so I have zero excuses for the amount of time it has taken me to come out with the next chapter when I promised it in a few days, so I would like to just explain what's been going on.
briefly after the last update I was then dragged into several family holidays like Christmas and birthday get together. that wouldn't haven't been an issue if it weren't for the fact, a few days after Christmas I got sick. I started coughing, my chest hurt, I got tested and it wasn't covid. Dr said it might be bronchitis but wanted to Mae sure, gives me a steroid shot then waits a week to see how I'm doing. I've gotten worse, I'm hacking up green crap which is a sign for pneumonia btw. so she puts me antibiotics, only I'm allergic to everythi g related to penicillin and chlyndamycin.
so i take the meds, still didnt get better. get a chest xray done, the infection is nowhere to be seen, my xray was clear. still practically dying though.. my throat was torn up, I can barely talk some nights after coughing so much. I go to a lung specialist. apparently I have something called bronchitis or bronchial asthma. it's asthma that's only shows up symptom wise after I've contracted an infection. it apparently cause aftershocks in my lungs even after the infection is gone, so now ive been sick for nearly 2 months now, im 5 different meds, i can barely breathe and i feel awful i havent been able to update. i was given stronger codein cough syrup this week, so ive been on writing spree for my Ao3, tumblr, and stories.. rewriting the bloody Mary episode is currently very draining, but I am almost done, and it's going to be the longest chapter yet. so buckle up and enjoy the ride. cause I wrote this with sick brain and it's a bit angst filled...