6[A/N: This chapter will be told in Johnathan crane POV and many of the chapter will go back and forth between different POV's and also be just general POV, but I hope you enjoy it and don't forget to RR, follow and fave.]
Chapter 2
Advice
I was happy about what happened yesterday between Kat and I, but I just couldn't shake this feeling that I'm gonna lose her and not because I don't wanna be with her, but because there is always this voice in the back of my head that keeps telling me that maybe she is with me out of pity or that it is a joke that a pretty girl like her would wanna be with a freak like, I pushed that voice away all day yesterday while I was with her, but today it seems louder that it was yesterday, so I tell my grandmother I'd like to get see my therapist to before school today, she tells me alright and gets ready to take me there. I mean, I would miss part of the school day, but I needed help with this voice and advice on what I should do with the situation I'm in. I change out of my pajamas into a black button up jacket, a dark blue t-shirt, blue jeans and sneakers to finish it off. I brush my hair into the only hairstyle I ever wear, and walk out to the kitchen to grab my backpack, I hear my grandmother talking to my therapist's office on the phone, when the call was done she asked if I was ready to go, I nod and we are off to his office. We get to Dr. Jervis Tetch's office and I go in, while my Grandmother waits in the car. I walk up to the receptionists desk which was his sister Alice Tetch, I say to her, " I'm Johnathan Crane here to see Dr. Tetch." She nods and presses the intercom button on the phone and tells him I'm here, he tells her to send me in. I thank her and walk through the door, I see him stand up and say to me, " Ah, Johnathan it's been awhile since our last session, won't you sit down?" He motions over to the brown leather couch in front of his forest green chair, I take a seat and see him have notepad in his lap, he takes his seat and he says to me," So Johnathan, your grandma said you needed to see me, any reason why? Have things not been well since our last session?" I shake my head and tell him," Things are a little bit the same, but there is something new that has happened. That I need advice on, and don't get me wrong I'd ask my grandma for advice on this but, I met this really pretty girl at school, her name is Katherine she's detective Gordon's daughter, and I like her a lot and we are friends and maybe gonna give dating a try, but if you remember the voice in my head from our last talk, well it's becoming louder saying things, that are not true about the girl. But I don't know what to do, can you give me advice please." Dr. tetch was processing what I was telling him, because this hasn't been the first time this has happen, though the very last time it did, the voice was telling me to kill one of the bullies that had been tormenting me for the past 2 years. But this was the first he was hearing that he heard it was messing with my thoughts about a girl, so he tell me, " Well Johnathan, the only advice I could give you is the same advice I gave last time, which is ignore the voice and. all the things it says, they're not real. Keep up your positive thoughts up. to combat that voice ,and take you chances with this girl but take it slow Johnathan, because if you go to fast it may blow up in your face, and also get to know each other a little more each day the more you know about each other, the more likely it may work, does that sound like good advice to you." I think on it for a minute about what my therapist said to me, and I say to him, " Yes Dr. Tetch, and thanks for the advice, because in all honesty, I don't want to lose her as a friend or girlfriend, I mean she is not like the rest of the students who think of me as an outcast, she sees me as a person, not some freak, and she can look past the things that had happen to me and wants to be my friend, and it makes me really happy, I just don't want to hurt her." Dr. Tetch tells me how happy he is for me and that I've found someone who makes me happy, because I needed it and also needed a friend, and he wanted to come out of his anti-social behavior, and hope the Kat would be the one to do it.
Dr. Tetch takes out his pocketwatch and read 11:00 am, and tells me that's all the time we had for today and, also told me that his receptionists has his school excuse so I could go to school today if I chose to. I tell him thank you, and go to pick up the excuse from the receptionist's desk and walk out of the office, I get to where my grandmother's car and she takes me to school. I tell her before I get out, that I might go to Kat's house after school today, she says that fine and to call like to let her know, and also tells me to have a good day at school, he hugs her and walk up to the front doors of the school. I walk into the office, and hands the note to the Secretary, she give me a hall pass and I walk to my locker to put my things up, and get my lunch and English stuff for the class.
I walks into class and I hand the teacher Miss Galavan, I came in at about the very last bit of class, I make my way to my seat and Kat asks me, " Where were you this morning? I was worried about you." And she hands me another science worksheet, and I tell her, " I had to see my therapist this morning, I had a little bit of a breakdown this morning and didn't want to bring it to school. But I'm sorry I worried you Kat." She looks at me and says to me, " I was worried you were sick or something, but I hope things went ok , I also missed you." I smiled at her because it made me smile that she cared, and grabbed her hand and held it in mine, as we waited for class to be over.
The bell rang for lunch and Kat and I walked to her locker so we could put up our things and for her to grab her lunch money, we walk into the cafeteria holding hands and I go save our table, while she goes through the line to get her food. As I take my food out of my paper bag today's lunch for my was ham and cheese sandwitch, apples with peanut butter to dip it in, I began to eat and Kat sits beside me and eats her fries, granola bar, and hot dog with ketchup on it. After we are done eating we sat there holing hands and flirting with each other, and no one bothered us which made me happy, the bell rings and we get up from our table, still holding hands and walk to Gym together.
Time flies by and it's time to go home, we go by our lockers grab our stuff and head towards her house to study and hang out. We walk into her apartment and, take our normal spot on the sofa in the living room and began studying, after we were done with our homework, we watched another one of her favorite movies called Ghost Ship it was a horror movie but it seemed pretty awesome, we cuddled up and watched it, when the movie was over we put on another movie we've both seen a bunch of times, and was kissing and flirted with each other til her dad came home, ate dinner again and then her dad took me home. Before I get out of his car Kat grabs my phone and put her number into my phone, and then says to me, "I'm sorry I forgot to give it to you yesterday, but if you ever need to talk or just to wanna give me a call." She hugs me and I kiss her cheek, tell her dad good night, and walk upstairs to go to bed.
I make it up to my grandma's apartment, unlocked the door dropped my backpack off in the kitchen where I leave it everyday, and told her how my night went. I told her good night, and went to my room to get ready for bed, when I change into my pajamas, I get under the covers but before I went to the bed, I text Kat Had a great day today because of you, thanks. J Crane I get a text back from Kat and it reads I'm glad you did, and I did as well, and hey would you wanna go to the movies this weekend, as a date? Her text made me smile and I texted back Sounds great, just either text me with the details or just tell me at school tomorrow, but I'm heading off to bed so sweet dreams Kat. She texts back good night as well and I plug up my phone and go to sleep, with a smile on my face and dream of Katherine.