12Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing. :)
A/N: Hi! This is a series of episodes of Heero and Relena's relationship as inspired by the songs of one of my favorite artists, Katy Perry. These episodes are all set after the storyline of the whole Gundam Wing saga (including the mangas, the series, etc. except for Frozen Teardrop), wherein Relena is the ESUN representative to the colonies and Heero is the head of her security. :)
Teenage Dream
A 1xR fanfic by Ines Kanoyan
General/Romance
Chapter 1 – Mannequin
She watched him from her seat while waiting for her turn to speak in a conference hosted by the ESUN. Her thoughts were not about her speech nor the conference for she was busy studying him. Watching him from afar, never taking her eyes off him, while he was busy scanning the whole room for potential threats. He hardly noticed her or if he does, he doesn't care; he doesn't give a damn.
'How do I get closer to you
When you keep it all on mute
How will I know the right way to love you'
He had been her personal bodyguard for almost two years now. And she was sure that her feelings for him weren't so hard to decipher, in fact they were glaringly obvious. She wasn't interested in any other man, be they handsome princes, eloquent politicians or even wealthy businessmen. She knows what she wants but doesn't know how to get it. She just can't get it. With the nature of their professional relationship, it wasn't hard to get too personal; especially if one of them is just dying to get to that level. They were often alone, sometimes they would sleep in the same room, particularly on out of town trips where security can be very crucial. And yet, there wasn't a single circumstance wherein he showed a particular interest she had obviously been waiting for. He was always so professional.
Sometimes, they would be in awkward situations, intimate poses wherein she would imagine himself getting carried away and taking advantage of her. But, that was never the case; he would always politely apologize and ask if she was hurt or whether he had made her feel any discomfort.
"He is still human." Relena said to herself while staring at the mirror, convincing herself that she wasn't in love with a mannequin. "He is just the perfect soldier."
She tried to recall all their times together. What could she have missed out? How could she possibly make him feel her? What could she do to make him feel?
His perfection makes him almost inhumane. It was so painful to be under his skin and yet not be able to touch him, to look into the depths of his eyes but not be able to make him see and to share his life with him but not be able to capture his heart.
He was always just concerned after her safety, her well-being. Not knowing, that he was the one causing him utmost pain. Well, she made it a point to hide it all from him. She was still after all the former queen of the world and loving him does not mean losing herself. But, she was determined not to lose to him.
'If the past is the problem
Our future can solve them baby
I could bring you to life if you let me inside baby
It'll hurt but in the end you'll be a man'
To be Continued…..
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