9Ugh, yes a long chapter. Hey I promised! I feel so bad because each one of my stories
have so much short chapters, I need to be writing more X3 anyways here we go with the
author update! If you are waiting for me to write the other, Blue Exorcist, story I'm doing
it now so, and also writing an Miraculous Ladybug story, Ninjago, and Tokyo Ghoul!
Anyways, yeah I love Anime, fite me.
Welp, now I should be probably start the story, but nah. I want to torture you with my
bickering. Lemme just say, this chapter will be intense!
Brother; Triggered
Brother: trigger intenses
Yeah my brother thinks i'm weird for liking anime and writing about it, lol nevermind him.
Anyways let's start ~(0-0)~
Guilt, that's all he could feel. An overwhelming guilt, he literally stabbed someone through the
back, betrayed his friends and family, and joined an complete horrible organization. Of course
Shima would be feeling like shit. The faces of betrayal and confusment on everyone's faces, the
doubt in their minds as they thought he was possessed or was controlled, but was talked into
that he did it, willingly. Shima, a friend to most, family to his brothers, betrayed all of them. For
what? To show he was worthy of something? For what? That's all Shima questioned himself
about. But yet he was still loyal, still loyal to be hanging on to the very living of evil, Illuminate.
And it stung more when his friends said that they trusted him just so he wouldn't have been
tortured. Yeah it hurt, it did hurt whenever he did sneak behind their backs, or did something that
the, 'Illuminati', wanted. He was more loyal to evil than his own family. And with that,
sighing in defeat, Shima pinched the bridge of his nose, breathing air through his mouth. He laid
back on his wooden chair, his eyes tracing the place of his dorm. A blue mattress sat in the left
of the room, a desk where he was currently at stood at the middle, and a shelf fresh filled with
books about demons and such. More of all, the room was lonely. Of course he would get a room
to himself, no one wanted to be with him. No one wanted to get their secrets exposed to the
Illuminate, no matter how many times his friends denied it, they still didn't trust him, they didn't
trust the living of spies. And no one blamed them for it. Boredom crossed his face as unsatisfied
minutes past by. Leaving more boredom to lay on his shoulders, deciding quickly that he should
see where his friends were sat up from his wooden chair, his sneakers squeaking silently on the
wooden floors as he made his way to the door that was standing exactly parallel to his desk. It
was currently a weekend, so mostly no one was out in the hallways or outside of their dorms,
easier for Shima then, he wouldn't get as much dark glares then. Word was already around
school about, "Shima's Betrayal", and he couldn't care less about that, he couldn't deny it, he
was a spy, a filthy traitor, and more or less an enemy. It didn't matter how much the cold
whispers pulled his heart strings, he wouldn't care, no he wouldn't care a second about
something like this, he already admitted to being a spy, he already committed into being one, no
way he could become an friend again, but at least he could try, but in his mind his visit to Bon's
and Miwa's was just to get some information. Or at least wanted to toy with them since he was
dying of boredom. Shima continued to walk down at least three hallways before finally getting to
room, 297, of course Shim could've just used his key to get to the dorm, but the head ministers
took that away from him. Of course they would. They didn't trust him, and he had no problem
with that, yep, no problem at all. Shima's pale right hand made it up to the exact center of the
wooden door, and slowly knocked three times, making his knuckles semi white from exposing
them to an object. Behind the door shuffles could be heard, footsteps as well. As finally the door
exposed to opening. Stood in the view of the opened door stood Miwa, sweat already beaming
down his forehead at the sight of Shima. 'Well I guess they probably didn't want to see me, but
oh well.' "Oh…. Shima! Uhm… um.. What your doing here?!" Miwa's voice was panicky, fear
lacing his words fully. "Oh just wanted to hang, came here to ask if you and Bon wanted to go
somewhere?" Shima's voice was casual, nothing flashing in his eyes but stale, and false
excitement. Miwa paused for a moment, gulping the air for about five seconds making Shima
move an eyebrow. "We have homework… for uh…. Shura's class…. Uh… remember? Also…
Bon's kind of sleeping…" Miwa's voice was hard full of lies, but Shima for sure knew he wasn't
lying about Bon sleeping. Yes Bon was a top student, but from time to time he loved to sleep.
He knew that for sure, because Bon did love to sleep when he was a kid.
"Bon wake up!" Shima's tiny hands slapped his brother face, anger replacing from resentment
that used to cover Bon's tiny features. "Hey what was that for?!" His words pounded angry as he
sat up, his eyebrows focusing on his somewhat little brother, "Well… I don't know… you've been
sleep for like four hours! Supper is about to get started!" Shima's small voice was small and
determined, ready for Bon to finally get up. Sighing, Bon finally lept from his small mattress,
leaving Shima with a small victory dance. It wasn't even close to supper. Even as a kid, Shima
could guess that he always did lie to his family.
"Well since Bon is sleeping do you want to do homework, together?" Shima's words were filled with false hope, his eyes looking straight into Miwa's somewhat gray one's. Miwa
stuttered with words, his mouth gaping open as if he wanted to say something but before he
could let out whatever he wanted to say, the door slammed shut. "...Miwa..?" Shima's voice
was filled with a lying hurt, as if he just replaced his real, offended, voice with a stale version of it.
His voice was clearly fake. "Umm…. go away Shima! I'm kinda not supposed to talk to you…"
Miwa's voice was filled with pity, and sympathy. Perfect, at least for Shima. "Oh come on Miwa!
We're family aren't we?" Shima's voice was still filled with they lying hurt voice as he did a pouty,
or a dog face some would like to call it. But Miwa ignored that. "You should be taking your own
words Shima…. Plus if you don't go i'll get Bon!" Miwa's voice was determined almost, making
Shima chuckle. His little bro was finally getting his own standing in this world. "Ok, fine. But i'll
be back! Also since I can't hang out with you, do you know where Rin is?" Shima tilted his head,
all though he knew Miwa couldn't see him through the closed door. "Why would you need Rin?"
Miwa's voice was caught with suspicion as his eyebrows managed to get up. "Oh you know, I
wanna hang with someone! So do you know where he is or not?" Shima quickly replied, getting
very impatient. A small sighed was quickly heard behind the door as Miwa's small voice finally
replied after about thirty seconds of waiting. "He's supposed to be with Yukio in the hospital, he'll
most likely be getting out soon. He stays there no more than thirty minutes or an hour, if you're
really impatient you could just walk in and get him, but that would be pretty rude, but do
whatever you want Shima." Shima just nodded in gratitude, "Ok, see ya Miwa!"
( Yes I'm skipping to someone else, x3 )
Fifth teen minutes somewhat passed from within the hospital, Rin Okumura continued to talk
with his brother. "Have you seen Shura's hair? It's completely short!" His voice was completely
excited, his blue eyes filled with joy for talking with his brother. "Yes Rin of course I've seen her
hair, EVERYONE has seen her hair." Yukio only responded with annoyance, and a cold hard
look, making Rin become annoyed as well. His brother was always the annoyed type. "Hey I
was just trying to talk about, something! Your doing no progress in trying to talk!" Rin's voice
was urgent with self-jokes as he looked Yukio, who was becoming more annoyed. "Yes Rin, but
you talk about the same subjects every time you come in here! Tell something that'll actually get
me not annoyed." Yukio's voice was annoyed and stale, his eyes hardening as he let out
another comment, "Anyways Rin I think you should get going, my pain meds should come in
soon." His words only made Rin disappointed, as a strange anger stirred in him, but quickly
ignored that. "Ok fine, but i'll be coming here tomorrow! So you better get your annoyed points
up!" With that Rin turned around already walking to the door, his feet squeaking on the cold tile.
Yukio only pinched the bridge of his, (now pale) nose. "What the hell does, Annoyed points,
even mean?!"
)
Right as Rin turned the corner from his brother's room, he couldn't help it. For some reason,
that he couldn't identify, an unreal anger bubbled within his emotions. And the anger was
dramatically growing. He could already feel the flames bubbling in his systems. "Ugh not here."
Rin thought almost completely aloud as many different people and patients clouded the hospital
floors. He didn't get it, how was he so angry? And why could he already feel the flames numbing
at his system? They only time he felt like that was when he went berserk or he couldn't control
his flames. Oh. Rin's breaths became hard as he looked around the scenery around him,
patients in beds with doctors pushing them to the room were all around, Rin knowing that he
was just on the first floor knew that the exit doors were here somewhere. But he couldn't think
where they were, his mind was already getting fuzzy and dull. Rin's breaths continued to get
more hard as his heart quickened. What was going on? How-and what exactly was causing
this? Rin's thoughts swirled in his mind, as he took uncertain and unstable steeps to what he
thought was a glass door. Two glass door showing the hospital entrance stood in front of him,
two doctors talking were in the corner as well more patients coming in. An repentance stood at
the left corner waiting for orders and such. Seeing those glass doors Rin ran to them, quickly
opening them. His feet never ran this hard before, little past three minutes Rin was already far
away from the hospital, and away from people. The place he was in now was something he
could clearly recognize, he was right by building where he and his brother had his dorm in. Rin
sighed in relief, but the flames continued to bubble through his systems. Endless questions filled
his mind as his sigh of relief turned into one of panic. He needed to get help, picking up his
phone that was stirring in his pocket he quickly turned to his contacts, little black spots clearing
into his vision. What the hell is going on?! He thought this over and over as his finger loosely
clicked on a contact, he didn't care who he called. He needed, and wanted help. "Mephisto
here? Anything wrong Rin?" Well but him, not the clown, oh God please. "Mephisto, I-" Without finishing his sentence,
pink magic engulfed him making him yelp in surprise, Rin closed his eyes not wanting for any of
the pink magic to get into his eyes, and when he opened them, he wasn't by his building, no it
was the damn office with Mephisto. As his eyes laid on, Mephisto, the sudden anger, and blue
flames suddenly vanished from Rin making him stop in confusement, what the hell-? "Hello Rin
Okumura! My favorite twin! Now exactly what did you need me for?" Mephisto's voice was
childish almost as he cheekily smiled. "Mephisto, I think I don't need your help anymore…" Rin's
voice was panicking, the last time he visited Mephisto wasn't such a great visit, for a while now
he didn't want to really go near the demon, but he had no choice as he forcefully summoned
himself here. "Oh Rin, I can read my students expression's perfectly, you seemed distraught? Is
there something wrong, with what should I say, your flames?" Rin felt almost as if all the air left
his lungs, how could that clown know that-? "Rin you can't hide anything from me, you do know I
watch every student here?" Mephisto had a creepy voice at that moment, making it seem more
like a stalker than an head-minister at an academy. "Mephisto you're a demon right? So can you
exactly tell me why my flames are getting out of hand? Or why I felt a sudden burst of anger?"
Rin asked fastly his eyes looking deep within Mephisto's eyes. "Hmph, you are really dumb as
they say are aren't ya? Demons are known for their uncontrolled anger, and they have much
more stronger blood than human blood." Mephisto's voice was teasing almost, his eyes tainting
Rin as he swirled his hat in his right hand. "What- does that mean?" Rin tried his hardest not to
let the strange anger out, because of the Mephisto's comment of how, 'dumb he really is'. "Oh
please, does it not show anything? Your demon hormones and blood is overcoming your human
one's, i'm just guessing that you're most likely only, forty-five percent human by now." Rin
stopped whole, his eyes widening.
"Hah?"
Mephisto closed his eyes, the atmosphere suddenly becoming more serious. "Rin haven't you
noticed that each demon you defeat, always ask you the same question? 'Are you human, or
are you demon?'" How did he..? "Rin, one day you'll have to chose, so right now i'll be asking
you….. When the choice comes, are you human or demon?"
…
..
.
"Human..?"
"Oh you won't be saying that for long."
OK GUYS I'M RUSHING REALLY MUCH, QUICK THING I GOT TO GO TO SLEEP SO I'M
SORRY IF THIS CHAPTER WASN'T LONG, OR LIKE 5,000 WORDS I GOT TO GO TO
SLEEP XD ALSO SORRY IF THIS HAS BAD GRAMMAR I'M CHECKING THIS IN THE
MORNING :d