Hey readers, I haven't forgotten LOST LOVE; I'm still working on it and plaining out for chapter eleven. I decided to do another song fanfiction and this one is going to be about Peeta looking back on the three month anniversary of Katniss death and how he caused it but one stupid mistake (PLEASE DON'T HATE ME AND NOTHING AGAINST PEETA; PROMISE.) I love writing tragedy stories; sucker for them. I fell in love with Maps my Maroon 5 including the music video but something similar to it. MY STORY, MY WAY.

Copyright of Maps belongs to Maroon 5

Here's Maps, enjoy!


Now… March 6, 2015

Peeta held a white rose in his hands with his knees on the ground and cried his pain out. He shook his head wishing she wasn't dead and wished it was him in her place. The blonde man lifted his head his head as he starred at his girlfriend's gravestone; Katniss.

Katniss Everdeen. Born October 16, 1990 – January 1, 2015. Loving daughter, sister, and best friend.

He placed a hand on her gravestone and lightly traced the letter of her names. "Why did you runaway? Glimmer and Cashmere didn't mean anything to me. I would give anything to have you back." Peeta said pouring his heart out and cried even harder than coughs to catch his breath. "I will never forget your last words to me; will you stay with me? You know my answer is… always." The blonde hair man felt like someone stabbed him in the heart and didn't care about the mud he had covered his white t-shirt and jeans. He takes a seat on the left side of her headstone and cleared his throat to sing.

I miss taste of the sweet life

I miss the conversation

I'm searching for a song tonight

I'm changing all of the stations

I like to think that, we had it all

We drew a map to a better place

But on that road I took a fall

Oh baby why did you run away?

I was there for you

In your darkest times

I was there for you

In your darkest nights

But I wonder where were you

When I was at my worst

Down on my knees

And you said you had my back

So I wonder where were you

All the roads you took came back to me

So I'm following the map that leads to you

The map that leads to you

Ain't nothing I can do

The map that leads to you

Following, following, following to you

The map that leads to you

Ain't nothing I can do

The map that leads to you

Following, following, following

Flashback to New Year's Eve 2014, at Peeta's apartment

"COME ON KAT! WE'RE GOING TO BE LATE FOR CATO'S PARTY!" The blonde hair man yelled as he waited in the living room and drinking a bottle of Coors light beer. Peeta is wearing a dark blue turtleneck, dark wash jeans, and black boots.

"NOT EVERYONE GET'S THERE ON TIME PEET! BESIDES IT'S ONLY TEN FIFTHTEEN! WE'LL BE ON TIME!" Katniss yelled out as she was in the bathroom finishing curling her hair lightly. The brunette woman scan her outfit wearing a brown crop jacket that covered her green blouse and a sliver arrow neckless around her neck. She wore dark wash jeans and brown high heel boots that went to her knees. She walks out to the living room standing a few feet away from him. "How do I look?" Katniss asked placing her hands on her hips.

Peeta's blue eyes look up seeing his girlfriend dressed up in her own way and loves whatever she wears. "Perfect, just the way you are." He said with a smile.

The brunette woman walked over to her boyfriend of three years and sat on his lap with her arms wrapped around his neck and kissed him. The blonde man wrapped his arms around her waist and kisses him back.

"I wish it was just us to ringing in the New Year." Katniss said as she slightly pulled away from Peeta and looks at him.

"Don't worry darling; we'll kiss at midnight and more after words." He replied with a smirk and kissed her again. "Come on, let's get going. Don't want miss out on the fun do we?" The blonde man asked.

A smile rose on Katniss's face and kissed him again. "I can't wait until midnight and can't wait for later on in the night." She winked at him. "Guess not and let's go!" The brunette woman got up from her boyfriend's lap and looking over to see an open beer bottle. She turned her head around to face him. "Already started drinking? Come on, I'm driving!" Katniss grabbed Peeta's hand making stand to his feet. "I'm fine, I can drive!" He said being a little buzzed. "NO! I am; come on let's go!" She stated as she dragged him behind her and grabbed his car keys from the coffee table.

I hear your voice in my sleep at night

Hard to resist temptation

Cause all these strangers come over me

Now I can't get over you

No I just can't get over you

I was there for you

In your darkest times

I was there for you

In your darkest nights

Cato's House

Everyone from Cato's friends to their friends invited each other as long as they bring some alcohol. There's a group of people making out in the living room, another group playing poker in the backyard, and, a third group playing beer pong in the kitchen.

"Hey bud-dy!" A blonde short hair man asked being drunk and happy as he wrapped an arm around Peeta's neck. "Have another drink man." Cato said handing him a red party cup.

Peeta laughed shaking his head. "Trust mm-me. I had enough to drink and I need to have a drink with my girlfriend." He said trying to sober up.

"Does the girl on fire has your balls in her purse? Come on man, this is New Years! We drink until it's seven in the morning! You really need to put your foot down on how much you can drink." Cato replied being serious handing a cup into his hand and walked away.

Peeta looked down at the cup and nodding his head agreeing to his friend's statement. He drinks the alcohol down his throat and started to feel good about himself. 'Funny taste.' The blonde man thought to himself.

Over in the kitchen…

"I bet you can't aim for that last cup!" Marvel yelled being drunk laughing at him.

"Come on Mellark, you got this!" Glimmer cheered him being on Peeta's left side.

"Yeah Peeta, aim for that damn cup!" Cashmere encouraged Peeta being on his right side.

"Aim it! Aim it! Aim it! Aim it!" A crowed started to root for the bread boy.

Peeta has the ball in his hand and focusing on his target then threw the ping pong ball into the cup. The crowd cheered as Peeta beat Marvel with both of the blonde women cheered as they placed their hands around him.

"NO FUCKING WAY MAN!' Marvel yelled being devastated on losing the game with him as he took out the ping pong and grabs the cup to drinking it then passes out on the floor.

The crowd in the room laughs and some passed out because of the alcohol in their system.

"You're so macho on taking on Marvel; he never losses until now." Glimmer laughed as she kissed Peeta on his left cheek.

"A real man drinks until… something else happens!" Cashmere laughs wrapped her arms around Peeta's neck and kissed him on the lips.

"Woah! Sto-op! I have a girlfriend and she's here at this party not too far of a distance." The blonde hair man trying to make sense and what's real.

"What Katniss doesn't know won't hurt her right?" "Plus let's see if three blondes can make a right? Brunette's are so boring." Both Cashmere and Glimmer said as they both winked at him ten they both take turns kissing him and then kissed each other.

Peeta forgot about the countdown and could hear a few people counting down for the new year all over the household. His mind was somewhere else and temptation was taking control over him. He kissed Glimmer twice and Cashmere three times. The three of them made out for a good five minutes.

But I wonder where were you

When I was at my worst

Down on my knees

And you said you had my back

So I wonder where were you

All the roads you took came back to me

So I'm following the map that leads to you

The map that leads to you

Ain't nothing I can do

The map that leads to you

Following, following, following to you

The map that leads to you

Ain't nothing I can do

The map that leads to you

"Are you FUCKING kidding me?" A voice asked with anger in her voice.

The blonde man eyes widen and pulled away seeing to be his girlfriend; Katniss. "Kat, I-I-I can explain." Peeta pushes the two blondes away and walking over to a now pissed off girlfriend. "I was drunk and I lost control." He placed his hands on Katniss's shoulder. "WHY? WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? THAT'S IT! WE'RE THROUGH! HAPPY NEW YEAR!" The brunette woman yelled dumping her boyfriend as she the keys in her pocket and start running towards the front door.

"KATNISS! KATNISS WAIT!" The blond man yelled at his girlfriend leaving and following behind her.

Oh oh oh

Oh oh oh

Yeah yeah yeah

Oh oh

Outside of Cato's house…

"LISTEN TO ME KATNISS! I DON'T LIKE THOSE GIRLS!" "OH! YOU MEAN TO TWO BIGGEST SLUTS FROM COLLEGE? ALWAYS KNEW YOU HAD A THING FOR BLONDES!" "NO I DON'T; I LOVE YOU!" Peeta and Katniss were screaming at each other as she unlock his car and got in locking it behind her.

The brunette woman started the engine and reverse the car then stepping on the gas pedal.

"KATNISS! KATNISS GET OUT OF THERE RIGHT NOW AND LET'S TALK!" The blonde man yelled banging on the window and followed her as she reverse his car from the driveway and now being sober then runs behind her at full speed.

Katniss had tears in her eyes blinding her view and a two thousand and fourteen silver Chevy Malibu came from a turning lane and T-bones her on the driver side into a small ditch with the driver of the Chevy going off on the other side of the road.

Oh I was there for you

Oh In you darkest times

Oh I was there for you

Oh In your darkest nights

"KATNISS!" Peeta screamed in pain and ran with all his might to the small ditch where his girlfriend was at. He reaches his car going over to the driver side and tries to open the door. "STAY WITH ME KAT, DON'T YOU DARE LEAVE ME!" The blonde hair man yelled being concern for his injured girlfriend and cried in frustration using all his strength to open the car door. Peeta's in complete shock of how much glass was on her forehead, her arms, and her stomach is bleeding. He quickly reaches over to the right side to unbuckling her seatbelt and gentle laying her on the ground and pulls out his cellphone calling for help. "HELLO, I NEED HELP HERE RIGHT NOW! MY GIRLFRIEND'S BEEN INJURED IN A CAR ACCIDENT BY ANOTHER DRIVER! I'M AT MOCKINGJAY LANE AND MOON CREST STREET AND PLEASE SEND AN AMBLUANCE!" The blonde man yelled in panic and looked down at his girlfriend. "Katniss, Katn-iss. Please, please wake up! Stay awake, an ambulance is coming soon." He assured his girlfriend.

"Peeta?" The brunette woman asked being in pain as she wakes up and placed a hand on her stomach. "It hurts Peeta, it hurts." She said with her sliver eyes looking at up at her boyfriend.

"Helps on the way Katniss, you-you're going to be okay." The blonde man said with little spirit in his voice as he still have tears running down his face. "I'm right here and never leaving you again! I'm so-so sorry for what happened back at Cato's; those girls don't mean anything to-""I forgive you Peeta, will you stay with me?" Katniss asked him. "Always." Peeta answered her question and held her gently. "I love you." The brunette woman took her last breath and closed her eyes.

Oh I was there for you

Oh In you darkest times

Oh I was there for you

Oh In your darkest nights

Flashback Ends

Peeta still kept crying as he sings the last notes of the song and remembering the painful night where regret what he did including losing his girlfriend that night.

But I wonder where were you

When I was at my worst

Down on my knees

And you said you had my back

So I wonder where were you

All the roads you took came back to me

So I'm following the map that leads to you

The map that leads to you

Ain't nothing I can do

The map that leads to you

Following, following, following to you

The map that leads to you

Ain't nothing I can do

The map that leads to you

Following, following, following

The blonde man finished singing and placed his head into his hands crying. "I still come here every day just to see your headstone and I'm afraid that I'll forget about you someday. I wish I could go back on New Year's Eve and undo what I did." Peeta stated as he placed his hand on the single white rose.

The End


Okay. This is similar to the music video but put a few changed a few things in there. PLEASE DON'T flame me for this and wanted to put this fanfiction out there; sorry if it's depressing and please don't rip my head off. I love writing tragedy, don't ask me why. Again, I'm still writing for Lost Love.

Happy Spring Break, have fun and stay safe!

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