Hey! I'm here, earlier than planned, with the start of a different story than planned. I watched To All the Boys I've Loved Before on Netflix this weekend, and I found it so adorable that I couldn't stop talking and thinking about it. And many people on my Twitter timeline were doing the same, lamenting the lack of M rated fic in that fandom. I started thinking about in terms of Twific (not that I don't love Lara Jean, because I truly, madly do) but rather than attempt to recreate that engaging character, I decided to write a new version of Bella and the boys. I think it's going to be lots of fun. This is a very quick kickoff, but there will be a "real" chapter coming in the next couple of days. No posting schedule, but I hope to keep it coming quickly. Enjoy and hopefully I'll see you very soon.

To All the Boys I've Loved Before Chapter 1

Dear E,

I love you.I just thought you should know that. I know you're with my sister, and that's okay. I mean, technically you were mine first. My best friend. You and I spent every day after school together-playing video games, doing homework, watching movies, whatever. And I was cool with leaving it like that because we were together. And it was cool, for a long time. But then you suddenly saw her in a new way, and everything changed.

I know you love her. I love her, too. And I'd never get in the way of what you have. But you should know that if it were me, I'd have been happy that you were coming to visit me at college. No, actually, I wouldn't leave you in the first place. Like there are no colleges around here? She has to go halfway around the world and leave you, all of us really, behind? I just thought you should know that I would have put you first.

It doesn't matter. She's all you see, and who can blame you? My sister is incredible. Too incredible for Forks, it seems. And for all of us.

I'm sorry you're hurting. I'm sorry she's leaving you behind. I hope it would make you happy to know that I'm still here.

Still loving you.



A/N Quite the letter! I wonder who it's for? You'll see soon enough!

Reminder that I also have a story coming in the Babies at the Border Compilation featuring a Bella who's sworn off baseball players after being burned by an ex, and an Edward who is trying to recapture his baseball dreams after putting them aside to join the Army. The compilation comes out in a month and a half and I can't wait to share them with you!