Holding in
These rages
Of Emotions

Warped by lies
Can't tell the truth
Deaf and blind
Lost to the world

Hating each other
Loving each other
The emotions of a child
Torn away from all
Thrust into your closed arms

I hate you for being better
I hate you for being so nice

I'm always in second place
And I don't want it
Can't stand it

Fighting everything around
Hating myself even more
So weak...
So lost...

But I'm just like you
Completely like you
And you don't realize
When I see you with her...

That set of emotions
That she doesn't even own...

I hate you
I hate her
I hate myself

No one ever holds me
Will you hold me?

Holding in
These rages
Of emotions...

And I'm broken