1Orihime Inoue was always a sad girl. She had no family anymore, she was always alone. She lives alone and she sleeps alone. She was a depressed soul. At times the thought of suicide would occur to her.
She cries to sleep, she bearly eats and she secretly does self-harm. She always wondered what it would be like to be a dead person. Sometimes she will cut herself, take medications, starve herself, turn her AC on high without wearing any clothes, walk in the rain, punch herself and just cry.
Orihime always seemed like a happy cheerful bubbly person but on the inside...deep down she was the opposite. She tried so hard not to let anyone else figure out that shes not happy because she dont want them go out their way to help her.
She doesnt want to help because self-harm is addictive. Self destruction is fun. She would occasionally and purposefully think of bad thoughts thinking she was really worthless and unwanted.
During the days that she is home alone she would just sit in a corner and think poorly of herself. She couldnt eat. She barley did. She stationed herself to eat 4 grean peas, mashed potatoes and Ice cream only Four times a week for the most she would eat.
She was never hungry. She was killing her own self and it has became something addicting. Some time in school she fell in love with a guy named Ichigo. They were friends but she never let anything pass that because she was afraid that he would be like the rest. Wanting to help her.
So she kept to herself and silently kill herself. People have told her to stop but instead of stopping lied and said that she was okay. No one bothers to check her wounds because she always cover it.
She was never allowed any happiness from her parents but when her brother took her away from them and when he died she was a lost cause...
She now had the freedom to become happy and had no lending hand in guiding her. She is just sad and depressed especially by the death of her brother... She was always sorry...she was always hurt...she needed help.
Her body was becomming so light her bones started to get fractuared internally because of no calcium and vitamins. Her health was bad. Her health needed help and her body as well.
At times her friend would visit and she would lie and say that she ate already. The most she ate was with her friend and it was ramen soup. If she ate chicken and fries with her friend, after she left Orihime would go to the bathroom and throw up.
Purposefully damaging herself and her mouth. Orihime would just feel depressed. She would want to tell someone but they just want to take away her addiction. She writes things on a website on her phone.
She makes depression posts on another account and posts them. Shes that kind hearted to help other people and not help herself. She was a special person and she did not know that.
Frienships are really complicated when it comes to Orihime. People lie and take advantage of her because shes a fragile and an open person with everyone. People tend to break her heart just for laughter or tricks.
She would silently cry to herself, she would sit in the classroom and just stare probably even to try to stop the tears. People are so mean and cruel you will never know once it gets to you.
All her nerves got touched with the feeling of sad and emptiness. She will have goosebumps and a very high temperature. Coldsweating mostly as these things occur to her.
The only words she ever thought to tell everyone was "Im sorry" because she knew that she wasnt needed or wanted anywhere but she hated the feeling of addiction that she had to hurting herself.