17Okay so this is my first Levi x OC fan fiction and I'm sorry if it's terrible. My writing skills suck but I wanted people to read my ideas! I really hope you enjoy!
Side note: If any of you watch Noragami, Yato will be in my story. Oh! Yeah I just couldn't picture anybody else but him playing the role. Anyways enjoy!
Levi sat on the wooden benches alone inside the mess hall sipping his tea. He had tried to replicate the tea his future wife to be once made him but he knew his taste buds would never taste it's sweet and creamy flavor ever again.
He sighed. He put his cup down and set his hands on the table.
Yuki. How he missed her. She was his everything. His girl. His most prized possession. Why did she have to go? Who knows. From what everybody could tell, she was the kindest, most caring and most powerful woman anybody could ever lay their eyes on. Not to mention her immense beauty. She had skills worth 100 men. She was one of humanity's strongest soldiers. Yuki Ken. One in a million.
Levi felt his eyes begin to sting with tears. He quickly wiped them not wanting anybody to think less of him. He wasn't a crier. He wasn't one to express his emotions through facial expressions. For a while, he kept everything bottled inside. With his neutral expression on his face. Then he met her. She changed his entire life. She changed the way he looked at things. Although, he wanted to kill her when they first met, he had strange feelings holding him back. After the denial, his shell he had built over the years began to break down for her. Only for her. Then something funny happened. Something called love. He loved her and she loved him. In his eyes, it became Yuki and Levi against the cruel, shit turned world. In her eyes, it was Levi and Yuki and the cruel, shit turned world.
He shifted in his position ready to leave the mess hall when suddenly, Hange and Erwin entered through the doors. They scanned the area until their eyes met Levi's location at the table in the corner. Hange ran to the table as Erwin trailed behind her.
"Levi!" She shrieked.
'Shit' Levi thought. He rolled his eyes and sat back down.
She put her hands on the table and took in a few deep breaths. Her smiled then faded and she looked back at Erwin who had arrived next to her.
"Levi," he spoke while looking down at some papers he had in his hand.
Levi looked at both of them cautiously.
"We have declared Yuki Ken dead in her file. Her body was never found but we can assume-" Erwin begin but was cut off by a now angry Levi.
"That's crap!" He yelled causing a few heads to turn.
"She's not dead! She's alive! I know she is!" He continued. The rage inside his blood began to boil as he slammed his fist on the table causing his tea cup to spill over.
"Nobody saw how she died. Her body was never found. It's only the reasonable choice to assume the worst. I'm sorry." Erwin replied coldly.
Levi's teeth were gritted. He was angry. No more than that. He was furious. He couldn't believe that Erwin could jump to conclusions in only a matter of 2 days. He didn't even consider sending a search party for her. Although most members would think of it as unfair to look for a member who is most likely dead. Others would kill for a chance like that. To bring their old friend back. But to Levi, this was different. He would be willing to go alone if he had to. As long as she was retrieved back into his arms.
"Come on Levi-" Hange added.
"Shut up shitty glasses!" He yelled at her. She then closed her mouth.
Neither Hange or Erwin spoke another word. The only words spoken were the murmurs of the background crowd.
Levi looked at both of them one more time before storming off from the 2 of them and walking back to his room. Their room. Not so much anymore anyways.
Levi slammed the door behind him. He looked up. He scanned his room as he saw things that reminded him of her. Her closet. Her shoes. Her pillow. Her books.
Her.
Levi felt a pang in his chest. He looked over next to him and saw his brown polished drawers. He walked towards the drawer at the bottom and took out his drawing. He kneeled down. He looked down at the only picture he had of his fiancée. Her long black hair on her shoulders. Her smile that could fill a room. Her tiny yet almost sculpted figure.
Levi felt his hand turn into an angry fist.
He couldn't hold the tears back anymore. They were begging to be released. After 2 days of holding back, Levi felt that he couldn't do it anymore. He couldn't stay calm. He needed to release his emotions somehow.
He put the drawing back and slammed the drawer shut. He got up quickly and grabbed the vase on the top and smashed it on the floor.
The tears began to slice his cheeks. Both his hands were now raging fists as he grabbed everything in his way and began smashing and breaking while the tears and screams stained his soul.
Yuki began to faintly blink her eyes open. She saw green grass and sticks on the floor. The birds sang along the trees as she realized she was in the forest. She felt herself being carried on someone's back.
She twitched her fingers. Her eyes were now fully open.
"L-Levi?" She called weakly, expecting to hear his voice. What had happened? All she could remember was falling...and hitting her head on something hard.
"Huh?" A voice replied.
Yuki's eyes widened. That wasn't Levi's voice at all. She lifted her head of the strangers back and saw black purple hair reaching down to the back of the strangers neck. That wasn't Levi at all. Yuki's heart began to race as she kicked the strangers legs.
The stranger stopped moving and bended his knees as he let out a small cry.
"Put me down!" She demanded.
She pushed herself off the strangers back and fell on the forest floor with a thud. Pain ran through every pore of her body as soon as she hit the ground.
"Ah!"
Her thighs and temples ached like a bitch. She had dried blood on the side of her head and bruises all over her legs. 'Did I fall that hard?' She thought.
The stranger turned around and faced Yuki. The first thing she noticed about him were his striking bright blue eyes. He had shaggy hair on his face and he had some sort of white bandana around his neck.
He stuck his hand out in front of her face.
"Hey, I saved your life. You would have been titan lunch if it weren't for me." He said heroically.
"Who are you and where is my squad?" She asked worriedly. She looked around at her surroundings. How did she end up in the forest. Where was Levi?
"Squad? You were out here alone." He replied as he took his hand back.
"Where's Levi!? Where am I?!" She asked louder. She was beginning to get angry.
"Levi...? Hm. Well all I know is that you were out here alone on the floor. So I decided to take you to my home to tend to your wounds so I carried you on my back which was pretty easy since you're kinda tiny." He said with a light chuckle.
Yuki's browser furrowed. She was getting sick of being called that. Especially by him. For all she knew, he could have been a murderer. He was stranger for sure. A stranger who lives in the forest? What's a civilian doing out here alone in the titan crawling area?
She tried to stand up but her legs hurt to much. She wobbled as she weakly tried to stand up. The stranger went over to her and grabbed her hands. Yuki slapped them still not knowing who he was. She all of a sudden stood up quickly and stretched out her arms which were sore but not broken.
"Names Yato." He said with a warm smile.
"Yuki Ken." She said as she cracked her neck. Oh how it felt so good.
"By your uniform, I can say you're from the Reacon Corps. Yeah they passed through here like 2 days ago. So you've been knocked out for at least 2 days." He informed her.
"2 days?!"
He nodded.
Yuki spun around quickly. 2 days?! She'd been gone from the world for 2 days!? They left her here. 'Do they think I'm dead? What about Levi? Does he think I'm dead?!' She thought. Her heart began to panic. She began to sweat. She closed her eyes shut. 'Levi, I'm not dead. I need you.' She thought. She cupped her mouth. Wait. That's right. The next expedition awaited. Not just any expedition. This was a secret mission in capturing the female titan here in the forest. If she waited there, Levi would come rescue her. Yes! That's it! But in the mean time she'd need shelter. She looked back at the stranger so called Yato with a pensive look. He waved at her. Tch. He claims to have a home here. In the forest? There was Titans here and who knows how long he's been here. How did he manage to survive? She looked down at her gear. The tanks were deeply dented and her blades were dull. There's no way she'd survive without gears or a blade.
"Where is your home?" She asked turning back to him.
"Not to far. It's inside a cave. I have all my supplies there. It looks like you need new gear. Don't worry I have some I can let you borrow." He replied cheerily.
He even has gear? She looked at him with cautious eyes. She eyes him up and down. He seems...okay. Something tells her she couldn't keep her guard down just yet. Something also told her that he was hiding something. A big secret. Whatever it was, she was bound to find out sooner or later.
"Levi stop this!" Petra yelled to her squad leader trying to calm him down. She could only imagine what he was feeling.
Levi was still angry and throwing things around the room. His tears had stopped but his rage hadn't. The room looked like a tornado has passed through. He just couldn't accept it. He was still in denial. He knew that his fiancée couldn't have died but deep down he was almost being swallowed up by reality.
"She wouldn't want you like this!" Gunther hollered holding back Levi's arms. Although Levi was much stronger, Gunther managed.
"Get off me!"
"Not until I know you can calm yourself down!"
After a few more moments of struggling. Levi stopped. He felt Gunther's grip loosen. Levi sighed. Gunther let go after.
Levi walked and sat on the edge of his bed. Gunther and Petra walked over to him and sat on both sides of him. Gunther put his hand on Levi's back. Petra looked at him with sadness in her eyes. Levi kept his glare to the ground below him.
"Captain, Yuki wouldn't want you like this. She'd be disappointed to see you this way. She wouldn't want her death to be mourned for a very long time. She'd want everyone to forget her quickly to not burden anyone." Gunther consoled.
"Are you call now?" Petra asked worriedly.
Levi didn't respond to either of them. He didn't care about anyone's condolences. He didn't want people's pity. All he wanted was his girl back. To be with her again. To see that smile again. To kiss her again. It pained Levi to the limit. His heart ached and his head hurt from everything he had done. His entire world collapsed. He feared he wouldn't ever forget her. He feared he'd mourn for her the rest of his life. How could you forget someone that you trusted with your life? Especially someone like her.
He brought his hand to his chest.
'Yuki,' he thought. 'Come back to me now.'
Okay that was my first chapter! Was this any good? Should I continue?