I'd never given much thought to how I would die…though i'd had reason enough in the last few months, but even if I had I would have not imagined it would end like this…yeah I know i'm quoting that shitty Twilight book but believe me I never in a million fucking years thought I would have fallen for a disgusting blood sucker no less the bastard who started it all, The true vampire king himself, not the imposter I originally thought was in charge. I stared without breathing across the long room, into the dark eyes of the monster before me. It was in this moment that I knew I was going to die. But what shocked me the most was that I was accepting it. It was in this moment that I had chosen to give up. Who would have thought it, a powerful half-demon dying from blood-loss, what a joke. The pain in my side increased as the blood continued to flow out of my left side. That fucking witch stole Moon's rapid healing from me. I looked up in the dark eyes of the monster I thought loved me, the monster i'm ashamed to admit I still love. Maybe me dying will be a good thing, they say once you die the pain stops. I would never have to suffer another broken heart again, first Bonnie, then Ash and now this…my life is just one fuck-up after the next. But at least I can die knowing what happened to her, at least I can finally put that mystery to bed. A dry laugh escapes my throat as I stare my killer in the face.
"Come on, do it already" I ask as a pained look crosses his angelic face, "What are you waiting for?" I say lifting my tank-top and rubbing my hand over my wound. I then hold out my hand as if i'm trying to entice an animal, "Come on, aren't you hungry?' I ask tempting him however he stays at the other end of the room gripping an end table struggling to control his thirst, "You know you want it, so kill me already" I say as the room seems to get even darker as my vision begins to fade. I'm just so exhausted, I want this to end already, the pain, the torment, the neglect, just everything. From seven and onward my life has been nothing but a fucking nightmare and now i'm finally going to wake up, "Please stop stalling and fucking kill me ALREADY!" I yell with the last amount of force I can give before reaching to my wound again, "Here i'll make it bigger for you" I say with a smirk before my hands are pinned beside me. His dark eyes inches from mine and in my dizziness I could swear I see fear, desperateness and…love, god I must really be fucking out of it. I stare into his eyes for what feels like an eternity before speaking again
"Just get it fucking over with already" I say completely giving up as he leans forward.
"Please forgive me dragă" he replies tilting my head to the right and impaling his teeth deep into my neck. It is then that I feel a pain more horrific then I ever though possible. If I wasn't so distracted by the horrific pain I would have noticed him take me into his arms and whisper into my ear one last time, "It will all be over soon, Te iubesc my beautiful vampire queen".
I hope you enjoyed the prelude. This is a story I have wanted to write for awhile now and I finally got is started…chapter one shall be up soon. R&R and tell me what you think, have a great day:)