Prologue
Fitz's POV
I had a strange dream the night before I went, the dream was that she died. The girl I loved so much died and I could do nothing to save her that she would die alone.
I woke with a start and rolled over and fell back asleep but the dream kept replaying in my mind.
What if she did die?
What if it was my fault?
What if I was the reason she died in the first place?
What if I betrayed her?
I couldn't think about it.
I couldn't think about my Moonlark, my spark, my hope, dieing.
No I refuse. But what if it happens? What if I do lose her?
That's not happening.
Later I found that it is possible. And it did happen.
But this is what happened first.