it started with him.

it started with heated arguments

it started with a obsession

now

pulled into this hell i drown

lost in this void, i cry

i cry for you...

this hold suffocates, yet slowly i crave it,need it

slowly, but surely i'd die without it

your my light

the only one im allowed

you put me here, all on a whim

an obsession

a thought to take me

To own me

To isolate me

and i'd break each time in your embrace.

my mind cracking and crumbling.

when you first held me i struggled, yelled, screamed.

these pleas became weaker

now your hold is all i have...

days...weeks...months...

now...you wont touch me

you stopped coming why?!

thoughts fill my mind, where are you?

why did you stop? like a drug

I need you more than air,more than life,more than freedom.

seconds...hours...days...

you return and laugh as i run to you

chains no longer needed.

you hug me and im done

i seep into this embrace

broken but happy

frayed but content

after all this is your love that enraptured me

that keeps me captured,That keeps me bound

without it surely i'd Die