Holding in
These rages
Of Emotions
Warped by lies
Can't tell the truth
Deaf and blind
Lost to the world
Forevermore
Hating each other
Loving each other
The emotions of a child
Torn away from all
Thrust into your closed arms
I hate you for being better
I hate you for being so nice
I'm always in second place
And I don't want it
Can't stand it
Fighting everything around
Hating myself even more
So weak...
So lost...
But I'm just like you
Completely like you
And you don't realize
When I see you with her...
That set of emotions
That she doesn't even own...
I hate you
I hate her
I hate myself
No one ever holds me
Please...
Will you hold me?
Holding in
These rages
Of emotions...
And I'm broken