Silently cursing when he arrived

Wanting him to stay

She wanted to beg him

She wanted to have him

She watched him leave

She heard him speak

She seen him

she loved him

her curse to never have him

Cursing her because she had him

Angrily crying because she got him

wanting what wasn't her's to want

Begging for him

Crying over him

L-o-v-i-n-g him