Hello ! So, it's Akira14's birthday and she asks me a SenKosh... First I had no idea but finally... I think that say you WHAT Koshino offered to Sendoh is a good idea...

The disclaimers... "Slam Dunk" characters are Takehiko's propriety, not mine -sigh- ect, ect... Oh, and... Sorry for the grammar mistakes and cie, but remember: English is not (definitely not ! ) my language...

The Present

Part I

Koshino was nervous. Very nervous. Extremely nervous. He couldn't have been more nervous was otherwise he would have die of it. And it made him irritable. It was really not the moment to disturb him...

"Aaargh ! " He suddenly cried.

Sliding his fingers through his hair, he sighed. He had been so sure of him the past few days ! So sure he found the perfect present for Sendoh... Yeah, but it was the past. Oh, it'll please Sendoh but... But... He hesitated. He didn't know... He didn't know... How to 'give' him the present...

But it was a little to late to change his mind. 7 o'clock. And they said dinner at 8. Sendoh's parents were in Tokyo, that's why he had... That idea. Well, that way he was certain that Sendoh...

*At least his birthday will be more pleasurable... Hrrr... Pleasant than last year. No melancolia... No sadness... No tears...* He though, blushing at the mention of 'pleasurable'.

Only a few people knew about Sendoh's family. The smiling spiky-haired Ryonan's ace's parents didn't care about their only child, leaving him always alone...

*Even when he was only six years old, even for his birthday...*

Koshino clenched his fists, grinding his teeth. Oh yes, he remembered his first meeting with Sendoh. They were only... Six years old ! He was with his mother. She was speaking with other women... He felt bored to the hilt when he saw... That boy. Calm and... He looked so sad. He was waiting... And he was visibly totally alone. When he asked him, the boy said him he was waiting his mom. She had 'something' to do, and he was waiting her... In fact, he had waiting more than two hours when Koshino found him...

*More than three hours ! They let their six year-old son ALONE more than three hours...*

And Sendoh's father was worse... Koshino closed his eyes, trying to calm himself. And some people DARE to call them 'parents' ! They were monsters ! Yeah, but at that time Sendoh had not this smiling mask he had now... Neither he had this philosophy of life he had now. So, how people could know he had such a family, such a childhood ? His parents were not violent... But it was even worse. It's not his body but his mind that they almost destroyed. No tenderness, no love... No parents, in fact. That's why he had been so happy to go in Koshino family. One day, one night, sometime one week... Koshino's family was understanding. Not the best family, when you though about it. They all had... Their temper. His mother, his father, His two brothers, his sister... And himself ! But it was a family... Full of love, even if he hesitated himself to... Well, he had to admit that he was not very demonstrative. He was more like his father, not like his mother. That's why he had this... Idea for Sendoh's present... To change it...

*To prove him I really love him...*

That was... His own problem. But he knew Sendoh needed demonstrations of love. Sendoh... His Akira... He felt so insecure without proves of his love... That's why he always needed to touch the people he loved or liked... To be sure they were reals... Not 'cause he was the hentai all said he was, but because he wanted to be sure that they were REAL people. , that he was REALLY not alone...

*Yeah, but he IS a hentai, even with that... No excuse for it...*

Koshino smiled tenderly... And sighed. Sendoh was too demonstrative, that's why he always rejected him. He was himself a much more... Reserved person. But in an other way, he knew that he'd never said himself... He would never had confess his love to Sendoh if this one had took the initiative... And he knew that if Sendoh was too demonstrative, always showing his feelings, even in front of other people, he was himself not enough... He was... He had never even said him that he loved him ! He couldn't... Of course, he knew Sendoh KNEW about his love... But it was not the same. Particularly for Sendoh... He didn't even let him kiss him... So, no need to speak about let him caress him...

*Or other things...*

Koshino blushed. Of course, that was something he had to change... He knew that... They couldn't stay like this for eternity... And he knew that, deep inside him, he REALLY wanted to do it with Sendoh... To prove him he loved him. And somewhere... To clam that Sendoh was his propriety. And that he was Sendoh's one... He really wanted it. In fact, he didn't wanted a platonic love, like Sendoh though. He wanted more. But he didn't know HOW. He couldn't... He knew he had a twisted mind but... He wanted Sendoh... He dreamed about... What Sendoh could do to him almost every night ! But... He didn't wanted it to be too... Simple. He had never... And it was not the point. That was so important to him...

But he and Sendoh were a couple since... Almost six months. And he loved him since... He didn't even know WHEN exactly he fell for the spiky-haired boy ! But he remembered when he realised that he loved Sendoh... This night, when he was only twelve year-old... Sendoh's parents 'had to go' in Okinawa. Just a few day... They finally stayed here three weeks... And Sendoh slept at home almost all the nights... He remembered the moment when he saw him naked... When he noticed Sendoh's nakedness... They were changing their clothes. Sendoh was so beautiful... The muscular body, lean and strong... Even at this age... And he had felt... Aroused. So he had blushed and turned his head to be sure Sendoh didn't notice... His state. But it was no use. Finally, he had acted like if he was upset... So Sendoh didn't notice him blushing or his eyes wondering over his body... But he was not upset. He loved him so much...

His mother soon discovered his feelings... She always noticed what her child really felt, despite their temper. But she understood when when she noticed that his feelings were sincere. She said nothing, she took him in her arms and kiss him on the forehead. She caressed his hair tenderly and only murmured that Sendoh needed somebody near him. For all his life. That she loved both of them and wanted them to never forget that they were friends, first. That there friendship was for all their life. And that he had to never forget it, even if his feelings changed.

He was not sure, but she probably spoke to his father, too. But he was sure his mother was the first to notice. But he said nothing. And when Sendoh... When they 'officially' said to his parents that they were a couple... When Sendoh faced his parents, so strangely serious and somewhere... Afraid about their reaction, his father only fixed him some seconds... And nodded. And he smiled, asking them if they wanted tickets for a basketball match some days after ! He remembered Sendoh's expression, his eyes wide open, and his mother's quiet smile. He was sure it was her idea. To organize a date... His brothers and sister were laughing in the kitchen. They spied all the conversation... They congratulated them... Well, they were laughing at them but it felt good... It was family. They accepted their love, even if both of them were guys... His sister was repeating: "It was time ! Those guys..." With an exasperated... And exasperating tone in her voice... But it was not surprising. They were like his mother, particularly his sister. And now, Sendoh had REALLY a family 'cause they considered that they were 'engaged' as Sendoh officially presented himself as his boyfriend...

*Mmm... And we were so happy... And we ARE so happy...*

That was something really important in their relationship. 'Cause he knew Sendoh. He would have prefer break up with him, even if he loved him, than let him break with his family. He would have never accepted to be something between him and his family.

*Like if it was possible...*

But family was so important to Sendoh... He had no one and didn't wanted to disturb them. That's why he always try to be so pleasant. He had cry when his mother said him that he was part of their family, that for her he'd always been part of it. That he was her 'fourth son'... And she kissed him tenderly, motherly. Like if he was a little child...

*She's fantastic...*

All his life, he'd think that he had 'the best mother of all the mother of the world'. She was always here when they needed her. And she was here for Sendoh, too. She proved Sendoh many times that he was like her 'fourth son'.

*And now it's my turn...*

He asked his family to let them alone for the evening. There had been a party in the afternoon, with his family, but he wanted them to be alone in the evening. Just the two of them. And he asked his mother's help. To be sure Sendoh didn't found it strange... So, for Sendoh, she was the one who had the 'romantic dinner''s thing idea. Well, she was the one who organized it. A good excuse to let both of them alone...

But it was his turn. His turn to prove Sendoh... To... Prove him that his family was right when they considered them like definitely engaged. It was time. Time to... Offer himself to Sendoh. Heart, body and soul. Time to clam he was totally and only HIS. Time to offered him his virginity. His very first time...

*Almost 8 o'clock... Time to go...*

End of Part I

I know, it's strange. Koshino think about Sendoh, there is a lot of flash-back, ect... But it's perfect to explain their relationship. And don't forget we're in Koshino' mind. So... It's normal that he think about a lot of things, he let his mind wondering. It's normal, especially when we know he is so perturbed !

Sendoh's childhood, Sendoh's family are not the best. It's sad. But it's explain (it's a way to explain) his temper, his behaviour. Why he is what he is. I don't think possible to him to be totally 'the perfect guy who has and never had problem'. I think that on the contrary, he knows what 'problems'... And here 'family problems' mean. He's an human, like there are so many, who can be fragile sometime. He's demonstrative 'cause he needs to, not 'cause he wants, it's part of him. He needs to touch people 'cause he's feared. I think it's more interesting that way. At least in this fic.

About Koshino... He can't always be the guy who rejects Sendoh. He really love him. But he has difficulty to express himself. That's why he always has... Such a temper. It's a way to protect himself. To hide his true feelings... And he love Sendoh so much, he's afraid to disappoint him. He's the kind of guy who wants all to be perfect, he can't accept to fall. It's a perfectionist...

About Koshino's family... His father is an adult Koshino, the same but much more mature. The difference is that he had no doubts in his life: he's sure of his love and of his wife's love, they're used to each other. He has his family, his job, his friends. Doubts are in the past... So there's no need to hide his fear behind a mask of anger. Koshino's mother is a wonderful woman. Sweet, clever, comprehensive... She love her son. I really like her character. His brothers and sister are cool. Of course, like he said, it's like in all the family... But even if they fight, they liked each other... His sister is more similar to his mother. Clever, sympatic... She know what she want and understand people. But she's still a teenager and is somewhere a little tomboyish.

So, the part I is finish, as usual I hope it please you. If I write other fics with the two of them, I think I will probably use Koshino's family again. I really like them...

AKIRA14 ! Happy Birthday ! I especially want YOUR comments, gal. And critics. The part II, soon ! And as you wanted a SenKosh lemon fic for your birthday, this part will be a lemon one...

Sendoh_Great ! *smile smile*

Koshino_Hmmrph... *Blush Blush*

Zeynel_No problem, Sendoh-kun !

_ZEYNEL_