I've been here before and I always swear, 'Never Again!'

But then…

It's over and for a few seconds, which always feels longer, I hear nothing.

Then the sound I've been waiting for… That first cry, followed by:

"Congratulations, it's a boy!"

The relief washes over me, as I look to my husband.

The obvious pride flowing from him as our new baby is placed in my arms, and his soulful eyes lock with mine.

"Do you have a name?" Someone asks.

It's at that moment I know I'll be here again.

"Yes," I nod, "his names Virgil… Virgil Tracy."