This ones been rolling around for some time. It started as a Oneshot on 'The Vikings Have Their Tea' but now it might be a couple of chapters. Hope you all enjoy.

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Hiccup snuck in the door quietly. The run in with the Nightfury had taken much longer than expected, and he only hoped no one noticed he was missing.

Who was he kidding? No one would miss him.

Though, when he entered his house, Stoick was sitting at the fireplace, whittling, and waiting for him. The boy bit his lip and fled to his room, hoping to not be spotted.

"Hiccup?"

"Dad! Hey! Uh…I-I have to talk to you…"

"I have something to say to you too…"

They both spoke at the same time, mashing their sentences in a mess of scrabbled words. Then, "What?"

"You go first," urged Stoick.

"Okay…" And he took the chance, because when would his father ever listen to him?

"I was thinking, you know we have a surplus of dragon-fighting Vikings, but do we have enough bread-making Vikings, or small home—"

"Get on with it Hiccup." Stoick said, crossing his arms.

"I don't want to fight dragons."

Stoick stared at his son, blankly, and then laughed. "Come on, yes you do."

"Rephrase, I can't kill a dragon."

Stoick was prepared to rebuttal, but seeing his little son so hunched, so withdrawn…so un-viking, made him hold his tongue. "What was all that bravado about then earlier? You were begging me to let you out there!"

"I know I know…" Hiccup rubbed his arm. "But I…realized something." He glanced up shyily, wincing all the while. "Promise you won't get mad?"

Stoick let out a massive sigh doing everything in his power to stay calm. "I promise. I'd rather you not hide things from me."

Hiccup nodded meekly, still holding his arm. "I…I did shoot down that dragon. So I went down to Raven's Point to make sure, and maybe finish the job if I needed to. When I got there, I saw him…and I raised my knife, ready to strike…and then I looked into it's eyes. It was…scared, terrified…I saw myself in it. I couldn't…I just…I cut it free." He clenched up, waiting for the onslaught of anger from his dad.

But it never came.

Hiccup peeled his eyes open to see his dad red in the face and a frown on his lips. Then Stoick puffed out air. "So you cut it loose. It didn't hurt you?"

"He pinned me to the ground and roared in my face. And then he took off."

"What kind of dragon was it?"

"I think it was a Nightfury…"

"A Nightfury! And you let it go!?"

"I know!" He cried. "I'm sorry! I just…"

A heavy hand fell on his shoulder. "Look, Hiccup."

He looked up and met Stoick's eyes.

"Your mother was a lot like you. She was convinced that dragons weren't as evil as we believed. Even up until the day she was taken."

"They are still a pest! They do make it hard to live! I just—I just—…" He gestured helplessly.

Stoick steered him over to sit him down at the fire.

"When your mother was here, most of us only used hammers as weapons. We agreed that the beasts weren't evil, but after she was taken…" He sighed. "Hiccup, I understand where you're coming from, I really do. But I can't lose you."

"Dad…"

"I have to know that you'll be safe in a raid. But you can't lift a hammer, you can't swing a sword…"

"Dad, dad!" Hiccup interrupted. "I'll stay in the forge."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, I'll work. I'll lift heavy stuff and build up my arms and learn how to use weapons…"

Stoick, who was now calming down, saw the slight tremble in his son and the fear that persisted in his eyes. "Son," he said softly. "It's alright. The forge is a good idea."

"You don't look 100% sure…"

"It's not the most honorable. Everyone loves the Blacksmith, but not for a chief. But, you're only 15. Things may change."

"Yeah." Hiccup vocally agreed, but that look in the Nightfury's eyes had been so haunting, he knew he couldn't raise a weapon against a dragon ever again. "But…I'll start to win everyone's favor by staying out of the way."

Stoick managed a laugh. "A start it is."

The little family fell into silence. Stoick continued his whittling while Hiccup sat by. He felt like there was more to be said.

"Dragon training starts tomorrow. I was going to have you start…but while Gobber's training the new recruits, someone will have to be in the forge."

Hiccup nodded in agreement, some of the tension coming off his shoulders.

"You're not a warrior." Stoick declared, giving him a side eye. "You aren't bursting with muscle, and weapons are useless in your hands."

"Thanks…"

"But you have something most of the vikings in this village wish they could have."

This was news. All his life he had been called useless and a screw up. What could he possibly have that no one else did?

"You have brains, capable of resourcefulness and creativity."

Hiccup just stared at his dad, open mouthed.

"You couldn't throw a bola, so you made something to throw it for you. I've seen your craftsmanship, I've heard your wit. You're different from all of us, Hiccup."

Hiccup hunched his shoulders. "I don't want to be different. No one likes different…"

"Of course they don't. Because they can't understand it." He leaned forward, beckoning Hiccup to look him in the eye. "You won't be able to lead the tribe like I have, or like my father before me. But you will lead it, one day. You just have to find your niche."

"Well, what do you want me to do?"

"If you truly believe that the beasts are capable of something more, find a way to make them stop raiding us. A thousand years of fighting hasn't changed a thing."

Hiccup considered this thought heavily. His father was putting a lot of trust and faith on his shoulders.

"But son, if you don't find that solution…one day, you'll have to put your reservations aside and be like the rest of us. Deal?"

Hiccup glanced to the duffle bag by the door. Stoick was leaving, and this could very well be the last time they saw one another. He nodded. "Deal."

"Good. Well, keep up the good work. I'll be back. Probably."

"And I'll be here. Maybe."

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The next day, Hiccup went down to the training academy, and sat along the upper edge with a notebook.

"Welcome to dragon training!" Gobber called with gusto.

"I hope I get some serious burns." Declared Tuffnut.

"I'm hoping for some mauling, like on my shoulder or lower back." Added his sister.

"Yeah, it's only fun if you get a scar out of it."

Hiccup chuckled a little as he watched.

"You sure you don't want to join us, Hiccup?" Called Gobber.

"Pul-lease," interrupted Snotlout. "He wouldn't last five seconds in the ring."

"You're right Snotlout," Hiccup called with a smug little grin. Though, no one could see it from that distance. "I'd much rather you be in there."

Gobber interrupted the little spat. "Let's get started! The recruit who does best will win the honor of killing his first dragon in front of the entire village."

"Which we all know, is going to be me." Said Snotlout, with a flourish. "I mean, come on. Who else could it be?"

"Maybe me?" Said Astrid, hand on her hip.

"Yeah maybe, if you weren't a girl."

Hiccup had to hold back a laugh at the absolute rage that crossed her face.

Soon, Hiccup realized he had made the smart choice of declining dragon training after all. Since Gobber was merciless in his methods. The Grockle sputtered around the arena, it's eyes focusing on the shields and the weapons. Gobber hung back by the wall, and the dragon paid him no mind. Neither did it notice little Hiccup who sat above. Hiccup noted this. But knew the solution of just 'not having weapons' would be received with a firm kick off of the cliffs.

In the end, Astrid careened the shield into the dragon's snout disorienting it.

"The dragon will always, always, go for the kill."

Hiccup wrote this down, and then scratched out 'always'. "Then why didn't he…?"

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The Nightfury was not as free as Hiccup had first thought.

Now that it was trapped in the cove, sans tail fin, he had a chance to double his efforts on observation, and perhaps even befriending the Nightfury. Perish the thought!

But he remembered his father's words and returned to the cove day after day. Every once in a while, he would go the academy and sit on whatever wisdom Gobber seemed to be preaching.

From the look of things, they weren't fairing very well. He had always assumed Snotlout would be the winner of the class, but it seemed like his ego was his downfall.

And his lack of common sense didn't help.

Astrid on the other hand, took training extremely seriously. Almost to the point of alienating herself from the rest of the group. She was trapped in her head, focused, with death on the mind.

It was one night at dinner when he took a look into her head. All the other tables were filled, as he sat at one, sketching some ideas for Toothless's tail. Nothing too noticeable for the other vikings around.

But he was startled when she sat across from him.

"Uh hi Astrid, hi Astrid." He stammered. Smooth.

"Mind if I sit here?" She drawled as an afterthought.

"No- not at all, you're fine. I love you—I'd love to have you! Here. Sitting. Just sitting." He over corrected, his voice too loud.

She stared at him, wide-eyed as he blushed and covered his face with his hands. Then she snorted. "Now I can see why you're not training with us. Jumpy little thing, aren't you?"

"Sorry, words aren't my friend."

She hummed in amusement and took his notes closest to her. "So what is the great Hiccup Haddock up to this time? What mess will we have to clean up?"

Hiccup snatched his notes back with a frown. "I'm not up to anything."

"Right. Why do you keep watching us in the academy?"

"Why do you care?" He didn't mean to sound harsh, but it came out that way. She had never cared about him before. Not unless he did something stupid. Then she was there with her perfect blue eyes, and rolling them.

Astrid shrugged. "I don't. I'm just curious." She picked at her food. "You just seem like the only person around here with any decency is all."

"Oh…did Snotlout do something?"

"He always does stuff."

"But he didn't like…you know…"

"Gods no, Hiccup!"

"Okay! I was just making sure!"

She flipped the switch on him. "Why do you care?"

He smiled, "As future chief, I want to know of any drama before it happens."

She scoffed, "Future chief?"

"I mean…I am the next in line. The only other option is Snotlout, and who would you rather have?"

"You got me there."

He cocked his head to the side. "Why are you talking to me again? Not that I don't enjoy your company or anything..."

"I mean, you said it. You are the future chief. My parents mentioned that I should be nicer to you."

He shrugged. "Well, I don't know if I want you to be my friend just to take advantage of my status."

She cringed. "Yikes, I really didn't mean it like that."

"Then how did you mean it?"

"I meant that I want to support you to be a good chief. If no one is here for you and no one believes in you, how are you supposed to lead us?"

He shrugged. "My dad thinks I still have some time."

"Maybe..." she acquiesced. "But you know, there's something about you that's refreshing."

"What? That not everything I have to say is about strength and death?" He said with sarcasm.

"Basically."

He wasn't expecting that. "Oh."

"You know, I'm kind of surprised your dad didn't have you enter dragon training."

Hiccup scratched his cheek. "He wanted me too...but I didn't think it was a good idea."

Astrid nodded in understanding and glanced at his notebook again. "So what are you doing?"

He blushed, prepared with a half truth. "Observing dragon behavior. My dad kind of gave me a task, I'm assuming to keep me busy and out of the way. He wants me to see if I can find another solution to our dragon problem...since fighting isn't changing things."

"Did I just hear you say you're trying to get out of fighting dragons?" Snotlout interrupted, approaching the table. "I saw Astrid sitting with you and I was trying to figure out why she would do something so crazy. Now I get it, she's worried you're going to doom us all."

Hiccup bristled, closing his notes. He prepared to leave, but Astrid held a hand out.

"For your information, I'm sitting with Hiccup because he's my friend, and he's not a complete idiot."

Snotlout scoffed. "Like I actually care..." and he walked off.

"Wow..." said Hiccup, breathlessly. "I'm…I'm not used to people sticking up for me."

"So you made a few mistakes. But you've tried to be helpful. I don't think you should be ridiculed for it."

Hiccup swallowed, a lump in his throat. "Thank you, Astrid."

She spared a smile. "If Stoick gave you this task, then I'll make sure to help you."

"It's...it's kind of a secret. I'm not sure how the others will take it."

"Can I see your notebook?"

"Why?"

"Because you're not always at the academy for classes. I've had more up close encounters with dragons than you have."

He shrugged and handed over the book. Debatably, he had more up close encounters with dragons, since the few times he visited Toothless and learned from him. But she didn't need to know that.

Astrid opened to a new page and began to write down her observations and thoughts from dragon training. They sat in silence for a while while she scratched away, thought, and then wrote some more.

"Here," she had dated the page and titled it 'Astrid's thoughts on dragons'. "This is my two cents." Then she stood with a smile. "Your dad is a really good chief. I'm glad he found a way for you to help in your own way."

"Yeah." Hiccup didn't want to mention that he was the one that had come up with idea in the first place. "And, Astrid?"

"Hmm?"

"Thanks."

She grinned at him. At him! "See you later, Hiccup."

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Over the next few days, something began to form between him and Astrid. Nothing romantic…well, at least not on her part. He was pretty obviously smitten with her, and blushed every time he saw her. But she had the decency to never comment on it.

No, there was something like a feeling of camaraderie between them. A sort of friendship, but without the deep emotional talks.

Those were reserved for Toothless.

At meals, and only then, did Astrid join him at his lonely table and share her wisdom. Likewise, he told her some tricks, like the fact that the dragons didn't like eels and that if you reflected light off a shield, they'd chase it.

She was doubtful, but filed these tricks away for a later date.

Everyone else in the tribe, on the other hand, were being to be merciless to Hiccup. He was of age, and yet refused to go into dragon training? What a brat. Pathetic. Worthless heir. There was talk of him being a dragon sympathizer as well, curtesy of Snotlout. And since Stoick wasn't around to set the record straight, things only escalated.

Daily, Hiccup was pushed, tripped, and shooed away from vendors and food carts, and even children.

Hiccup thought he couldn't be any more lonely. He was wrong. The only kind faces waiting for him were Astrid and Gobber.

Even his work in the forge was becoming a problem. People would come to get their knifes sharpened and refuse to let Hiccup do it. If they picked out a weapon he worked on, they'd drop it like it was still hot from the forge.

"Lad, maybe you should just work in the back for a while. Until this all cools down."

Hiccup scoffed. Like this would ever get better. If one thing was certain, it was that Vikings were stubborn.

Astrid came in one day, Hiccup could hear her. "Is Hiccup here?"

"Depends, are you here to bully him?"

"No, why would I do that?"

"Because that's all anyone wants with him these days." He gestured with his thumb. "'Es in the back."

Hiccup stood quickly, however, and stepped outside to hide his secrets. "Hi Astrid, hi, how are you?"

"I should be asking you the same thing."

His shoulders hunched, "I'm…I'm okay."

She shook her head, but didn't argue. "I need my axe sharpened."

"Uh…couldn't you just Gobber to do it for you?"

"Nope. I know you're the one that's been servicing my blade for the last few years. You're the one who knows it." She handed the axe over willingly.

It took a little effort to lift it. Like most things did. Put he held it sturdily. "You sure?"

"Absolutely."

He smiled broadly at her.

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