This is my first fanfiction! The title is based off of

Chapter 1

First.

My name is in the first place. I see Tobias across the Pit and I go up to him.

"Do you think a hug who give to much away?"

" You know I don't really care anymore." Just like that my lips were against his sending fire through me. When we part Christina is smiling at us and Will's jaw is hanging.

"Close you mouth before you swallow a fly." I say bluntly

What did he expect. I have a feeling Christina knew this whole time but didn't say anything, for the sake of my life. What if Peter attacks me for this? Am I going to be factionless because of this? Are the other initiates going to think I slept with him for a higher rank? I know Christina wouldn't think that because she knows my fear of intimacy.

Right now Will is trying to think all this through, like an Erudite.

"How? How did I never notice? Like the first night here when you challenged him, the way you looked at him and thought out training the way he took 'special' attention to you. Never saw him my butt. You knew it was Four when you got attacked that night. He took you to his apartment didn't he?"

"Yes." I say quietly.

"And the night when we were by the chasm, you went to his apartment, right?"

"No, I didn't"

"Then where did you go?"

" I had to go check on something."

"What?"

"Nothing to your concern." I say, but immediately regret. I didn't mean for it to come out that way. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that."

"It's fine." I have this feeling that he know I went with Tobias in his fearlandscape because how else did I know we wouldn't go into his?

Later that night we pack our stuff up. Tomorrow we pick our jobs and get our apartments. When I'm done, I go and see Tori.

"Hey!" I say

"You did it. You're Dauntless now." She says. She was just as worried as me about getting into Dauntless. I mean everyone was nervous but they had nothing to worry about, I did. Will said that I could always back to Abnegation, but in all honesty, I couldn't go back. I will never belong there again.

Tori and I talk for a while until I go back to the dorms to spend last night there. When I walk into the dorm, everyone is crowded around Four, did another initiate jump? I doubt it, it has to be something else.