This is my sorry. Or I should say our story.

What you are going to read is true. Many of you won't believe it. In fact I'm pretty sure none of you will. But that's okay, that's not what got me to write this. It's not for you. It's for him. And no one. Not any of you can understand the loss that I have. When you lose someone that is apart of you, you simply go mad. I did. For a time anyways. I couldn't live life without him. He was my partner of the heart and mind.

I'm sure you're guessing this is a love story. Well it's not. Not until after that is. That's a story for another time. No, this is a story about me and me best friend. My partner, my companion, my family, my brother, he was as much as my flesh and blood as I was of him. We were one.

Most of you are probably wondering why I'm stating this in past tense. Well, I probably shouldn't spoil the ending, but I'll say this, we are no longer together. You are asking, "Is he dead?" (who ever he is, that Is) or "are you dead?" (who ever you are) I'm miserable in my heart that is true, but some can help you out of your heart ache. Only one could do that for me. But that's not his story. This is our story. I'm sure you're all very confused. And I'm hoping by the end of my story you'll understand. If not then that's okay. I should most likely start but first you should know I will not always have this updated, for I have many travels that I must attend to and writing may have been one of my dreams before all of this but it's not my top priority. I promised that I'd do it. And I am, but not even I can type that much. He told me to write our story. It may seem cliche for a dieing wish but what is what is.

Why? You ask do I write so differently as if I'm in the medieval times? Well honestly I have no idea. Possibly to sound more sophisticated… because no. I do not live back in the olden days. I live in the 20th century. At the moment it's 2016. For those of you who still read this is the future can know this happened before. And hopefully I'm still alive. That is I'll be alive for eternity unless I'm killed.

In this story I have changed everyone's real name to fake ones to protect their identity all but mine and his. I have also changed my last name.

And now. Now I will finally answer the question you have been wondering since the first paragraph.

I am jade and he, my dragon, is Isllingr.