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The day Lisanna came back will not be a day Fairy Tail would not forget anytime soon. The party lasted two weeks and was wild, even by Fairy Tail standards. Everyone was smiling and having fun, getting to know their long lost friend all over again. Except me. I was grouchy, you could say angry, but I prefer grouchy. You do not want to see me when I'm angry.

And no, it wasn't because I was being ignored by everyone. They all still talked to me, laughed and partied with me, but on the inside I was seething. Not a single person had asked what I had been dying to know ever since Lisanna arrived home. But I didn't want to spoil anyone's fun so I kept it to myself.

"Lucy! You've gotta show Lisanna your key dudes!" Natsu bounded up to me, all smiles and laughter like he always is, pulling an uncomfortable Lisanna along behind him.

I sighed heavily once Natsu plonked onto the barstool next to me after forcibly placing Lisanna on the other side of me. "Natsu." I warned

"What?" he asked innocently, clearly not seeing that I wanted to be left alone for a moment. After two weeks of non-stop partying I needed a break from people, but I didn't want to go home just yet.

"Lisanna has just gotten back Natsu, from an alternate reality, she needs time to adjust to magic here again. I don't want to overwhelm her! Leave Lisanna to Mirajane and Elfman for a while ok? They've missed her just as much as you have." I mumbled, really not in a friendly mood.

"But she's been here for two weeks already Luce! That's plenty of time!" Natsu's arguing and persistence were really starting to annoy me

I sighed again, "No Natsu."

"Why not?" he whined, slinging his arm over my shoulders

I quickly shoved him off me, "because I'm tired!

"Aww please Luce?" Natsu begged, I didn't even have to look at him to know he was doing the face. The puppy dog face he knew I couldn't resist. Thankfully, Lisanna decided to speak up

I sighed and thumped my head against the counter. I looked up only when I heard a glass put in front of me. I saw Mira smile and lean against the counter

"It's ok Natsu, Lucy and I can talk anytime. Why don't you introduce me to some of the younger members? None of them where in Edolas Fairy Tail because they were too young to be in a dark guild." Lisanna explained while attempting to drag Natsu towards Wendy and Romeo, after finally getting him to stand she turned to me, "let's talk later ok?"

I was about to agree when Natsu grabbed her arm and dragged her over to Juvia and Gajeel, intent on a fight.

"Natsu! At least take it outside!" I called after the pair, he threw the hand that wasn't wrapped around Lisanna's wrist in the air, acknowledging my request.

"It's alright Lucy, he's just excited to have one of his best friends back, and he'll come back to you in no time." Mira winked at me once the four made their way outside, giggling a little while her match-making side reared its ugly head.

"It's not that Mira really, I'm actually glad he has someone else to keep out of too much trouble besides me but... I can't help but feel, off about her." I tried to explain my feelings to Mira without sounding too offensive, she was Lisanna's sister after all, but she was a good listener and amazing at giving advice, so long as she kept her matchmaking schemes out of the conversation.

She looked a little confused and concerned, "what do you mean Lucy?"

"Well, so far Wendy Juvia, Gajeel and I are the only ones who don't know her from before she switched worlds." I started slowly, Mira nodding her head as a gesture to continue, "and I know that because of this that I really can't make a judgement call on her but, she seems too…..perfect. Something doesn't feel right about her, and I have no idea what it is, but again I'm biased and didn't know her before."

"How are you biased Lucy?" Mira asked slyly, clearly thinking I was talking about Natsu

"Well I don't trust her. I mean, she was over there, what three, four years? And she never even attempted to come back. She saw how Edolas Mira and Elfman reacted to her being alive, surely she would have realised that you and Elfman were her real siblings, how could she have not cared about you two enough to come back? Her death traumatized you and Elfman so much, and she didn't even care!" I started off softly, but I was getting louder with every word, my feelings had finally boiled over and I couldn't keep ym mouth closed, "you and Elfman were traumatized by her death Mira! She knew that Elfman would blame himself for everything and she still didn't even try and return to her loved ones! She clearly thought she would have a better life in Edolas and never bothered to think about her real family back here! Its just so selfish of her and I hate that she has never even apologized for the greif and agony her family and friends went through for years over a girl who they all thought dead! Its just not fair." I ended my rant in a broken whisper that the whole guild could hear. I froze, there was no sound, they all heard me. I had been shouting, practically screaming at everyone. I took a shaky sip of my drink, trying to calm myself down while I waited for everyones reactions. No one spoke and everyone was staring at me openly confused and hurt. I chugged the rest of my drink before I heard a voice speak.

"I think you should leave for a while Lucy." Mira spoke in a monotone that didn't suit her, not even when she was angry. I stood and made my way to the big heavy double doors of the guild hall, not one person moving to stop me, just starign at me. I left without a word.

I rarely let myself cry in front of strangers, guild members are family so they do not count, and enemies only when they hurt my family, but today I just couldn't help it. The tears slipped silently down my cheeks, no one, not even the two nice boat men tried to talk to me.

I made it back to my empty apartment quickly, and simply flopped onto the bed, not even bothering with my nightly beauty treatments and destressing routines. I hoped some sleep might make me feel better. But all I could think about was today.

I cant believe that happened. I lost control of my mouth, and everyones reactions! Im going to be kicked out by master for sure, no way was I going to be able to stay fro what I did! What I said! The whole guild is going to demand Master kick me out, he wouldn't want to, but everyone will keep insisting until he caves and sends me on my orphan way. Where will I go? What will I do? How am I going to live without being apart of a guild? No other guild will take me once they learn about my distrust of my guildmembers, my disloyalty to my family. I'm going to have to join a dark guild if this goes on!

I paled at the thought of joining a slimy dark guild, but if I have no other choice, will i?

I am just going to have to see how this playes out. I tried for hours to get sleep, but it eluded me. So in a last ditch effort to exhaust myself, I being packing my belongings. I want to be prepared if I have to leave my home.

Morning came too soon, yet not soon enough. I didn't want to go, but I was getting low on Jewel, and rent was due in a few weeks, I should go ask if Team Natsu wanted to do a job together

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