This is not an update! I will be perfectly honest, and tell you that I have had so much trouble with writers block it isn't funny. What had not helped was the truly horrible people who verbally abused me on this site. When I stopped writing, I was in a terrible place in my life. Between the abuse I suffered on this site, and the abuse I suffered at work, I was very close to a permanent solution to a temporary problem and needed help. And while I have worked on myself, I started to cross post my CissaMione fic to a different site, I still struggle. I wanted to avoid my own fic due to all the pain it brought.

At this time I am almost 40 years old, and my wife has only been walking for 3 years. At one time I was working 3 jobs, caring for my father in law who ended up having a lung transplant, caring for my wife who was unable to work and bed bound, and giving all I had to a career and a job that seemed to encompass all aspect of my life. I was also forced to change careers, and am currently trying to pull my family out of the mountains of debt that have piled up due to illness and job loss. All of you have been patiently waiting for an update, and all I can do is truly apologies. I also have a different computer, and have lost a lot of files. I will try to figure out where I as at with the story, and will post what I have.

HOWEVER! The moment some stupid individual decides to spew nothing but hate, I will discontinue this story, and pull my writing from this website. I refuse to be someone else's punching bag so that they could feel good about themselves. To the bullies and trolls out there, do us all a favor and shut the fuck up. Nobody told you to be a dumbass and continue to read a story you do not like. I did not piss in your wheaties, so do us all a favor and fucking untwist your panties.

And for the fuckwit who will undoubtedly go after my terrible grammar... this is an authors note, not a bloody novel.