37Hey I hope this is up to every ones expectations if not oh well :p Kyla-chan does not own Man. Sadly. T^T SPECIAL THANK YOU TO: sherryfanfic1999! Your review made me very happy and I plan make a special fic for you! Thank you everyone!
"Normal talking"
'Allen talks to neah in his mind'
"Neah talking"
'Allen thinking to himself'
"Yu?" I ask cautiously.
"let me come with you...please..." I bearly hear him. I sigh. Wow I am sighing a lot today...
"if it makes you feel better Yu." I smile my kindest smile. I grab his hand and pull him up and we head out of the house into the cold night air.
'Why can't anything work out right? Why can't we have a peaceful normal life?! Is this our destiny? To run in circles like caged animals? I don't want to do this any more! I want yuu! I want to go home! I hate this I hate this place! Why? Why me? Why us? Why now?' Allen screamed to himself having a blindfold over his eyes but his feline ears help him indicate his surroundings. It was dark and cold. He was in a cage his old cage. it's familiar rust and mold filling his senses causing tears to spring in his eyes.
" Now now ally-chan be nice and we will give you a 2 minute break!" Tyki says sweetly. Allens tears increased. His body trembling in fear and from the sobs. This wasn't supposed to be happening. He was supposed to get some liquor for master with yuu and head home and cuddle until they fell asleep. Why was he back in this hell? Did God really abandon him?
flash back~
"hey moyashi where are we going?" Kanda asks tiredly. Allen looks at his mate. The cat-boy smiles before saying they where almost there. When they finally reached the liquor store they bought the required bottles and headed out of Said liquor store. As they walked down the old dirt road they connected their tails ,silky cobalt wrapped around smooth silver. Allen smiled as kanda blushes, he remembered when they were both still in the laboratory, and his yu would wrap his tail ever so protectively around his in a comforting manner. Allen sighed in nostalgia.
Allen is startled by the feeling of kandas tail slipping out of his and the unmistakable sound of a body hitting the floor. His sliver molten eyes widen in terror as he saw the reason behind his mates collapse. Tyki mikk. His body began to shake in fear and anxiety as Tyki held out a collar ready to put it around his neck.
Just in time Allen moved away from tyki's grasp. No he will not be afraid! He is older now! He is stronger than before! This time he will protect his mate Yu from harm! Allen's sharp claws extended and his innocent eyes clouded over in anger causing speckles of gold to filter in his irises. His skinned became a faded gray.
"Oh does ally-chan want to fight? Fine two can play at that game!" Tyki took out a gun. Allen smirked for he knew how to disarm guns from people with ease, but his smirk faded when he saw he gun being pointed at Kandas defenseless form. Terror filled allens senses.
"Hey what happened to your fighting spirit? Is something the matter pussy-cat?" Tyki's eyes gleamed dangerously.
Allen's stance stiffened as the sound of a pained groan escaped his lovers lips. Tyki's smirk widened as Allen felt something enter his neck. A needle. He was being sedated! The last thing Allen saw before his vision faded to black was his Yu's terrified eyes watching him fall.
End of flash back~
1 year later
He was confused and in horrible pain. His ears sore and his hands burning. Tears filled Allen's blindfolded eyes permeating the dark cloth with salty tears and blood. A scream rips from his rough throat as the feeling of burning metal cuts at his left eye. He was in so much pain! When will it end?! All he could think of was the pain and the seemingly endless hours ticking by prolonged by the torturous activities.
He couldn't even remember his own name. He does know that they call him 14. He doesn't remember what his face looks like, all he can remember is the feeling of his blood being drained from his body. The pain was slowly becoming numb. Almost like second nature, as if it is the wind blowing and gently caressing your face on an heated summer day, it's all he has known for his senses have seemed to synchronize with the continuous pain. He only remembers how to say three words now. 'Yes, Master.' For if he said anything else he would be punished so his mind erased all other knowledge for survival purposes.
Allen is snapped from his thoughts by the creaking sound of the heavy metal door. The clicking of foot steps makes him bow his head. He was allowed to be let off of the metal table where his first torture had taken place for a long time, he now had his own room, he was still blindfolded constantly blindfolded and constantly chained to the room by his rusty metal collar.
"Yes,Master?" Allen asks with a smile that was painted on his face. If he didn't smile master would be mad and punish him. The footsteps came closer before the sound of a thump made his ears twitch and the footsteps stop. The thump was on his bed he memorized the room to even the cracks.
"Ah 14~ I have brought a present I wanted to share!" Tyki's voice rang through yet Allen could only label the footsteps and voice as master.
"Yes,Master." Allen smiles again before a subtle groaning caught his attention. His head whipped to the sound and instantly regretted his action bowing in apology for acting with out being told. Afraid of the punishment.
"It's alright 14. It's the present I told you about!" Tyki's sweet voice surrounded the blindfolded cat-man. Allen nodded his ears pinning in submission and his tail swaying timidly. Sheets shuffling made Allen impatient.
"Ahhhh he's awake!" Tyki's clapped his hands. Muffled hisses made its way to Allen's ears. He quirked his head to the side. The sheets shuffled and a chain clinked.
"Nya?" Allen asks in childlike curiosity. Allen felt his hair being ruffled, he purrs in contentment. The rusted collar on Allen's neck chaffes on his cold skin At the movement but he doesn't care.
"MHOHAHI!AHEN!" The foreign voice screams through the gag in his mouth. Allen's ears twitch at the new sound. The chain starts making a lot of noise as if the new person was struggling.
"Master?" Allen's semi-masculine voice asks. Tyki chuckles.
"This being defied me 14th so I wish to punish him. And I need my favorite and most obedient pet to help, Can you help your master 14th?" Tyki asks feigning innocence. Allen's ears perk and his slim tail sways in excitment. He finally gets to help master and maybe see his face! He can't wait to make master proud! Allen nods in the most respectful way possible.
"Do me good pet, and there will be a treat for you~" Tyki says in a sickly sweet voice. He felt the blindfold slowly being removed. His eyes were assaulted by a harsh yellow light. What he saw made a twist in his stomach, the feeling of slight recognition. He smiles, his lips forming in a staight line, making him seem insane.
The he being in front of him had long black hair, with silky cat ears. He looked masculine and blood, there was a chain around the mans neck similar to Allen's and he was wearing a tight black semi-turtle necked tank top. The onyx eyes looked at him carefully and filled with worry. The black cat-like tail behind the man matched the delicate ears on top of the mans head. Allen giggled. He hasn't been aloud to help his master like this in months! He then removed the gag from he prisoner.
"Allen!" The cat-man screamed at him. Allen's silver-gold feline eyes narrow in curiosity.
"Ah-ll-hen?" Allen asks confused at the new word.
"Allen! Are you ok? I will help you escape! Hurry so we can get away from this hell!" The handsome cat-man, again Allen was confused he didn't know an Allen. What's wrong with this guy? Allen only shakes his head in rejection, why would he leave his master? Who does this cat-man think he is?!
"Kill, 14th!" Tyki demands. Allen does as he commands And begins cutting the can I various places. Allen then takes a hot knife his master gives him for these times a rips open the dark cat-mans shirt reveals a slightly tan chest.
Allen smirks before carving a sign over the mans heart, eliciting pained screams. As he pulls away proud of his work he licks the blood from the hot knife burning his own tongue in the process but he didn't care, it doesn't hurt.
"Allen?! Come on moyashi do you remember me?! I'm your Yu! Remember me!" The cat-man know labeled as Yu screams at Allen.
Allens eyes yes widen before clutching his head, screaming as memories flooded his vision. The time when they first met to when Yu was in a coma. Allen began to cry blood as he slowly rembered everything.
"God damn it!" Tyki yelled.
Allen screamed a blood curdling scream, gripping his hair with too much force, his ears pulled back and tail went rigid. Kanda pulled against his binding screaming Allen's name. After several minutes Allen collapsed on the floor next to kanda. Tyki and kanda looked at him expecting movement but none came.
Yu reached a hand out to touch Allen's head but a pale hand gripped his wrist tightly. The white head lifting to reveal gold eyes filled with blood-lust. Eyes narrowed with his irises slitted like a cats. Sharp nails dug into kandas arm drawing blood.
"A...llen!" Kanda gasped through pained gasps. Tyki looked at Allen's figure in interest and curiosity.
Allen then moved and grabbed kandas neck squeezing tightly. Before kanda could pass out from the lack of air kanda whispered one more time.
"Allen I love you..." the grip loosened. When his onyx eyes open he sees tears in Allen's now stormy gray eyes.
"I...I'm so sorry...Yu I'm so sorry!" Allen mutters in disbelief. The next sound filling his senses was the sound of a gunshot. Kanda looked at Allen as blood came out of allens mouth. Blood began permeate the shirt Allen was wearing. He then collapsed on the cold concrete floor.
"AREN!" Kanda screamed pulling against his chains until they broke. Kanda then ran at Tyki with anger boiling in his blood. Tyki's golden brown eyes widen but didn't react as kandas hand plunged deep into chest and ripped out his heart. Blood covered his hands as he tore the Portuguese man beating heart out. Kanda slammed the offending orang an on ground stomping on it.
Blood coughs brought kanda back to the situation at hand. Allen. He turned towards the albino-cat-boy and ran to his side, dread filled his very being.
"Yuu sing me a lullaby..." All Kanda could do was nod and put Allen's head on his lap and cried him a soft had a strange melody but it held meaning. Kanda took a deep breath, before signing to the dying albino cat boy.
your a mess tangled with your confidence, you think you haven't sinned,
Well, your unstoppable, your walls are impassable oh,
I think your better off looking alone. The boys that chase your hips can just go find their way home.
And, at the end of the day you think to yourself my body is a product being sold on a shelf.
tell me I can change, tell me I can change!
well I know your laying there contemplating your own death, well just look at what you've done!
Dont you dare forget the sun, Love.
dont forget!
cold white walls keep you from your pad and pen, you just want to stab again.
cant believe its half this hard, you never knew your mind was dark, no
i think your better off looking alone, the boys that chase your hips can just find their way home!
you dig so deep for scars!
you never knew your mind was dark, no
come on and breath with me oh! Breath with me oh!
well I know your laying there contemplating your own death
well look at what you've done
Dont you dare forget the sun, love
you look down on me so casually, and every thing I know
You look down on me but not right on me
Did I wreck this broken home?
Dear diary
life is trying me
can I get a sign
or a two of mind, a Peice of mind
can I get a sign? Can I get a sign
well I know your laying there contemplating your own death,
well look at just what you've done
don't you dare forget the sun, love
you look down on me so casually and on everything I know
you look down on me but not right on me
is it plain to see, that life is trying me?!
life is trying me, life is trying
can I think of something good ? can I think of something?
After the song finished Allen stopped breathing and went limp in kandas arms. Tears flowed down his face mixing with tyki's blood. After his tears slowed enough so he could see he grabbed tyki's gun and whispered a few words before shooting himself in the head dying with his only love.
"I'm coming Aren, I love you."
Thank you guys for staying with me throughout this story. I love all of you, I am sorry about the sad ending but I'm making a happy one too. Chow~ Kyla-chan