SPN 100 Challenge, word: four.

Summary: It's scary, how love and rage can be close as siblings sometimes.

Set in season one, 1.01.

It's been two years.

Feels more like four to him.

He chuckles softly, scanning the dark room.

Who is he kidding. It feels like a goddam eternity with a wound that just won't heal.

He bumps into a shoe rack, cursing under his breath.

Perhaps he should've waited till tomorrow. But he is tense, he is worried and, as he suddenly realizes, he's also really angry.

So when someone attacks him from behind, he fights back with a fierceness that scares him.

Two years without a single call.

"Sammy", his mind cries silently. "What the hell were you thinking…"