to stop the bleeding, she soon started coughing up blood as she heard a gun click behind her. She stood up and looked behind her, seeing a tall, skinny woman pointing a gun at her. The woman smirked "with you out of the way he will be mine, he will come home to ME every night." Shiro stared at her and stumbled back. Sosuke came running to the scene and saw Shiro with a wound to her stomach, he rushed to his wife and grabbed her face gently, seeing her eyes become unfocused "babe! Don't leave me. Ill... Ill fix this somehow!" Shiro kept holding her stomach and mumbled " I asked you to meet me here cuz I had something important to tell you" he kissed her forehead "tell me when we get away from here, you're gunna be okay" he set her down and looked at the woman that shot her "what the hell is wrong with you!?" The woman smiled sweetly "now you have nothing holding you back, you can be with me now" he shook his head ,looking disgusted "I don't want you! You were a mistake. I love my wife!" The woman had a look of hurt flash across her face before she aimed the gun at him "fine. You can die with her!" She shot him on the right side of his chest then ran.

He collapsed near his wife and held her close "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry...this is my fault" she raised a shaky hand and placed it on his cheek, leaving a bloody smear there " I've always loved you, even through this..." He held her tighter "I'm sorry, I've changed and I love you. I'll find you in the next life and every one after that" she smiled then started to cough up more blood, her coughing soon passed as her eyes drifted shut. He held her closer and cried as police lights flashed around the park

*Dream over*

She woke up with a slight pain in her stomach "that was odd" Grimmjow raised an eyebrow "what was" she told him the dream, his eye twitched "He isn't capable of that much emotion...even in a dream" Shiro giggled "I'm sure he has a heart" he grunted.

About a month went by with no change.

Shiro was sitting outside in the sands of hueco mundo, now used to the scenery "will ichi ever come get me?...do I even want him to..."