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In the process of being edited, let me know if I miss anything!

Shiro was sitting outside in the sands of hueco mundo, now used to the scenery "will ichi ever come get me?...do I even want him to..."

At this same Time Ichigo was sitting on his roof, thinking about Shiro and how he misses her. He sighed "is she even ok" earlier that week the soul society had gotten word that she was taken to hueco mundo but no one went because of the amount of hollows. Ichigo groaned and stood up, he stretched and went back inside, crawling into the bed that him and Shiro would share. Sadly it no longer had her scent, now it only smelled like his shampoo. As he slept his dreams were filled with Shiro.

The next day he woke up groggily and sat up, tired of waiting for the soul society to anything. He stood up and decided to get her himself, his scowl went away as he thought about having her back. His soul left his body and he left it on his bed, he flash stepped to Kisuke's for him to open the gate to where Shiro was. Kisuke sighed "you shouldn't go on your own" Ichigo shrugged "no one else will do anything and I'm not going to let her stay there any longer." Kisuke opened the gate and winked "just be careful and bring her back...I wanna see that pale beauty again" Ichigo scowled and went through the gate, he ended up surprisingly close to the castle's everyone was in. He busted through the wall with a loud sound, dust flew everywhere. He closed his eyes and tried to sense Shiro "THERE!" He shouted and took off down a dark hall, surprisingly he ran in to no one and busted through a wooden door, what he saw shocked him.

Aizen had Shiro backed up against a wall, his arms on either side of her head. She lightly gripped his wrists as he spoke in a whisper "stay with me...please"

*One week before Ichigo went to save her*

Shiro was sitting outside by herself when she heard someone walking up behind her, she ignored it. Aizen plopped down next to her "Shiro...can we talk" she smiled at him and nodded "of course, what's up?" He quickly leaned in and kissed her, taking her by surprise. Her eyes were wide with shock, he quickly pulled back "sorry I uh...have been wanting to do that for a long time." She blushed "what did you want to talk about?" He groaned quietly" do you believe in past lives" she nodded, unsure with where this was going. He smiled lightly "good, we were involved in a previous life...i know it sounds crazy but it's true... I wasn't supposed to tell you but I had to, I think I still love you" she narrowed her eyes suspiciously "is this some joke... So you can sleep with me like all those other girls? " he shook his head and sat in front of her "please try to remember...any weird dreams could really be a memory" she groaned and explained her dream. His eyes were filled with sadness "I cheated on you before and...and the other woman went crazy. She wouldn't listen to me when I tried to end it" Shiro closed her eyes "...and she killed me." He nodded sadly "she tried to kill me but didn't succeed." Shiro nodded "did you find out what I was going to tell you?" He nodded with a broken expression in his eyes"...you were pregnant" her eyes began to water and she got up and started walking, he chased after her "wait. Please!" He grabbed her arm and pulled her back to him "I'm sorry. I promise to do better if you let me...just one chance" she pulled out of his grip "I need time to think about this" he let her go and watched her walk away, hoping it wouldn't be the last time he sees her.

She hid in Gimmjow's room for a few days.

When she figured out what to do she quietly walked back into Sosuke's room and found him sitting on the bed by himself, looking more tired than she had ever seen.

She sat next to him, he looked at her "did you get enough time to think?" She nodded "I think so..." He stared at her expectantly while she closed her eyes "if I gave you another chance how do I know you won't do the same thing?" He scooted closer to her "because I know better now, you're the one I want...the only one" she chuckled and shook her head "I don't believe you. If it were true than you wouldn't be sleeping with a different girl every night!" He tried to think of a way to show he cared about her. She got up and headed to the door but he grabbed her and pushed her against the wall, his arms on either side of her head. She gripped his wrists, surprised at his actions. He leaned in and spoke in a whisper "stay with me...please"

Before she could answer Ichigo burst into the room and stood there with his mouth hanging open, shocked at the scene "s-shiro?" She smiled at him and tried to push Sosuke away but he grabbed her face and slammed his lips against hers, trying to show how much he loved her. Ichigo's eyes widened. Grimmjow could feel Ichigo's presence and he darted to him, he stood there in shock as well at the scene "what the fuck!" Shiro squirmed and tried to push Sosuke away but it didn't work. She placed her hands on his shoulders and squeezed, breaking his collarbone. He pulled away in pain and slapped her across the face, his eyes widened as he realized what he did "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..." She stood up, a bruise already forming on her pale skin "I was right about you. You dont love ME, you love the IDEA of me" she turned around and ran to Ichigo, hugging him tightly. She then let go and grinned at Grimmjow "hi" he waved, jealousy bubbling in his chest. He pointed at Ichigo "the fuck is he doing here?" Ichigo rolled his eyes "getting my girlfriend back...got a problem with it?!" Grimmjow nodded "yer damn right I do! She belongs with me! You try to protect her when she doesn't need it, she has a bloodlust like me! She doesn't need someone to put her in a box" Ichigo's scowl intensified "she doesn't need to be with a monster like you! She does need someone to protect her! She's been through so much already. I can keep her safe!" Shiro stared back and forth between the two men that were fighting for her affection. No one noticed Sosuke sneak away like a wounded animal, hurt by her rejection. Shiro pinched the bridge of her nose and sighed as they kept arguing "ENOUGH!" She yelled. " you guys are sweet but I don't need you arguing over me. I can decide myself who I want to be with..." She stared back and forth between both men " I choose..."