HIIIIIIII I am ARMY15 and this is chapter one(just read the end notes, got too lazy to do the introductory but please, enjoy the story if you can. . . MUHAHAHAHAHA—ehem anyways

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING STORY IS NOT SUITED FOR KIDS. THIS IS ALSO NOT SUITED FOR FAINT OF HEART, THIS STORY MIGHT ALSO BE TRIGGERING FOR SOME PEOPLE, SO PLEASE, DON'T READ IF THIS IS TRIGGERING FOR YOU. THIS STORY CONTAINS RAPE(IN THE BEGINNING, I THINK), ANGST, VIOLENCE, AND SOME OTHER DEPRESSING STUFF.

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

Please enjoy. I don't own anything besides my characters and some plots. The rating may go up, by the way.

Chapter Text

"Life isn't fair. It never was and never will be."
-John F. Kennedy


It was dark and cold and just. . . . empty.

In this silence, the only thing I could do was remember.

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"You bitch!" a slap echoed in a small room.

It was suffocating, but the girl could only bite back her screams and endure. She could taste the iron in her mouth, it makes her want to vomit but she must stay still like an obedient girl.

"F-father. . . "

"Stay still, you little shit!", a hand grabbed a fistful of hair and tilted her head to face her abuser. His breath stank of alcohol and cigarettes. His sweaty hands were digging into her scalp and it hurts so much.

"Hey. . . " his calloused hand was tracing her hair, trailing his dirty hand down and grabbing her chin.

"Wonder what you would cost if I were to sell you to my 'special' friends, eh?" His dark eyes were leering as he scanned her 'beloved' daughter's body up and down. The girl widened her eyes when she realized the implications in his words. "N-no. . . I don—"

He harshly pulled her hair and sneered at her face,

"You will do as I say, ya hear?"

He gripped her hair harder and used his other hand to tear her blouse off, some buttons being destroyed in process. Bruises littered her body in different sizes, some old and some were fresh. There was a long scar from under her ribs to her waist resulting from when her father cut her with a knife when she refused to attend to his 'sexual needs'.

"Fuck. . ." Her father groaned while rubbing his sweaty hand all over her chest. His daughter sobbed as she tried to pry his hand off her—only to be backhanded in the face.

"N-no! Please, p-please! Stop!", She whimpered when he forcefully pulled down her skirt and underwear.

"Shut the fuck up, you whore! Ya think you can get away scott-free!?," he roughly flipped her over,

"Since you can't even do anything with your useless ass, ya might as well use it for me like what your slut of a mother did." He sloppily opened his fly with his hand and took him out. The sight made his daughter pale and tried to break free.

"Please!—" He grabbed his daughter's waist and pushed in.

She screamed in pain because ithurtsIthUrtSiThuRtSithUrTsiThUrtSIThuRtSsToPStoPSTopStOpstOpstoPpLeaSenO she clawed the floor as her father pushed in and out without mercy.

"Gukh. . . ! Fuck. . . y-yes. ." He moaned, thrusting hard.

The girl couldn't see through her tears but she recognize the faint out line of a gun just a few feet away from them. Her father always carried a gun anywhere, either to extort money from others or use it on her for his disgusting 'fantasies'.

"Ugh!" She chocked out in pain as she reached for the weapon. Her father, unaware of what happening, laughed cruelly as he rocked his hips over and over.

"This is what you deserve, you little cunt! You slutty piece of shi—"

BANG!

His body fell down like a ragdoll on the floor. Blood steadily pooled around him as her daughter clutched the weapon to her chest. She stayed still before shakily standing up, her knees almost bucking and picked up her clothes on the floor.

"O-oh god, oh god. . "

She took a last look at her father before walking towards the entrance of their 'home'.

The wind was chilly so she had to wrap her arms around her petite body even though it was useless. The only sound there was her feet slapping against the pavement. It was quiet, peaceful even, than her life back in that house. This was the first time in a while where she got out to watch the sky, since her father never lets her out.

Father. . . . right, her father, he's. . .

She stopped and smiled for a few moments and she could feel her shoulders starting to shake, a laugh came out of her chapped lips as her eyes slowly let out the tears that was threatening to come out since a while ago.

"I did it. . . I finally did it but," Her smile was frozen and her eyes were hollow.

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She's finally free

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It's ok now

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I'm finally . . . . . happy?

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She slowly slumped down against the wall, body shaking.

"But—" Cries and wails erupted from her, she clutched her head as she rocked her body back and forth. Why? Even though he's finally gone, why was she still so sad? She sniffled a bit before standing up and walked across the street, failing to notice the truck heading her way.

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Why?

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She turned her head to see the vehicles speeding towards her.

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Why?

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BEEEEEEEEEP!
CRASH!

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Why do I still feel so empty?

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Hi Im ARMY15! This is actually my third story but I decided not to post my other stories because they need revisition. Anyway, thankies for reading my first chapter and I hope you leave a comment XD god im so not good at these. . . .

Anywho, please enjoy!

I actually update once a week, but if I promise I'll update as soon as I can. thank you again for reading ^_^ Ciao!