Hey,

So you guys all know I take long breaks between chapters, but you don't know why. And, now I'm going to tell you.

IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT A CASE OF DEPRESSION AND NEAR SUICIDE PLEASE DO NOT READ FURTHER.

When I was in first grade a girl in my class started bullying me. At first it was harmless, just teasing. But then she started telling me that the only reason I had friends was because people pitied me. In second grade it got to the point were I felt personally threatened.

When we reached fourth grade she started taking my friends, telling them things about me that weren't true. Like that I thought that they were ugly, or something similar.

Last year in 5th grade she went as far as to threaten me. She told me that if I went to the same high school as her she would beat me up. And she would beat up my friends and boyfriend. She then said, "If, I ever had one." She told all the new kids to not be friends with me. And she told people things that it wasn't her business to tell.

I'm telling you the history because, about two years ago I started having suicidal thoughts, or thoughts about killing my self. While the thoughts have mostly ended, I still get doubts of depression that make it hard to write.

So know my readers, that when I don't write I want to but I can't it hurts to much to write about a wonderful, beautiful world. When my own world is so dark and full of hate.

I just wanted you to understand everything.

I love all of you,
Priana